I want to draw, I enjoy drawing and emotes. I wouldn't be where I am today without them. Social media is amazing, but also... not. I've used this same account for everything since I started.
but I don't think that is good. It ultimately had me leaving emotes and the platform for a decent amount of time and it wasn't a decision I made lightly. The thing is when you mix your daily social media platform that you use to relax and enjoy downtime with your business account..... you cant relax.
You know, how dare I tweet when there's orders to do, how dare I have fun with friends after work hours when there's overdue work I said id have done. How dare I enjoy time with my girlfriend when I should be spending that time catching up on work. I would be receiving messages in the middle of the night or weekends, requests for things I didn't want to say no to but ended up taking longer than anything else. I couldn't enjoy Twitter but my life revolved around it. I couldn't enjoy life unless I wasn't tending to orders and customers.
The virus and lockdowns this year has changed everyone's lives. I hope you are all getting through it. I ended up doing.. nothing. I took time off and did nothing. I just spent money on whatever I wanted and didn't do anything for the whole year. Not depressed - but motivation was at a decent negative 10% and I dont want to keep doing nothing. I also worked really hard at the start of the year. For the first time I made enough money that the stinky government want my tax money. Not super cool but at the same time an amazing achievement to reach that threshold considering I just sit in my room and draw. And I honestly belive I can take it further if I apply myself instead of getting stuck in and endless spiral of working and then feeling selfish for living life outside work.
So, I don't have a real job. No studios want junior / entry levels and interns during a pandemic. I am going to take the rest of the year slow and steady, enjoy Christmas and new years, then come back full force 2021.
FlowerKid will come back 2021. I will unfollow a lot of people for productivity, make a new account for personal twitter and sign out of my business account on my phone. I will work a steady 4-5 days a week during work hours and not blink an eye to anything work related outside of this time. Time to take life by the COCK and BALLS.
On another note, a name-change may be in place down the line, maybe not. there's a FlowerKid singer/songwriter who want my business name but idk guys im pretty famous already
Cheers guys if you made it reading this far, use coupon code COCKANDBALLS2021 when the new store opens :p <3
