Okay, the suspense. Fuck off. There's no suspense. I'm not going to say anything mental, or anything particularly new and exciting.
Regarding this recent sequence of events, just to clarify a few very basic things: my role in everything happening with Steven Bonnell II and everyone surrounding him has been to support Pixie behind the scenes. That's what I've been doing. She has her legal fund up. You can look at that if you want; it's on Twitter. I'll drop a link in the chat.
Anyway, for everyone giving their two cents about my current or previous relationship status, first of all, I hate you. You're a bad person. Let me explain. In the chat, we have Connidy. There you are. Connidy, you've been subbed for at least four months. You got the full box. So, Connidy, what's your relationship status? Who are you shagging, who are you loving? Inform me of the whereabouts of your general and two colonels. We're waiting. People will start speculating soon and offer theories. It's public interest now. You owe us. Do you see how weird that is? That's weird.
Me and Pixie are friends, okay? That's all you need to know. Everything else is not your business. Go away. People suggest that over the last few months or year, I was wronged by her in some way. I don't feel like I have been. I'm not aware of anything she's done to me that was wrong. That's it, okay? That's all you need to know.
If you're expecting any spicy new information not covered by other streamers who have been reading everyone's DMs, because that's a thing, I'm not really going to give anything you couldn't find from any other streamer. My understanding is that when legal things are going on, and you might know things others don't, you shut the fuck up. I'm going to follow that rule. It's not "Yap your trap Tuesday."
Others might not have been aware of that rule, but it's okay. Mostly, there are just some loose ends. Some are more serious, others trivial, like the stuff concerning me. I want to address a few things, and these are things Pixie would sign off on. Hopefully, going forward, there will be more clarity.
So as for Destiny, now I imagine you know why we're not talking. I learned what happened with him, Pixie, and everyone else about mid-December. Maybe a little after things got leaked on Kiwifarms, I learned that there was a leak of some of Steven's intimate videos and images online. Someone he was messaging got compromised, either by someone they know or by a hacker, not sure. His videos spread on Kiwifarms. He was a victim of revenge porn.
Later, I learned some videos included others who didn't give consent for sharing. One was Pixie. Steven sent Pixie's intimate images, like sex acts, without consent. I got this information before the end of the year. The decision made was not to draw attention because the leaks drew attention to others. Talking publicly would only draw further attention. Even vague posting could focus on her, which we didn't want. I quietly distanced myself from Destiny. Between December and now, I maybe reacted to a couple of clips, didn't mention him much, and didn't go on his stream. That was how I approached it.
This got frustrating. On one end, people in my community asked why I wasn't talking to Destiny. Then people got a whiff of what's going on, embellishing the story, seeing accusations of sweeping or running cover for Steven. That, on top of personal issues lasting years, became too much. So, I wanted to take a break. Announcing my break in a moment of weakness, someone in chat said I should do more content with Destiny. I said no. I should've ignored it, but that was enough for people like Badam Pinata, Mike from PA, and Hassan to spread narratives about why I was taking a break, twisting details.
None of their claims were true. I stayed quiet because Pixie wanted me to. Then President Sunday released a video with leaked DMs involving Pixie, Steven, and others. These painted Pixie unfairly, and she felt forced to go public. None of these events were coordinated or planned. Most people involved just want to destroy Destiny, not caring for the victims. They didn't ask before talking about this, disregarding those who wanted it quiet.
Steven's actions, like sharing intimate footage without consent or recording without consent, are reprehensible. It's disgusting. Some people will still watch his content and separate the art from the artist. Do what you want. For me, I don't want anything to do with Steven again. There's a world for justice and rehabilitation, but Steven's follow-up behavior doesn't show that's likely.
People have many misconceptions. Now that Pixie is public, she has a legal fund and is pursuing justice. Cherry and maybe others are doing the same. It's big. If you want all the details about who said what in every DM, watch someone else.
Okay. I'm not going to give you the entire scoop here. There's one accusation here, which is that Pixie only wants money. This has come from, at least this is one of Destiny's logs in his DDG chat. This is also an accusation that's been made by President Sunday as well. Neither of them seem to have mentioned that as part of this, talking about what kind of penance can be paid for what happened to Pixie, because obviously her trust was violated in a pretty egregious way. She did offer that if money was paid, if that was like the solution to this issue, it could go to charity. She was okay with that. She offered that. This is her DM, I think, to Kyla. She says, "I don't think if Steven faces consequences, he will change and he will do this again. If he wants, he can donate the money to some charity or organization." She thinks that other than jail, or even more than jail from the studies she's read, money is the strongest reinforcer and losing it is the strongest punishment. She doesn't believe he will stop his actions unless he faces some kind of punishment. So that was the idea. She did offer that this money could go to charity.
What's interesting is that when President Sunday made his video about all this, he didn't mention that. He deliberately omitted it. He had it, but he wanted to accuse her of extortion, which is, I mean, I would argue that's defamatory. That's a really insane, irresponsible thing to say. We'll get more into Sunday's video later, but my God, that was just such an obscene thing to say, especially when you've got evidence to the contrary.
