In 1984, in Mission Viejo, I played in the marching band and we had
a short drum instructor named Ken called Yoda. I like to think I am
a Templar.
Those are delusions. Perhaps, Irish Roman Catholic Leprechaun
of Estrella Park? No, those are evil. However, it appears that in
Ireland, small-dick short guys sometimes get angry and just prefer
to live as hermits... where they can become wise Roman Catholic
monk saints.
I was heavily tortured and injured by the CIA and earned a disability
check of $1400/month for life. I make an operating system, TempleOS,
which is God's 3rd Jewish Temple. That is no delusion. I make good
videos that save souls. I need about $1000/month in donations to maintain
a cigarettes smoking good quality of life.
As everyone knows, the Irish Catholcis have lots of pride and a strong
work ethic. They are boxers and have a very strong spirit to get
back up.
The doctors keep taunting you to get back to work. Obviously, it torments
the Catholic guilt. I got back on my feet a couple times and got jobs
and each time they just clobbered my until I feel down again.
Now, do you agree you are disabled or will you get back-up?
I sure ain't stupid. If I get back up, they will simply clobber
me with torture. The truth is that as hard as it is to admit,
I am disabled. Believe me, it is hard for an Irish boxer to
stay down and admit he lost. I earned my check by getting tortured.
I can't make any sense of how what I say connects to other people.
The line between people, angels, FBI, CIA, Catholic...
It's so badly blurred, I give-up and the whole of humanity all feels like
some God damn freakish monster machine operating on me. To say
I don't care about anybody is an understandment. Never ending
good cop/bad cops shit. Feels like a bubble of a thousand CIA
agents follow me around and it's like the Truman Show or something.
I am completely disgusted and just hate everybody. It's all an
act on some level as I see good cop bad/cop play-out on the
radio as convincing as the Terminator robot mock voice.
It's all seems like a well controlled Terminator robot mock
voice trying to operate on and manipulate me.