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@0Miles and yet that voice inside is still there isnt it?
That feeling that when your back is turned people are laughing, that nagging doubt that even after the surgery, even after the hormones, even after the encouragement, you still dont feel... right.
Just not comfortable in your own skin.
Still that knowledge that while most people lie to your face to be polite, the world still sees you as a freak.
It must be a horrible thing to not be comfortable with who you are, and the only peace is to make that statistic, the one none of you likes to face, climb all the higher.
That voice, the one that doubts, the one that laughs, is there, every night before sleep, everytime you're alone, and no matter how many people you silence, it still wont go away.
That's why you hate us.
That's why you fear us.
We are that voice made manifest, and no matter how hard you try... that voice will be with you to the end.
And that horrible number, that statistic no one wants to talk about, it keeps getting higher, doesnt it?

I pity you, you sad, broken creature.
I hope you find peace.
 
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A long, long time ago
I can still remember
How the lolcows used to make me smile
And I knew if I had my chance
That I could make the Farmers dance
And maybe they'd be happy for a while
But Null's announcements made me shiver
With every update he'd deliver
Bad news on the doorstep
I couldn't take one more step
I can't recall if I replied
When I read the thread of Lucas' lies
But something touched me deep inside
The day the forum died

So bye-bye, Mister Kiwifarms Pie
Took my hardware down to Cloudflare but the CEO lied
And them good oldfags were milkin' lolcows and sighed,
Singin', "This'll be the day that I die"
"This'll be the day that I die"

Did you write the book of laughs
And do you have faith in Josh's staff
If the jannies tell you so?
Now do you believe in a-log trolls
Can laughter save your mortal soul
And can you teach me how to post on Tor?
Well, I know that Lucas will not win
'Cause I saw his jiggling double chin
The libel in the news
The journalists and jews
I was a young, shitposting, broken buck
From Seed and Feed, or Suck and Fuck
But I knew I was out of luck
The day the forum died

I started singin', "Bye-bye, Mister Kiwifarms Pie"
Took my hardware down to Cloudflare but the CEO lied
And them good oldfags were milkin' lolcows and sighed,
Singin', "This'll be the day that I die"
"This'll be the day that I die"
 
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davids877 said:
Except for the DDOS service, gab.com is using Cloudflare.

Code: 
gab.com.        274    IN    A    104.16.121.96
gab.com.        274    IN    A    104.16.122.96
and where's that IP....
Code: 
NetRange:       104.16.0.0 - 104.31.255.255
CIDR:           104.16.0.0/12
NetName:        CLOUDFLARENET
Organization:   Cloudflare, Inc. (CLOUD14)

Insert Sadtrombone.mp3 here.
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He would create his own DDOS service too if he had to.
 
Procrastinhater said:
@0Miles and yet that voice inside is still there isnt it?
That feeling that when your back is turned people are laughing, that nagging doubt that even after the surgery, even after the hormones, even after the encouragement, you still dont feel... right.
Just not comfortable in your own skin.
Still that knowledge that while most people lie to your face to be polite, the world still sees you as a freak.
It must be a horrible thing to not be comfortable with who you are, and the only peace is to make that statistic, the one none of likes to face, climb all the higher.
That voice, the one that doubts, the one that laughs, is there, every night before sleep, everytime you're alone, and no matter how many people you silence, it still wont go away.
That's why you hate us.
That's why you fear us.
We are that voice made manifest, and no matter how hard you try... that voice will be with you to the end.
And that horrible number, that statistic no one wants to talk about, it keeps getting higher, doesnt it?

I pity you, you sad, broken creature.
I hope you find peace.
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Replying to it with effort or emotional posts is a waste of time. I guess unless you really enjoyed typing that out
 
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I don't really have anything new to say, but I find it shocking that Kiwifarms was basically erased from the clearnet in a week and a half. Whoever is doing this actually has a scary amount of power.

Access to internet infrastructure has never required common carrier status so much. I would love to get a look at what DDoS-Guard has been dealing with over the past 48 hours--there's no fucking way a bunch of trannies could single handedly make them say Uncle; there must be institutional involvement at this point. It seems like a really bad system when they can just hijack your domain and use it to advertise their own shit.

What will really chap my ass is if it turns out Marjorie Taylor Greene ran around to all her buddies in the Capitol Police and the FBI and demanded they use their influence to basically erase us, which I'm sure they were all too happy to do. She's just retarded enough that I could totally see that happening, but my bet is that the ADL and probably the SPLC made some calls.
 
