Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[UselessRubberKeyboard]

Mexican TiF gets RFF phalloplasty and vaginectomy last Thursday. Surgery lasted a whole 18 hours. Eventually after surgery the surgeons realize there's no blood flow so they get her back into surgery for another 7 hours. In the surgery they realize it's pointless so they remove it and close everything up because she was almost dead at this point. She has staples and damage to both her calfs, thigh and her upper arm.

Play stupid games, win stupid prizes. She should be glad she’s still alive. I have zero sympathy for any idiot going through with these ridiculous surgeries, male or female. You may as well believe in the tooth fairy. It’s all bullshit, and if these people were really pushed they’d admit it themselves.

Fuck the medical system for going along with this shit too. Getting rich is all well and good, but mutilating people for fun and profit should be illegal. Especially nutjobs who swear they can pretend to be the opposite sex so hard that it actually makes it real.

 

[Iron Jaguar]

In Ritchie's case, trooning out is literally gay erasure. My man was so internally homophobic and ashamed of getting hard for men he decided to erase the problem at the source.

He was the problem. He should've solved it by erasing himself.

I've mentioned before that an adult low-functioning autist in my community had ffs. That was a year or two ago and since he has detransitioned yet again. He looks as if the surgery never happened. Can someone please tell me how this isn't a huge grift?

Of course it's a huge grift. That's why it's called "FFS" - because that's what people say when they see the results.

 

[Positron]

She's depressed, suffering from pain and embarrassed because she feels like she's failed everyone. She going to try again in a few years with a different surgeon

She's selling herself short: she made a butcher and his hirings rich, so she didn't "failed everyone".

 

[Iron Jaguar]

I 'member that some boys really thought that standing too pee is some distinguished milestone like tying your shoe laces.

Where the hell did you go to school? - Sweden? San Francisco?
I can't remember a time when any boys 1) did not piss standing up, and 2) even talked about it.

 

[batteredpancakes]

Rynoff had planned on getting a RFF phalloplasty but instead woke up with a partial meta instead. Turns out her radial artery was too small so the surgeon took the initiative (without permission) and gave her the next best thing. He also did a vaginectomy like she asked but not a scrotoplasty as he believes it's better to do alongside the future phalloplasty.

She says she now feels like a freak because she pees from the base and would of preferred he gave her a full meta as hers is still small and anchored. He told her as she woke up that she would be able to stand to pee but she can't.

She's also upset that she still has a labia and doesn't have a smooth taint (vaginectomies always cause a divot) and admits she's now more disgusted with her body now than pre-op. She's suicidal and depressed since the surgery. She doesn't understand why the surgeon didn't do any testing to her arm to check if the artery was large enough or discuss any backup plans with her. She didn't plan on doing multiple surgeries.
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How do I stop feeling like a mutilated freak?
After my failed surgery I woke up to a partial meta instead of an RFF phalloplasty. Being that this was not what I signed up for it was pretty jarring to say the least. I want to clarify that I believe my surgeon did everything right. (He recognized the phalloplasty would fail because the artery was too small, he completed the vaginectomy so that I wouldn’t have to worry about it later, and he did not do scrotoplasty because he told me he can make a larger one when the phalloplasty is done Bc usually they are smaller with meta.)

That being said obviously guys who get meta are not freaks or anything, I just feel like a freak personally because of my circumstances. Because I don’t have a scrotum, I have UL but I cant STP because I have a fistula and the meta is still so low and “tied down”. At this point I would have rather had a full meta completed with a lift and more separation or extension so that I may have a chance to STP. When I woke up from surgery I asked if I would be able to STP because this is my top priority and he told me yes. What a lie. There is absolutely no way I can stand to pee with the anatomy he left me with. On top of that, my taint is not flat. I still have what looks like labia which I shouldn’t because I had a vaginectomy. It disgusts me to high heaven. I know he left the labia majora to be made into a scrotum later, but my taint should be smoother and flatter than it is and i hate the way it is now.

I’m so disgusted and horrified by my own body, even more than I was pre op. I have been battling some major depression and suicidal ideation ever since this surgery. I hate to say it, but I absolutely regret getting this surgery. If i knew it would have been like this I never would have done it. Unfortunately there was no way for me to have known this would happen, I wish they tested/looked at my arm pre op or at the very fucking least MADE A BACKUP PLAN. Pre op a backup plan would sound scary, sure, but it would have saved me a lot of trouble.

