Springtrapp - Batshit Otherkin Pedophile Sadist and Her Brainwashed Child Bride

[Sammy]

i thought Bpd could be comorbid with other stuff.

This post made me think about cornbread. That was the first way my brain translated that word.

Delicious... moist, covered in butter....

What is your opinion on cornbread, @Lawrencegordxn?

 

[Trapped_Fairy]

@Lawrencegordxn

(That's seriously becoming my favorite image)
Question from a Psychologist in training: Have you ever heard of Psychology student's syndrome? What's your take on it?

 

[Lawrencegordxn]

I'll spoiler this to avoid clogging up the thread.

Spoiler

1. First things first, a good question to ask: Why do you think this thread was made about you and why do you think it's gotten 110 pages in the past 2 to 3 months?
2. Secondly, what happened to your other identities? Springtrap used to be your central focus but seems to have fallen to the wayside in favour of Saw. Anything in your life causing that?
3. Why do you tell people to kill themselves whenever they hurt your feelings? What makes this okay?
4. Since you're back on Medicaid, have you reviewed your opinions on Doctors being ableist?
5. Assuming your self-diagnoses are correct, do you still hold the belief that some of your illnesses do not hinder you and so you're not interested in treating them?

1. because, to be frank, my belief systems are kind of crazy. people have always pointed and laughed at the weird kid. i mean. i got called crayon head for having blue hair.
2. a simple change in special interest. as i use my kins to
cope with reality while still being mostly attached to it, it changes with what helps me cope in general.
3. when i am having a meltdown, i cant really think correctly. i say the first thing that comes to mind. i feel awful about it later.
4. Doctors can be incredibly ableist. keywords are can be. not all doctors are, but some are. one of my friends was told they cant have bpd because their doctor said they no longer diagnose bpd.
5.

 

[Chipmunk's Bounty]

Howdy Lawrence! Welcome to the farms. I have a question about your kintypes. You seem to gain and remove them when you find a new movie or show you like. Do you ever feel bad for them on removal? I mean, you're saying that you identify so strongly as them, but suddenly you just stop caring about that part of your life.

 

[BensonGumballz]

because, to be frank, my belief systems are kind of crazy. people have always pointed and laughed at the weird kid. i mean. i got called crayon head for having blue hair.

If you can't handle being a spectacle, don't make yourself a spectacle.

 

[Dalish]

4. Doctors can be incredibly ableist. keywords are can be. not all doctors are, but some are. one of my friends was told they cant have bpd because their doctor said they no longer diagnose bpd.
5.

this is the dumbest fucking excuse.

you do realize that psychiatrists have some of the most rigorous training to correctly use diagnostic tools correctly? your friend likely does not have bpd. just because you don't get the diagnosis you wanted doesn't mean a doctor is 'ableist'. psychiatrists are not there for reinforcement or to validate whatever you read on the Internet.

 

[Lawrencegordxn]

1. because, to be frank, my belief systems are kind of crazy. people have always pointed and laughed at the weird kid. i mean. i got called crayon head for having blue hair.
2. a simple change in special interest. as i use my kins to
cope with reality while still being mostly attached to it, it changes with what helps me cope in general.
3. when i am having a meltdown, i cant really think correctly. i say the first thing that comes to mind. i feel awful about it later.
4. Doctors can be incredibly ableist. keywords are can be. not all doctors are, but some are. one of my friends was told they cant have bpd because their doctor said they no longer diagnose bpd.
5.

Why didn't it post my answer to 5. ugh.

ok. so 5. the only disorder that may not hinder me is my did. as such, i will not choose integration when the time comes.

@the person who asked me about my 24 year old ex,

he got me piss drunk, to the point where i couldn't walk, and started to do sexual things to me, even after repeated "no"s and obvious uncomfortable body language.

be right back, I'm going back to sleep for a bit.

 

[Dr. Meme]

doctors shouldn't exist b/c its offensive to disabled people who have to see them due to disabilities beyond their control and the constant negativity brought that could be potentially traumatizing to patients. doctors are super ablest ok if youre feelin bad dont go to a doctor just cuddle up with a blanket and some cocoa and watch ur favorite show on netflix cuz u r special an i love u uwu

 

[BensonGumballz]

doctors shouldn't exist b/c its offensive to disabled people who have to see them due to disabilities beyond their control and the constant negativity brought that could be potentially traumatizing to patients. doctors are super ablest ok if youre feelin bad dont go to a doctor just cuddle up with a blanket and some cocoa and watch ur favorite show on netflix cuz u r special an i love u uwu

That actually sounds like a real Tumblr post.

