Stray Sheep - tranny autistic from tumblr that loves horsecock and is triggered by this title

[pickledance]

I've been working to make it better but I honestly don't know how. I didn't know there was anything to fix about my life until recently. I spent more time thinking this was all something that was perfectly normal, than I have spent knowing it was not.

"Sorry if I want to throttle you in front a train"
So you can threaten me for citing examples of why the "suicide is weak" mentality is wrong, but I do it to defend against people attacking me and I'm bad? Ok then.

And trust me I know I need treatment. Tell that to my parents who make almost no effort to help me schedule appointments or anything like that. I can't exactly do it on my own since they're my ride, my insurance, and the schedule keepers.

YOU ARE AN ADULT, PICK UP THE PHONE AND SCHEDULE YOUR OWN DAMN APPOINTMENT. TAKE A FUCKING BUS.
This shit is not hard and this is coming from someone who'd been classed as disabled since I was 18.
Get your ass off tumblr and go do the shit you need to do.

Edit: also maybe you are having such a hard time getting up in the morning cause you're on tumblr and here at 3am (give or take)

 

[Trapped_Fairy]

I've been working to make it better but I honestly don't know how. I didn't know there was anything to fix about my life until recently. I spent more time thinking this was all something that was perfectly normal, than I have spent knowing it was not.

"Sorry if I want to throttle you in front a train"
So you can threaten me for citing examples of why the "suicide is weak" mentality is wrong, but I do it to defend against people attacking me and I'm bad? Ok then.

And trust me I know I need treatment. Tell that to my parents who make almost no effort to help me schedule appointments or anything like that. I can't exactly do it on my own since they're my ride, my insurance, and the schedule keepers.

And there lies your biggest problem. You are convinced that you have no control over things. They can't drive you? Learn to drive then. Take control back into your own hands and stop just waiting for shit to change

 

[lolwut]

Honestly, I'm just glad Conner made a sock to post his spergouts in. It's a shame he can't keep them in his own thread, though. But for reals, this is enough to move the past few pages to a new thread right?

 

[Vitriol]

I don't expect people to read my mind though, that's why I tell them "hey I'm not a girl".

You look like a girl, you act like a girl, will accept female pronouns from your friends, wear girls clothes and most of all you whine like a bitch. so i'll tell you:'Hey you're a girl

I already said I'm not white. Fuck I used to have pretty dark skin up until I was 16 and my depression got worse and I started pretty much making myself sick.

Im not sure why you think we'd treat you differently if you were black, unlike tumblr we're not racist amd wont give you special treatment because of your race. A cunt is a cunt regardless of what colour it is. And you are a whiny cunt.

The rest of that post was just whining.

I started a lot of fights back in jr high, and I used to act violently towards my brothers a lot. I've learned to at least restrain myself physically to an extent, aside from breaking shit sometimes.

You're 19. Grow the fuck up. You should be well past temper tantrums. My father stopped tolerating that shit from ne about age 4 or 5.

And yes, doing a pushup is hard for me because I have poor muscle tone and stamina due to genetic shit my mom blessed me with. And yes, cleaning is fucking hard when I can't even get out of bed most mornings. I'm convinced none of you have ever dealt with depression or being suicidal.

I don't give a shit what you believe or don't believe. Again grow up and get a grip most adults have to deal with depression at some point.

I'm not hiding behind their deaths I'm just asking if they were weak too. I like to think of myself as strong for surviving most my life not even knowing I was mentally ill, let alone being able to treat it.

You're not strong, you're a pathetic excuse for a person- if you were strong you wouldn't constantly bitch just ignore us and sort your life out. If you didn't even know you were mentally ill chances are that was because it wasn't that bad. For example: you don't clean ur room or work out because you are lazy.

I've been working to make it better but I honestly don't know how. I didn't know there was anything to fix about my life until recently. I spent more time thinking this was all something that was perfectly normal, than I have spent knowing it was not.

You're been told again and again in this thread to sort your life out a) leave tge internet b) get a real job or hobby c) grow up and stop blaming mental illnesses.

And trust me I know I need treatment. Tell that to my parents who make almost no effort to help me schedule appointments or anything like that. I can't exactly do it on my own since they're my ride, my insurance, and the schedule keepers.

You're 19. Stop whinging and do it yourself. I refuse to believe there is no public transport, taxis, friends or failing all that a fucking bicycle that you could use for transport.

You are an adult, your mental health is your responsibility and yours alone.

Im on my mobile so i apologise for the inevitable typos. I was adding replies as she posted them hence some of the points covered might be a little late- sorry.

 

[Stray Sheep]

Oh yeah ya know, just squabbles. Chasing down my brothers with intent to kill is just a squabble. No biggie.

There are no buses in my area. Welcome to the richest zip code in Texas, we literately do not have buses because people are SCARED of poor people using them. I wish I was joking. The only public transport is wwwaaayyy too expensive for me to take at least once a week.

I am learning to drive but unfortunately in order to get to the DMV I kind of need them to drive me there.

