I am so glad I was only a few months old when my brother graduated High School, because I could not have lived with him. He just loves to annoy and aggravate people and I already have an anxiety problem and does he give a single damn NO! Of course not. Last night he arrives and sits next to me while I am chatting with my friend on my laptop. He asks me a bunch of questions about who I am talking too which are none of his business, but I answer them anyway.
I was also watching a music video and he asks if the person I am chatting with is watching too and I respond with she's deaf. He is like well can't she read it in braille. I didn't respond, but I was thinking you fucking idiot, you are an ENGINEER. You are suppose to be smart. How the hell don't you know that deaf people don't use braille. I type to my deaf friend what my brother says and she said that it made her snort out loud.
I tell him that his braille comment made my friend snort and he goes "You are just like Aunt Mikki." Seriously, WTF. My Aunt Mikki is a family member that I do not especially get along with, because she is so damn condensing to me because I am young and a Democrat, while she's old and Republican. I still love her, but I wish she would respect me more despite my age and political views. We are opposites and even my mom looked at him like he had lost it when he compared me to her.
Today, I am not bothering him at all and watching the Macy's thanksgiving Day parade. I wasn't bothering him or anyone. He basically, comes in and screams "Are you ready for some football!" Over and OVER. I go in between ignoring him and asking him to please stop, in a polite voice. He goes on about taking the remote from me, which if football had been on, he would have done, even though he could have watched it on my dad's tv. He also at one point turns the TV off as I am watching the parade. He presses random keys on my lapboard that JUST came back from the shop because of broken keys.
I am just avoiding him now. He's watching football now and not caring for me.
And get this according to my parents I am his favorite sister, because he picks on me. If he didn't like me, he would just ignore me. My other sister, who I also don't get along with because she talks about me behind my back and claims that I use my disability as an excuse, he never bothers and leaves her alone. According to my parents she stole from him when they were younger. Which I believe, because even as an adult she steals.
And tomorrow I have a long car ride with him, I hope he just leaves me alone.
Freya, help me.