 

[Boundman]

1. because, to be frank, my belief systems are kind of crazy. people have always pointed and laughed at the weird kid. i mean. i got called crayon head for having blue hair.
2. a simple change in special interest. as i use my kins to
cope with reality while still being mostly attached to it, it changes with what helps me cope in general.
3. when i am having a meltdown, i cant really think correctly. i say the first thing that comes to mind. i feel awful about it later.
4. Doctors can be incredibly ableist. keywords are can be. not all doctors are, but some are. one of my friends was told they cant have bpd because their doctor said they no longer diagnose bpd.
5.

Spoiler

1. If you recognise your belief systems are crazy (I'm taking crazy to mean not logical, here. If you have a different definition, say.) then why do you still hold them?
2. You've said that you don't choose your kin, do you tend to gather new kin when under different types of stress or when in different places in life?
3. Whilst I understand anger, why don't you remove yourself from Tumblr / avoid the ask box when this happens? You also said here that you want these people to genuinely kill themselves. That implies your hatred is long lasting and more than just a burst of anger. Do you think some people really should just kill themselves?
4. Most would call that an advancement in science. They no longer diagnose a disorder due the definition / criteria changing and often they'll diagnose you with something else or give you help for what you're experiencing rather than a diagnosis.
5. If you have DID, then wouldn't that imply all of these alters are simply a product of that? What are your thoughts on this? Do you think all your fictives could just be the product of an untreated mental disorder?

 

[TM Ambrose]

@Lawrencegordxn
When on your springtrapp tumblr you diagnosed yourself as narcoleptic. How did you come to the conclusion that you can't reach REM sleep? Also BPD has been reclassified under DSM V as have many disorders.

 

[nice time]

on cha1nshipping, you said you're diagnosed with BPD. now you're saying you're not.
why even bother lying about it if you're going to change the story every five minutes?

 

[Lawrencegordxn]

on cha1nshipping, you said you're diagnosed with BPD. now you're saying you're not.
why even bother lying about it if you're going to change the story every five minutes?

i am not cha1nshipping, thats why.

 

[nice time]

i am not cha1nshipping, thats why.

a 19 year old named Lawrence who has the SAME exact likes, fandoms and interests as you.
who also reblogs almost exclusively from your two known partners.

nope... you're right. must be some other delusional freak.

 

[Animocity]

a 19 year old named Lawrence who has the SAME exact likes, fandoms and interests as you.
who also reblogs almost exclusively from your two known partners.

nope... you're right. must be some other delusional freak.

Hasn't Lawrence fessed up to pathological lying before anyways? What proof do we have that they're not lying to us to throw us off?

 

[Lawrencegordxn]

a 19 year old named Lawrence who has the SAME exact likes, fandoms and interests as you.
who also reblogs almost exclusively from your two known partners.

nope... you're right. must be some other delusional freak.

i just looked at the blog and i am offended you think i like black veil brides.

that said, the saw fandom on tumblr is huge. i am not the only person in it, nor am i the only otherkin person in it.

and, as far as i can tell, they barely reblog from adam or catherine.

 

[Red]

@Lawrencegordxn
When you say "you are not a victim," what do you mean? Aren't you a victim of ableism, sexual abuse, discrimination, harassment, and abuse from your family?

 

[Trapped_Fairy]

Hasn't Lawrence fessed up to pathological lying before anyways? What proof do we have that they're not lying to us to throw us off?

None, we've all just gotta reason out what's true and what's false.

BTW, Lawrence, how much research would you say you did on your disorders before you diagnosed yourself with them?

 

[Lawrencegordxn]

@Lawrencegordxn
When you say "you are not a victim," what do you mean? Aren't you a victim of ableism, sexual abuse, discrimination, harassment, and abuse from your family?

i don't recall ever saying I'm not a victim?

 

[Red]

i don't recall ever saying I'm not a victim?