 

[TheAmazingAxolotl]

Oh yeah ya know, just squabbles. Chasing down my brothers with intent to kill is just a squabble. No biggie.

There are no buses in my area. Welcome to the richest zip code in Texas, we literately do not have buses because people are SCARED of poor people using them. I wish I was joking. The only public transport is wwwaaayyy too expensive for me to take at least once a week.

I am learning to drive but unfortunately in order to get to the DMV I kind of need them to drive me there.

Spoiler: My sentiments on your dilemma

If you're learning to drive surely all you would need is one person aged 21 or older with a valid driver's licence to sit in the car while you drive yourself up to the DMV, register for your licence, and so on and so forth. All you really need is a bicycle.

 

[pickledance]

Oh yeah ya know, just squabbles. Chasing down my brothers with intent to kill is just a squabble. No biggie.

There are no buses in my area. Welcome to the richest zip code in Texas, we literately do not have buses because people are SCARED of poor people using them. I wish I was joking. The only public transport is wwwaaayyy too expensive for me to take at least once a week.

I am learning to drive but unfortunately in order to get to the DMV I kind of need them to drive me there.

So you admit you're mentally unstable enough to want to kill, but too lazy to get on a bike or call a doctor. Peachy, enjoy suffering your miserable life then.

I also love how you admit to living in the richest part of Texas but shit son, you still oppressed right? Not like us ghetto fags.

 

[nonnewtonian]

I'm convinced none of you have ever dealt with depression or being suicidal.

Tell that to my psychiatrist who's forcing me into a hospitalization program and wishes I didn't live in a third floor apartment, you insufferable piss chugger.
Just because people don't cry-type over everything that upsets them or coddle and glamorize mental illness doesn't mean they're free of problems.

 

[Dr. Boe Jangles Esq.]

Oh yeah ya know, just squabbles. Chasing down my brothers with intent to kill is just a squabble. No biggie.

There are no buses in my area. Welcome to the richest zip code in Texas, we literately do not have buses because people are SCARED of poor people using them. I wish I was joking. The only public transport is wwwaaayyy too expensive for me to take at least once a week.

I am learning to drive but unfortunately in order to get to the DMV I kind of need them to drive me there.

Again, at your size, I'm not really concerned with intent. You can intend to do whatever you want, but it's still just a squabble if you lack any real ability. I'm from an Irish family. As kids, fighting with each other occupied a solid 80% of our time. You can try to dress this up as much as you want, but I will continue to remind you:
You are not fucking special. You like to think you are. Nobody else does. You are a normal person, and have to deal with normal expectations of you.

 

[Trapped_Fairy]

Oh yeah ya know, just squabbles. Chasing down my brothers with intent to kill is just a squabble. No biggie.

There are no buses in my area. Welcome to the richest zip code in Texas, we literately do not have buses because people are SCARED of poor people using them. I wish I was joking. The only public transport is wwwaaayyy too expensive for me to take at least once a week.

I am learning to drive but unfortunately in order to get to the DMV I kind of need them to drive me there.

You're just full of excuses, aren't you? Are you sure you aren't bullshitting us about trying to get help since a professional would mean your precious selfdx bubble would be popped immeadiately by the 'ebil neurotypical psychologist?'

 

[Vitriol]

Oh yeah ya know, just squabbles. Chasing down my brothers with intent to kill is just a squabble. No biggie.

There are no buses in my area. Welcome to the richest zip code in Texas, we literately do not have buses because people are SCARED of poor people using them. I wish I was joking. The only public transport is wwwaaayyy too expensive for me to take at least once a week.

I am learning to drive but unfortunately in order to get to the DMV I kind of need them to drive me there.

Just more whiny excuses, get a bike to the nearest bus stop, get a taxi, get a friend to give you a lift, get a job if things are expensive, get a grip, grow up.

Edit: @Dr. Boe Has it right you're a normal person and we, like the rest of society, expects the same from you as anyone else. If you have enough energy to argue with us you have enough for a job. Tumblr has misled you, the real world will not bend for you, or excuse bab behaviour because of illness nor will it reward your lazy attention seeking.

To parse it in a way you might find easier:

Ur not bootifful bbe, u need to get a job uwu <3

 

[Stray Sheep]

The DMV is like an hour drive, plus I'm going there to get my permit so no I can't have someone in the car with me while I drive. Biking is out of the question, like I said it's too damn far (especially in Texas this time of year with dangerous heat indexes) and I got lost walking home from school once.

And I'm saying y'all haven't dealt with depression or suicide because you're acting like I can just jump out of bed, stop wanting to die, and magically get better when I've tried that. Even before I knew anything was wrong with me I tried it.

And I am trying to get a professional, I actually finally get to get an appointment to get shit diagnosed on Thursday, though I'm sure my mom will reschedule last second so she can go eat lunch with my brothers or some shit like that.


The nearest bus stop is an hour away. I can't afford a taxi. The only "friend" I have nearby that can drive is an emotionally abusive piece of shit that I've cut ties with.