I probably would have told him to do nothing instead of what he did. What he did was with the best intentions of setting me up for a future phallo but that was ASSUMING I’d want to go through this again. I’m not sure i can go through this again. It makes me insanely depressed and angry that this possibility was never even mentioned to me prior to surgery.

Let this be a warning to anyone going for the surgery, TALK TO YOUR SURGEON ABOUT A BACKUP PLAN. 99% of the time you won’t need it, this was a very rare thing that happened with me, but it’s worth knowing IF things don’t go as planned at least you wont wake up to a complete surprise.

But now i feel so trapped like this in a body I fucking hate even more than i did before which i didn’t know was possible. If i am able to complete the phalloplasty i will be stuck like this for AT LEAST 2 years, maybe longer. That’s far too long to feel so botched and mutilated. I dont think I can live feeling like a freak for that long. I don’t know how im supposed to last until another surgery date… especially if ALT is my only option because i have too much fat on my thighs and i know I’ll be unhappy with the size being too big.

Looking at her other posts:

• She's 24
• A gayden
• Fit and very lean (13.3BF)
• Surgery was around a month ago
• Surgeon was Dr. Santucci at the Crane center.
• After this surgery they did test her other arm but it's also unusable.

Here's a post she did on r/suicidewatch after her surgery. Link | Archive

Botched surgery makes me want to die
I’m a trans man who went for bottom surgery. The plan was to do a phalloplasty with my left arm as a donor site for the skin to make the penis. The surgeon couldn’t use the arm skin because he said the artery was too small so the site wasn’t viable. Instead of stopping there he performed a different surgery type called a metoidioplasty. It’s not what I wanted. I don’t like the way they look. It looks horrible. I feel disgusting and ashamed. I feel worse than I did pre surgery 1000%. I just want to die. All I want it to feel normal but I can’t even have that. I feel like a freak. I wish I was dead.

And here's another one only a week ago Link | Archive

No surgery can save me. I should save myself the suffering.
It’s extremely unlikely I’ll be able to use my other arm as a graft site for my surgery. For more context see my previous post. But I, 24 trans man, had a failed bottom surgery. I was hoping to use my arm as a donor site so I can finally have male anatomy but both arms are not viable. I have no hope left for a happy life. This surgery was supposed to save me and let me feel closer to normal as a man. Now after receiving an entirely different type of surgery I did not want and did not ask for, I am left feeling like a mutilated freak that is not normal for biological males or females.

My surgeon tells me my thigh is another donor site but because thighs store more fat the result will be massive, and it will not resemble male anatomy. I know that I will not be happy with the result. I am now left to gamble with my life, do I get the surgery and be possibly worse off with a huge mangled piece of flesh between my legs, or do I stay as a mutilated freak? This is what my life has become. What kind of quality of life do I have if I am left to gamble with something that, AT BEST I won’t be happy with but may somewhat resemble male genitalia, or at worst, look horrible or maybe even completely fail again, who knows.

I don’t want to live this life as a freak who is condemned to be insecure and less than. But the risk of being even worse off scares me. It truly feels like my only way out is death. I do not want this life. I feel horrible for wanting to die because i am privileged in so many other ways. But i can’t go through life like this. I can’t stand not being a real man. No one will ever love a mutilated freak like me. I won’t love a mutilated freak like me. But no surgery can fix me now. I am condemned to be a freak. Doomed to be unhappy.

A lot of the TiFs on r/phallo seem to think Dr. Santucci committed malpractice here but that's actually not the case. If she read the papers she signed she'd know that he's allowed to make alternative decisions if he comes across a problem.

EDIT: lol

 

[LanceHaver]

She's also upset that she still has a labia and doesn't have a smooth taint (vaginectomies always cause a divot) and admits she's now more disgusted with her body now than pre-op. She's suicidal and depressed since the surgery. She doesn't understand why the surgeon didn't do any testing to her arm to check if the artery was large enough or discuss any backup plans with her. She didn't plan on doing multiple surgeries.
Link | Archive

Just one bro giving another bro support as guys do:

"Hey bud"
"Sending you love man"

Where do these women learn 'guyspeak'

EDIT: there's even more in that thread. They use "bro" and "man" so much it's nauseating:

 

[Accidental Protege]

Didn't Dr. Santucci used to post on the r/phallo sub? Or maybe r/transsurgeries? I know he used to answer random troon reddit posts. It seemed like a blatant PR strategy to me considering his username was literally "drsantucci" or similar and he would talk about doing surgeries. I remember at least one pooner questioning his motives (too bad they can't do that in person).