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onionfarms is cool, we should just stay here
if the normies can use le darknet to buy drugs they can use it to read internet gossip too
 
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Hey Null, I wanted to thank you for everything you have put up with on account of hosting the forum. This string of events is unfortunate, but I'm hopeful that the clearnet forum will return in time. I understand that this is not an issue of finances, however, in the future if you require more funding many would be willing to offer support. I hope everything with your family turns out OK.
 
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bussy mafia said:
i said it before, i'll say it again: 5 years ago i would have described myself as a trans ally. over that 5 years i've seen them seize power online while crying about how oppressed they are. i've seen children getting brainwashed into gender identity bullshit. speaking out against this stuff means you get silenced. troons have a right to troon out but the fact they can't and won't leave children alone makes me sneed to no end.
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Normie moderate like yourself are one of the major reasons democracy doesn't work. You people can't see the consequences of your action. People like yourself shouldn't be allowed to vote.

If transgenderism is to be accepted, which is what you're consenting too when you say they have a right to do this, then that means you can't criticize transgender because it's an acceptable decision.Likewise it means kids have the right to take puberty blockers and prevent becoming their assigned gender because not identifying as the assigned gender is now an acceptable decision.So you can't have it both ways, you can't have a society that accepts transgenderism without these consequences. It's a package deal.

Ultimately people like yourself are responsible for this problem and this problem will continue until you grow a pair of balls and say, "toons don't have a right to troon out and they should be locked up in a mental hospital and I don't care if they enjoy pretending to be the opposite sex because it's harmful to themselves and other people."
 
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This shit sucks. I've been logging in every day since March and thought I finally found a place that respects free speech and now I have to use this gay URL that's 80 letters long that I had to copy from the telegram on my phone and sent to myself so I could copy it into the Brave browser which doesn't even load the site anymore and now I have to use this fucking Tor shit that takes 9 years to start and every page takes an hour to load and whenever one of you faggots posts a link it won't work inside this dumbass browser. I'm done, the world is fucked and the troons have won
 
All the best to you and your family.
 
DamnWolves! said:
I don't really have anything new to say, but I find it shocking that Kiwifarms was basically erased from the clearnet in a week and a half. Whoever is doing this actually has a scary amount of power.
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And to think that Joshua talking about Lucas for 5 minutes was enough to suffer the gaze of the Eye of Sauron ...
It shows that you simply don't want their attention. People censoring tranny talk is merely a survival move at this point.
 
kainvnod said:
I think there should be a database dump of the kiwifarms made publicly available somewhere.
If the worst case actually happens, the documentation and archives about the crimes of the enemies of freedom must not get lost.
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The dump from when the site was hacked was incomplete. Many user accounts were missing from it.

And I think it was only user account data, not posts/attachments.
 
What a sad state of affairs this is ladies and guntlemen. I'd just like to say to any troon, you will never be a woman/man/train or whatever bullshit your mental illness makes you think you are and that you will burn in the fires of hell for all eternity. Also other people pointed out but this sharp change in tone from both troonflare and DDOS-Guard aint from the trannies. There must be some really, REALLY major players involved here. Major enough to make em take a sharp left on everything they said in less than 48 hours.
 
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0Miles said:
You will never be a man, kiddo. John & Jane Normie are already popping the champagne over the news of this site's downfall. The onion site is already failing as we speak. You will never come back.
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Ты никогда не станешь женщиной
t. natal woman
 
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DamnWolves! said:
I don't really have anything new to say, but I find it shocking that Kiwifarms was basically erased from the clearnet in a week and a half. Whoever is doing this actually has a scary amount of power.

Access to internet infrastructure has never required common carrier status so much. I would love to get a look at what DDoS-Guard has been dealing with over the past 48 hours--there's no fucking way a bunch of trannies could single handedly make them say Uncle; there must be institutional involvement at this point. It seems like a really bad system when they can just hijack your domain and use it to advertise their own shit.

What will really chap my ass is if it turns out Marjorie Taylor Greene ran around to all her buddies in the Capitol Police and the FBI and demanded they use their influence to basically erase us, which I'm sure they were all too happy to do. She's just retarded enough that I could totally see that happening, but my bet is that the ADL and probably the SPLC made some calls.
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Apparently they dug up a post of the CEO of fiberhub Rob Tyree making TERF-y posts about how biological sex is an immutable fact and proceeded to disseminate it everywhere. Shortly after FH deleted all of their tweets which said they will continue to host and locked his twitter account. I'm guessing they coordinated to go after him and put pressure on other customers. Could be coincidence but it may have tipped things over the edge and made them decide to pull the plug.
 
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