 

[lolwut]

The DMV is like an hour drive, plus I'm going there to get my permit so no I can't have someone in the car with me while I drive. Biking is out of the question, like I said it's too damn far (especially in Texas this time of year with dangerous heat indexes) and I got lost walking home from school once.

And I'm saying y'all haven't dealt with depression or suicide because you're acting like I can just jump out of bed, stop wanting to die, and magically get better when I've tried that. Even before I knew anything was wrong with me I tried it.

And I am trying to get a professional, I actually finally get to get an appointment to get shit diagnosed on Thursday, though I'm sure my mom will reschedule last second so she can go eat lunch with my brothers or some shit like that.


The nearest bus stop is an hour away. I can't afford a taxi. The only "friend" I have nearby that can drive is an emotionally abusive piece of shit that I've cut ties with.

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[Trapped_Fairy]

And I am trying to get a professional, I actually finally get to get an appointment to get shit diagnosed on Thursday, though I'm sure my mom will reschedule last second so she can go eat lunch with my brothers or some shit like that.
ties with.

Though if they don't agree with your selfdxs, how will you react? Will you take all that shit off your tumblr page or will you just keep insisting they're wrong and that you totally have all these mental illnesses, and whine that the medical community is oppressing you?

 

[Lurkingjay]

And I'm saying y'all haven't dealt with depression or suicide because you're acting like I can just jump out of bed, stop wanting to die, and magically get better when I've tried that. Even before I knew anything was wrong with me I tried it.

You don't actually have to stop wanting to die. You have to realize "okay, I feel like shit, that's the depression, it sucks super-bad, but I still gotta do stuff," then do the stuff you have to do, because not doing it is not an option. You don't have to be happy to be productive, and being productive will actually make you happier. The best thing for depression in my experience (besides treatment and proper self-care, obviously!) is doing a small, productive task, like cleaning up a room or doing a load of laundry -- it's amazing how good completing a small task is for making you feel like you can live life.

 

[pickledance]

The DMV is like an hour drive, plus I'm going there to get my permit so no I can't have someone in the car with me while I drive. Biking is out of the question, like I said it's too damn far (especially in Texas this time of year with dangerous heat indexes) and I got lost walking home from school once.

And I'm saying y'all haven't dealt with depression or suicide because you're acting like I can just jump out of bed, stop wanting to die, and magically get better when I've tried that. Even before I knew anything was wrong with me I tried it.

And I am trying to get a professional, I actually finally get to get an appointment to get shit diagnosed on Thursday, though I'm sure my mom will reschedule last second so she can go eat lunch with my brothers or some shit like that.


The nearest bus stop is an hour away. I can't afford a taxi. The only "friend" I have nearby that can drive is an emotionally abusive piece of shit that I've cut ties with.

No one expects depression to go away over night you insufferable twat, They expect you to stop making excuses (and there you go again) and actually fucking do the steps to get better instead of sitting on tumblr going "woe is me, no one understands how hard it is to be sad."

Also cool blaming the mom who birthed and cared for you for 19 years when she's done. You're an adult, she doesn't need to help you with shit she doesn't want to.

It's amazing that people in Texas can't do manual labor in the summer right? oh wait they can, and the "it's too hot!!!" is another convenient excuse.

You get lost? wow it's almost like the phone you have been typing from has gps or something, and you're going to have to learn if you wanna drive anyway.

Man the fuck up.

 

[Dr. Boe Jangles Esq.]

And I'm saying y'all haven't dealt with depression or suicide because you're acting like I can just jump out of bed, stop wanting to die, and magically get better when I've tried that. Even before I knew anything was wrong with me I tried it.

I'm going to elect to ignore the rest of your post, since it's all boring and full of bullshit excuses, and focus on this part.
You're really not very bright, are you? Listen closely:
We're not telling you to magically get better. We're telling you to get off your chunky white ass and start working towards getting better. You're having trouble grasping this, because the people currently in your life enable you instead of helping you. Fixing yourself takes a long time, and a fuckton of hard work. You need to start on that now, because currently, you're sitting on your ass feeling sorry for yourself and surrounding yourself with bitter, broken, twisted human beings like Greasetrap.
I'd start by getting rid of them.

 

[SpessCaptain]

The only "friend" I have nearby that can drive is an emotionally abusive piece of shit that I've cut ties with.

Sounds like you've got the case of "EVERYONE'S OUT TO GET ME"-itis. Have you tried being less offended?

 

[DocScuttleButt]

"Sorry if I want to throttle you in front a train"
So you can threaten me for citing examples of why the "suicide is weak" mentality is wrong, but I do it to defend against people attacking me and I'm bad? Ok then.

You are using someone's suicide to defend yourself , yes you are a horrible person.

I STILL WANT TO STRANGLE YOU IN FRONT OF A ON COMING TRAIN, I WILL DIE AS WELL JUST TO MAKE SURE YOU'RE GONE TOO.

 

[Meowthkip]

Oh yeah ya know, just squabbles. Chasing down my brothers with intent to kill is just a squabble. No biggie.

You should read up Johnathan Sweet, you two have so much in common.