In terms of being mad at particular people, I will never, for the life of me, understand why Erin Strayerade thought it was a good idea to share those messages with President Sunday. Erin was getting messages between Destiny and Steven and Pixie and Erudite, and then she decided to send all of these screenshots to President Sunday, who I guess she trusted as a friend. That's the charitable interpretation. She trusted him to give her advice or whatever. But can you just imagine knowing Sunday's motives and his state of mind, trusting that level of sensitive information with the most graceless human cumsock on the internet? It's like you might as well have given the nuclear codes to a three-year-old. I will never, as long as I live, understand that decision. It's insane to me.
I guess what's happened now that it's in the eyes of the public and public creators, people are obviously taking it upon themselves to deliver internet mob justice in the way that they think is the most appropriate. I want to cover at least a few of those people because I think some people have been treated incredibly excessively due to this, which is obviously going to happen. Internet mob justice isn't necessarily fair. That's kind of the problem with it.
Dan is one of them. In President Sunday's video, he posted, I think it was President Sunday's, or Beckett's, I can't remember. They're all the same to me at this point. They showed what was supposed to be a draft of Pixie's statement, and in it, she mentioned something about Dan telling her not to talk about this publicly. There was a very good reason, and Pixie will say this as well, there's a very good reason that is not in her final statement. Pixie did not want to attack Dan as she went public about this. She chose not to. She thought about it at first and chose not to. The reason she chose not to is because Dan did not do anything, like behind the scenes, I don't think Dan did anything particularly wrong. He spoke to Pixie once after he heard from me that I was worried about her. Obviously, they live in the same city, they live in Miami. He maybe has better advice or opinions than I do regarding American stuff and things that might be criminal or legal or whatever. That's the only circumstance under which Dan spoke to her.
Now, Dan, I think, did suggest that it would be a bad idea for her to go public, but the fact is, quite a lot of us did. A lot of Pixie's very close friends did, not because we wanted to protect Steven from the public knowing about these claims, because it was to protect her. She felt this as well. Pixie was not doing very well in the last few months, like over all of this. We acknowledged that her going public right away would only make that much more stressful for her and very risky for her. It's not like anyone was saying, "Don't do this, you should stay quiet" or anything like that for some ulterior reason. From everything I know about Dan's interaction with Pixie before this went out, he was being supportive. I don't think Pixie would say otherwise. I think this all-or-nothing approach that people are taking to other Destiny associates and orbiters or whatever you want to call them, I think it's just like, it's really unreasonable.
Obviously, some people are unhappy with Dan's decision to continue working with Steven. If you want to attack him for that, like, I guess if you don't like that, go ahead, but as long as you know exactly what you're attacking someone for, because the problem again with the last time something like this happened was when Kiwi Farms was involved and it was when the spearhead was Keffels, right? And I think if you guys noticed, Keffels was making enemies absolutely everywhere when this happened, because it was all-or-nothing, right? If you guys haven't noticed, Pixie is kind of the opposite, right? She tries to see the best in people. She is an obscenely noble character when it comes to treating other people and trying to treat other people fairly. She tries to do the right thing. She tries to see the best in people, not because she expects anything back from her or anything. It's just the way she is. I think it would be quite helpful if people could maybe take a bit of that with them because the accusations of Dan for sweeping or anything, like there were a couple of things he said that were pretty irresponsible. One thing that he said in Jstock stream a while ago, but the overall impression, like his overall behavior towards this has not been antagonistic towards the victims. I don't think that's the case, and that's why he wasn't in the final edit of that sub stack.
I think something similar goes for not so erudite Kyla. I don't think looking at those DMs that there's a very strong case that she wasn't genuinely trying to help. She obviously seems to have had conflicting interests because she has a business with Steven, but she was also trying to help Pixie. I don't think that means she was completely one way or the other. I think she was in a difficult position. I think as far as I know now, Bridges are done. She's been occasionally reposting things that are, I think she actually reposted this Stardust tweet as well. And obviously people are doing the same thing as well. There's a kind of weird absolutism when people do this thing where they will see someone being a bit more hesitant to come out and speak in kind of black and white terms or like with in terms of condemnation or support or anything like that again. With erudite, she uprooted her entire life, moved to a different country, gave up everything by the sounds of it, lived in pretty difficult conditions for a while to start this business with Steven.
Sorry, I refuse to believe that any of you would have acted more in a more moral way given those circumstances. Of course she was hesitant. Of course she had her reasons that she still maybe wanted to associate with Steven. I don't think she has those reasons anymore, but yeah, I just, there's this thing that's really fucking me off right now and it's that people are just kind of, they've moved on from being mad at Steven because I guess that's pretty cut and dry and most people agree on that. But they've moved on to now just I guess people who want to keep drama content going or people who want to keep benefiting from this or just are just, I guess maybe incensed by the sense of justice or righteous anger that they're kind of just like that now what people are doing is they're going sweeper hunting, right? You know, people are like hunting for sweepers and I don't expect anyone, uh, I'm not going to be surprised when people are going to come for me and saying that I'm sweeping for the sweepers.
