ITT: 29-year-old NEET lamenting his single-mother upbringing and blaming his shitty life on it, which results in outwards projected misogyny.
Your only crime is routinely jacking into your moldy Tenga egg while watching the most brainrotting "girlcocks cumming" compilation you could ever find. Your faggotry literally contributes to the system of Jewish pornographers and their corruption of the brain. If you want to "not participate in our fucked up system" (you think it's fucked up only because everyone else lands bitches and has a good life while you're left with rosie palms and cosplay footjob videos lol) go live innawoods and abandon your videogames and porn forever. Stop living at your mommy's home rent-free and give her a break already, I'm sure she is tired of listening to the moans coming from your room and knowing it's not a real girl you brought over. Go for it, make sure to destroy your hard drive before you do.