Inactive SYRSA - Tit Milking Fetishist/Game Developer

[SYRSA]

Ah, well sadly I always remove my streams after I'm done for this exact reason. But pertaining to the topic of this whole thread, I can at least show you this thing I drew not too long ago. kek

 

[SpankyourmotheR]

Why do you guys keep necroing this thread? I mean, I am calming down with the alcohol, hopefully. But nonetheless I feel rather flattered that you're still posting new input here. It has been like 5 years since I last talked here. And I have learned a thing or two. But I'm still a sperg. And being insocial in real life and having no friends kind of makes this form of focused engagement about my personal life rather sad. But whatever, I'm looking forward to the memes you make out of my insane ramblings!

Because you continue to embarrass yourself, like pretty damn consistently at this point. You scream at people on your stream over some of the most trivial shit, and fly into a disturbing, albeit hilarious tard rage at the slightest hint of criticism. You haven't learned jack shit. In fact you're only getting worse it seems.

Ah, well sadly I always remove my streams after I'm done for this exact reason. But pertaining to the topic of this whole thread, I can at least show you this thing I drew not too long ago. kekView attachment 2032613

Do you get off on embarrassing yourself or what? Have fun being a shittier, less funny, and even more pathetic version of YandereDev while you drink yourself to death over your failed game.

 

[SYRSA]

Because you continue to embarrass yourself, like pretty damn consistently at this point. You scream at people on your stream over some of the most trivial shit, and fly into a disturbing, albeit hilarious tard rage at the slightest hint of criticism. You haven't learned jack shit. In fact you're only getting worse it seems.

Do you get off on embarrassing yourself or what? Have fun being a shittier, less funny, and even more pathetic version of YandereDev while you drink yourself to death over your failed game.

Come on. That was lame. At least make friends with me before you insult me in a very elaborate way where you only focus on the negative parts of my interactions with others.

I've dealt with trolls, catfishers, and friends that turned out to be bullies in secret for 15+ years. Step it up. It takes less effort to reply to this than taking a shit. So obviously I'll have time communicating more with you, babe.

 

[SpankyourmotheR]

Come on. That was lame. At least make friends with me before you insult me in a very elaborate way where you only focus on the negative parts of my interactions with others.

I'm not insulting you, I'm telling you how it is.

I've dealt with trolls, catfishers, and friends that turned out to be bullies in secret for 15+ years.

Why the fuck would you offer this information.

 

[SYRSA]

I'm not insulting you, I'm telling you how it is.

Why the fuck would you offer this information.

Well, first. You're rather brash about being poignant of proper issues that I've had. I don't think this is a way of consulting mentally troubled people. Saying they're getting worse than some infamous person on the internet.

Secondly, the reason why I give this information is to tell you how it is. You're just mean, like typically so. I don't go out of my way to say: "Have fun being a shittier, less funny, and even more pathetic", and "drink yourself to death" to people who's at least trying to handle their own problems.

I'm on medications right now which is given out by my very helpful psychiatrist.

 

[SpankyourmotheR]

Well, first. You're rather brash about being poignant of proper issues that I've had. I don't think this is a way of consulting mentally troubled people. Saying they're getting worse than some infamous person on the internet.

Secondly, the reason why I give this information is to tell you how it is. You're just mean, like typically so. I don't go out of my way to say: "Have fun being a shittier, less funny, and even more pathetic", and "drink yourself to death" to people who's at least trying to handle their own problems.

I'm on medications right now which is given out by my very helpful psychiatrist.

This is kiwifarms. I don't really know what you were expecting. Here, people will fuck with you until you breakdown. I'm actually being pretty lenient on you, other people would tear the fuck out of you just because they can. I'm not doing that, I'm being pretty upfront with you.

My advice since you keep powerleveling yourself: Get the fuck off this site because it won't go well for you. And also tell your psychiatrist to up the dosage of your medication, you are mentally challenged beyond belief.

 

[SYRSA]

This is kiwifarms. I don't really know what you were expecting. Here, people will fuck with you until you breakdown. I'm actually being pretty lenient on you, other people would tear the fuck out of you just because they can. I'm not doing that, I'm being pretty upfront with you.

My advice since you keep powerleveling yourself: Get the fuck off this site because it won't go well for you. And also tell your psychiatrist to up the dosage of your medication, you are mentally challenged beyond belief.

I like this kind of honesty. But if you genuinely care about me, I don't think that upping my medication would magically solve my issues with trying to deal with disingenuous people who keep belitteling me over past problems that I can't even be bothered to remember.

And yes. I know that this is kiwifarms. But having conversations like this does kind of help me, even if they're just a bunch of insults. I don't give a fuck if they tear me apart. I'm too old to be depressed over nonsense. Although I will still lurk on this website because it is interesting to see how a bunch of trolls try to act as if they are psychotherapists. It's quite funny.

 

[SpankyourmotheR]

I like this kind of honesty. But if you genuinely care about me, I don't think that upping my medication would magically solve my issues with trying to deal with disingenuous people who keep belitteling me over past problems that I can't even be bothered to remember.

Belittling you over past problems that you can't remember? You mean like that one that happened less than a month ago?

And yes. I know that this is kiwifarms. But having conversations like this does kind of help me, even if they're just a bunch of insults. I don't give a fuck if they tear me apart. I'm too old to be depressed over nonsense. Although I will still lurk on this website because it is interesting to see how a bunch of trolls try to act as if they are psychotherapists. It's quite funny.