Okay. It's just like, like, come on, just settle the fuck down. And if you're going to, again, if you're going to come out against someone, just try to make sure you've understood their whole contribution to this because chances are you probably don't. I don't think you can summarize Kyla's or Dan's contribution to any of this in a single tweet or a single clip from one of their streams or from a conversation or an interview or anything. I don't think you can. I don't think you're going to get that like, and not everything I'm saying here is speaking for Pixie, but, uh, that bit I think kind of more or less is, I don't think Pixie has any ill will towards Dan or Erudite. So yeah, I think you can probably at least take that one example.
But anyway, I'm going to address one more thing and then I'm probably going to go to the more trivial nonsense. Stephen is saying that I got the timeline wrong. I don't remember what I said, but okay. Did I say that I reached out to Stephen first? I don't recall saying that. I didn't say that, did I? For fuck's sake. Okay. I'm just getting fed like DGG logs, right? If you want to know what happened with me and Stephen, he can post all the DMs if he wants. He reached out to me. He was very apologetic. He even said that he wouldn't retaliate if I spoke about this immediately. He offered to help, said his actions have put me in a difficult position, etc., etc. It seemed sincere and apologetic. My response was tame. I said thanks, probably won't contact soon, and left it at that. I don't know why there was the impression that I said something about reaching out to him first. I spoke to him before all this happened, but I didn't reach out first.
Anyway, for the slightly more trivial stuff, if it's involving me and far leftists, there's always chaos. Okay. That's all Pixie was okay with me addressing. Let's move on.
Mike from PA. So I announced that I'm taking a little break from streaming. This is unbelievable. Okay. I announced a break, didn't disclose why, alluded to a few things. I was asked by a chatter if it was to do with Israel-Palestine. I said no. Streams go on tangents, and I talked about how Hassan's and Bani Bani's community were smearing me, saying I was paid to go to Israel, to defend the government, and stuff like that. It was a tangent. I was asked if this was why I'm stepping back; I said no. People took that story and turned it into me quitting content creation, being cheated on, Destiny leaking revenge porn. Destiny didn't put this on Kiwi Farms. Every bit of information here is wrong. This was the story he was willing to jump on because I told 300 people I was taking a break.
That wasn't all he did. He DMed me, unblocked me to send a message on Twitter: "Hey man, just want you to know we are never going to let you forget. Every time you poke your head up, we are going to expose you as a genocide apologist forever." He unblocked me after sending this, just to get a jab in. He commented on the stream with a little gloat.
It's interesting he's being so performative about supporting Pixie and fundraising on his stream, knowing something bad had happened. Still decided to gloat and take it out on me. That's mental. He believes this not because he watched my stream or misread Kiwi Farms, but because he saw it in a bad Empanada video. TLDR: Don't get your news from Bad Empanada. He's a liar. He botched the story, and this video is still up, with every detail wrong. They knew someone had been leaking sexual videos without consent and were gloating about it, making jokes and such.
Bad Empanada even made a correction, but it was wrong too. He said it might not be true that I was cheated on, but still says I must be staying quiet to sweep it under the rug. And he disparages Pixie at the end too. So that was interesting. At least, Hassan was willing to say, "Oh, I'm not sure about that" when he heard the story, signal boosted it, then said he didn't know. Having it both ways.
In case you're wondering who the tweet is about from Pixie: "If you're a leftist who talked about the situation without contacting me, you owe me an apology. On top of being a victim of revenge porn, I now have to deal with people lying about my dating life and further dehumanization." It's about Bad Empanada and President Sunday. None of them care, obviously. What a mess.
Hassan decided to jump in, thinking I quit streaming because of him. Never said that, never said my stepping back was because of him. This tweet is fake. Hassan said he'd only spoken about me once, but we can see the online footprint. We've seen the amount of times he's said I was paid by the Israeli government to support war crimes.
Seeing how all of this unfolded: from Mike, Hassan, Bad Empanada, I don't like how most people covered it, with the sweeping or internet mob justice. They don't care about victims, just destroying Stephen. Their ineptitude too, if there ever was a revolution, we'd all be in the gulag together. Me, Hassan, Sunday, Bad Empanada, Mike from PA, just vibing.
Hopefully that clears a few things from my end. Ironically, the only person who's covered this with any care and accuracy has been Queeman. I haven't watched much, but he's careful about details and evidence. The rest from the tanky sphere, people telling you to read theory but can't understand basic words. Queeman is probably the only one. How it feels to the other ones, being outclassed by Chud Logic's twink bastard son.
As for what I'm doing, I'm going on a break after this. I'm not making a content arc out of it. Disappointed things turned this way, but here we are. Looking forward to returning, branding myself as the only political streamer without sex scandals or supporting terrorists. As much as I'd love to capitalize on this, nah. The break starts properly tomorrow.
Love the misogynistic implications to Pixie by calling you a cuck and not prioritizing victims. Yeah, it is what it is. You're leaving us alone with criminals? How long will you need? A couple of weeks? Oh, now people are saying welcome back and shit, fuck off. Okay. I feel weird turning on for an hour and then leaving again. Can't believe Aaron was feeding information, I have no idea. Time for Hardcore WoW. No!
