- Joined
- Jan 8, 2019
I'm going to be a fag, and thanks in advance if you read my faggotry.
I took a break my my project work with my head in it for weeks. I was completely oblivious to what was going on around me and it made me feel at odds with things I hold as core values when I saw the news. I believe that we are duty bound as a community and society to leave a better world for posterity, making sure they have the freedoms given by God as written in our constitution. I was shook. I had to objectively look at what I was truly ready to sacrifice to make sure my moral compass aligns true north.
Whats my demarcation of truly upholding these values?
What does it say about who I am if I am flexible on my core beliefs?
Can I truly respect myself knowing doing nothing is dereliction of my duty?
I felt that real true moment of powerlessness, one that I haven't had in a long time. I gave quarter to despondency and let my attitude go bad so easily. I told myself that I couldn't do anything either way, and I observe that same mindset with many other people. It's a reasonable conclusion, but I believe that mindset says I have nothing of worth fighting for. It says I hold no core belief I can't bend to fit my comfort. This shows I'm not a man of honor or integrity.
The only things I have power over is how I act, what I do, and my attitude. That the only true failure is to give up on yourself. The chinese proverb "a journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step" is one I think about a lot. It's what gave me the courage to even tackle my current work. I think to the broken window theory. It's my job to have the self-worth to make sure my community doesn't deteriorate. I can't give in to personal incredulity or think someone else will fix something. I make a point to stop asking myself if I can, only if I'm willing. I have gained more from that attitude than the opposite.
So I pose this:
Where do you draw the line? And once that line has been crossed, what are you honestly willing to do to always align your moral compass true north? Last, if you choose to do nothing, what does that say about who you truly are?
Thats it for my faggotry.
I took a break my my project work with my head in it for weeks. I was completely oblivious to what was going on around me and it made me feel at odds with things I hold as core values when I saw the news. I believe that we are duty bound as a community and society to leave a better world for posterity, making sure they have the freedoms given by God as written in our constitution. I was shook. I had to objectively look at what I was truly ready to sacrifice to make sure my moral compass aligns true north.
Whats my demarcation of truly upholding these values?
What does it say about who I am if I am flexible on my core beliefs?
Can I truly respect myself knowing doing nothing is dereliction of my duty?
I felt that real true moment of powerlessness, one that I haven't had in a long time. I gave quarter to despondency and let my attitude go bad so easily. I told myself that I couldn't do anything either way, and I observe that same mindset with many other people. It's a reasonable conclusion, but I believe that mindset says I have nothing of worth fighting for. It says I hold no core belief I can't bend to fit my comfort. This shows I'm not a man of honor or integrity.
The only things I have power over is how I act, what I do, and my attitude. That the only true failure is to give up on yourself. The chinese proverb "a journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step" is one I think about a lot. It's what gave me the courage to even tackle my current work. I think to the broken window theory. It's my job to have the self-worth to make sure my community doesn't deteriorate. I can't give in to personal incredulity or think someone else will fix something. I make a point to stop asking myself if I can, only if I'm willing. I have gained more from that attitude than the opposite.
So I pose this:
Where do you draw the line? And once that line has been crossed, what are you honestly willing to do to always align your moral compass true north? Last, if you choose to do nothing, what does that say about who you truly are?
Thats it for my faggotry.