Nobody is acting like a psychotherapist. You're grasping at straws here pretty hard.

Lurking is fine but please, for the love of GOD. Don't post your art or interact with anyone. And try not to rage on stream either. Doing those things will just give people more incentive to fuck with you which is something you want to avoid.

 

[SYRSA]

Don't post your art or interact with anyone. And try not to rage on stream either. Doing those things will just give people more incentive to fuck with you which is something you want to avoid.

As if that's ever going to happen. That's not a solution. Like you said, there's a small majority who does not like me, but the majority supports me and my odd art. They simply scuff past my outburts because they know that it happens without warning, because a lot of them have autism too.

You try to sound like you're speaking for everyone, but in my opinion, you just sound like you want me to be locked away in a padded cell with a straitjacket on and not interact with anyone ever again. It's not the entire world if I happen to rage a bit, it happens to everyone. And being a selfish artist, it's even more common.

 

[SpankyourmotheR]

As if that's ever going to happen. That's not a solution.

I'm specifically talking about posting that shit on this site. Not in general.

because a lot of them have autism too.

Fucking shocking.

You try to sound like you're speaking for everyone, but in my opinion, you just sound like you want me to be locked away in a padded cell with a straitjacket on and not interact with anyone ever again. It's not the entire world if I happen to rage a bit, it happens to everyone. And being a selfish artist, it's even more common.

No I just think that retards should stay away from websites created for bullying retards. Unless they have a humiliation fetish and are asking to be fucked with. And yeah everyone rages, but not everybody devolves into a 10 minute long, psychotic, long winded freakout, violently punching themselves in the head, Let alone in the middle of a livestream where anybody can publicly watch.

 

[SYRSA]

not everybody devolves into a 10 minute long, psychotic, long winded freakout, violently punching themselves in the head, Let alone in the middle of a livestream where anybody can publicly watch.

Yeah. Hopefully I will stop that because I like to stream and work on my artwork. It makes me feel like I'm at least of some use to society (not having a proper job due to issues), and having me making others uncomfortable is something that I'm not looking forward to.

 

[Goofy Logic]

Yeah. Hopefully I will stop that because I like to stream and work on my artwork. It makes me feel like I'm at least of some use to society (not having a proper job due to issues), and having me making others uncomfortable is something that I'm not looking forward to.

Self-awareness is a trait a lot of lolcows don't have, either denying or blaming others for issues that are pointed out to them. The fact that you show self-awareness and acknowledge your faults shows that you are further ahead than a lot of people.

You are eccentric, but so far not in a way that attracts a lot of attention. The people that I've seen reviving this thread are people that are disgruntled in some way. As far as I can tell, this is par the course of someone who has an internet career, and you are doing fine.

 

[SpankyourmotheR]

Self-awareness is a trait a lot of lolcows don't have, either denying or blaming others for issues that are pointed out to them. The fact that you show self-awareness and acknowledge your faults shows that you are further ahead than a lot of people.

You are eccentric, but so far not in a way that attracts a lot of attention. The people that I've seen reviving this thread are people that are disgruntled in some way. As far as I can tell, this is par the course of someone who has an internet career, and you are doing fine.

True, and in hindsight I think I was being too harsh on Syrsa here. He's done a good job at keeping drama to the minimum over recent years, but inevitably tensions will rise to a boiling point where the shit hits the fan, and emotional meltdowns happen.

He's lucky he has a good fanbase who actually seems to enjoy his content, instead of people who just wanna start drama like Wings and DSP. If he his fanbase was like that, then that meltdown video would be on youtube with 300,000 views.

My issues was that I was worried Syrsa was going to feed into this shit and lead him to become someone like Wings where he just gets endless trolled and fucked with once people realize he has mental issues. I think Syrsa needs to be aware that they're are people out there who look for people like him to actively make a hobby and monopolize fucking with him.

 

[Neil]

lol nice

 

[RadicalCentrist]

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lol nice

Nice!

Six years in development. Surely SissyHypt is done now or whatever, right?

 

[Blacklight]

Having read through all of the thread I'm still going to say I'm a huge fan of your music SYRSA. Both the TF2 memes, and the original works. I also have to say what the others have been saying too, and you have enough self-awareness to realize what you're doing is a massive step on not being an actual lolcow like half of the people on here. It's rare to find someone with their own thread on this site, and then actively posts in said thread without being crazy like that crazy bitch who's suing Null right now.

 

[Autizmo]

Yeah. Hopefully I will stop that because I like to stream and work on my artwork. It makes me feel like I'm at least of some use to society (not having a proper job due to issues), and having me making others uncomfortable is something that I'm not looking forward to.

You are no use to society, if anything you take money from the government as you are just a sperg manchild who just so happens to be able to draw out his fantasies about alien women with tits and dicks.

Complaining that you have issues and then make no real attempt at a resolution.

 

[CowDaddy]

we watched him have a sperg out over a girl in a fan community server, He does this at the very hint of an xx chromosome. he shortly rage quited out of the server because the owner wouldn't give it to him, I'll probably post about that too.

Spoiler: omg woman

 

[CowDaddy]

After he left, these were posted in the chat

Spoiler

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[SYRSA]

That last selection of screenshots were from a private discord DM with the server owner. I don't know if it was a good idea to post those here. But in my opinion, it solidifies my reasoning of suspicious server moderation if they decided to share screenshots of a private discord DM into the general chat for everyone else to see. Especially if it was such a petty argument.