 

[Tilikum]

Didn't Dr. Santucci used to post on the r/phallo sub? Or maybe r/transsurgeries? I know he used to answer random troon reddit posts. It seemed like a blatant PR strategy to me considering his username was literally "drsantucci" or similar and he would talk about doing surgeries. I remember at least one pooner questioning his motives (too bad they can't do that in person).

His username is “supertucci” and he is active on all kinds of medical subreddits, as well as those for his hobbies and interests.
u/supertucci

https://kiwifarms.net/threads/srs-and-grs-surgeons-and-associated-horrors.76786/post-9921217

 

[Tenebrous Calamity]

I can’t believe I have not achieved the most important thing in my life and it just make me feel like the biggest shit you have ever seen.

But also

I am married and I have a baby

I know I know, a woman's whole purpose isn't just to have kids, but most women who have kids would say they're the most important thing/milestone in their life, even career driven mothers who don't just stay at home.

Fuck I hate people like this. "I feel like I've disappointed everyone" why the fuck are you having surgery to remove your vag and install a dong for anyone else but yourself. She should have had surgery to install a fucking spine.

 

[Iron Jaguar]

Fit and very lean (13.3BF)

To me that doesn't suggest "fit" so much as "eating disorder" and "drug use".

 

[Hongourable Madisha]

Maybe I'm naïve, maybe Ritchie is a very convincing storyteller, but I do believe his story, I can only wish him the best and I want to thank him for giving KF and Null the credit they deserve (although Andrew Gold said he'd put the link to the Farms in the description and he disn't, SMH).

Linking the Farms in a video description will get you a strike from YouTube. I've not seen if he's linked it on his Twitter or his own site or somewhere else, but he may have tried to link it and got a warning. As it is, the video's been demonetised and he's put the whole thing on his Twitter as well, and he's not pleased about it.

Eta: seems to be monetised again now. FWIW I like his slackjawed idiot interview style, I think he actually knows more about troon atrocities these days than he lets on, but he's asking the questions that normies will ask if they haven't been as deep in the stench trenches as we have.

 

[Peaches Demure]

A botched troon is on the Transgender_surgeries subreddit trying to warn other potential amhole-owners of an unscrupulous surgeon:



No pictures of the amhole, but considering the troon can't cope itself into believing that it's just as good as a true 'n' honest cispuss, it's gotta be... pretty bad.

Some highlighted choice quotes:

I had my vaginoplasty done in April of 2023. Dr Bradley Erickson left me with what amounts to a meat canyon with vaguely vagina features at the bottom.

So far this sound like a standard amhole... am I rite?

I brought up my infection in 7 different appointments with him. I went to obgyn 2 weeks later. By then the infection was so bad that when I expressed that I had an infection, the obgyn doctor told me she didn’t need me to tell her that, as she could smell it across the room.

Imagine that smell! On second thought... perhaps don't, especially if you're eating. Of course he had to go to a poor obgyn who has no idea how to deal with a festering rotpocket.

I can’t even pee right because this imbecile put my urethra underneath my inner labia

LOL. Totally cis-passing.

The fuck up with the urethra is so bad, that as a woman with a vagina, I pee on the floor while sitting on the toilet.

Sounds like the butcher surgeon turned this troon's genitals into some kind of non-Euclidian geometry fuck-up.

https://www.reddit.com/r/Transgender_Surgeries/comments/1ee1s9p/i_need_helpadvice_badly_do_not_let_dr_bradley/

 

[Dr. Eldon Tyrell]

I can't remember a time when any boys 1) did not piss standing up, and 2) even talked about it

Woman moment. I did whatever the fuck I pleased, like any normal person. But when I sat down, I learned that other Boys (the usual suspects) would intently listen in on your business and then, sometimes, call you out for sitting down without taking a shit. I have no idea in which bizarro world little boys DON'T talk about these things to each other either. Teenangers suddenly become a little coy and reserved if at all but little kids are vulgar a.f. amongst each other. Probably not in sweden - where everything is said to be coddled and closely supervised.
The teens who suddenly get shy and angsty about it become that way BECAUSE of the sudden emergence of sexual feefees, kids don't have that - so they don't care.

 

[Iron Jaguar]

But when I sat down, I learned that other Boys (the usual suspects) would intently listen in on your business and then, sometimes, call you out for sitting down without taking a shit. I have no idea in which bizarro world little boys DON'T talk about these things to each other either.

You think it's bizarre for boys not to pay close attention to each other's toileting habits? Ok, guy.
No idea where you went to school but we had urinals for pissing in. No boy would go and sit down to piss. If he did, we would have called him a girl. But I don't ever recall that coming up in conversation.

@Peaches Demure
Of course he had to go to a poor obgyn who has no idea how to deal with a festering rotpocket.

I really, really hope that Troon Fatigue comes around quickly and ObGyns refuse to entertain their fetishes. They should have literal signs on their walls stating "This practice will only treat biological women."

 

[Dr. Eldon Tyrell]

No idea where you went to school but we had urinals for pissing in. No boy would go and sit down to piss. If he did, we would have called him a girl. But I don't ever recall that coming up in conversation.

way to backpaddle.

What you said totally didn't ever happen but if it did, it would've played out exactly the way you said.

Mhm.

 

[Iron Jaguar]

way to backpaddle.

Firstly, it's "backpedal", imbecile.
Secondly, I have no idea what you think I am backpedaling on. You're an idiot and I won't bother engaging with you further.

 

[The Un-Clit]

Take it to Mass Debates already you retards.

 

[Positron]

A botched troon is on the Transgender_surgeries subreddit trying to warn other potential amhole-owners of an unscrupulous surgeon:

"Can I seek to have insurance pay for my reconstruction of my 'vagina' due to how hideous it looks?"
Honey, vaginas come in all shapes. A hideous 'vagina' is still a 'vagina'. Coverage denied!

 

[Stan]

Just posted this experiment on the other thread without knowing it was posted here loool

This is the most vile and unethical experiment I've ever read, it gets even worse when you read the details of it.
First the rats had to be deeply inbred to minimize rejection. The male could only carry the pups if the female stitched to it was also pregnant, never worked otherwise. There was a very low chance of success, and even when they managed to get the pregnancy to term, the majority of the pups from the male pregnancy would be dead for unknown reasons. There are deep layers of chinese shit ethics in this document.

The Chinese are fucking evil. The "scientists" who thought up and tried to create this fucking Rat Daemonculaba are fucking insane.
This is Unit 731 tier shit.

Imagine the surgeons doing the coke can rotdog like they all agree that was a great idea.

-"Albert, it's gonna be so big sh..ehm..he won't be able to grip it with one hand"

-"Yeah Harry, I think you're right, and I might guess """he""" would never find a pair of trousers that fit around that let alone having sex, lol, isn't that a great idea?"

-"Yeah.. akshually, yeah, I can see that now, lmfao"

-"Let's proceed then"

Imagine living with that thing in between your legs in everyday life. Imagine believing you're gonna have sex or anyone around you aroused by your majorly scarred and irreparably damaged body.

Or the "open bun" rotdog ( I thought Tetsuo the Ironman was one of the harshest body horror, yeah, after this def not ) surgeons, for that I have no fantasy dialog, it's just so grotesque.

I was expecting their standard answer, on ftm, the "No you see akshually a lot of cis males experience a split dick in their late 30s; every cis male has their urethras exposed once in a while it's totally normal valid and masculine brah"
I can't complain.

For this one we had a special guest, a special "physician" ( so the t&h man says ) "Nah brah no biggie it happens it's normal just rinse with vinegar and spit on it EOD, it'll be indistinguishable from cis dick, totally dood, believe me"

There are some pooners who like to brag on a Reddit that they “catch people looking at the bulge”. I like to remind them that people are looking because it looks like the pooners are trying to shoplift product in their shorts, not bc it looks like a dick.

 

[CertifiedFedBot]

Imagine that smell! On second thought... perhaps don't, especially if you're eating. Of course he had to go to a poor obgyn who has no idea how to deal with a festering rotpocket.

Just imagine that obgyn looking at some balding 6'2'' ogre in striped socks and an anime dress lifting his legs to show the cunt doctor his fancy new borehole and ballsack that's been stapled to his taint. I would pay good money to be a fly on the wall in that room, my gaze transfixed on the desperation oozing out the doctors pores.