I can summon up my feelings about Null in a song, to the tune of
https://youtu.be/ElqM7YnivYE
*AHEM*
There's a monkey in my kitchen and he's throwing shit at me
I got a rash that won't stop itchin and it's burning when I pee
The rent is due I'm sniffing glue but I just can't stop missing you
In spite of the rotten things that you have done to me
There's bats up in my belfry and there's eels in my pants
The front lawn is on fire and the butter's full of ants
They're banging on my door and there's devils in the floor Can't take it anymore
I wish that you'd come back online
A thousand fucking reasons that I'd like to see you dead
A thousand fucking things that I still wish I'd never said
A thousand fucking trannies you still have yet to make dead
But when it's said and done you're still the only site for me
There's a vortex in my cortex my medulla is on fire
I sewed my self harm cuts up with some old piano wire
I'm bleeding out of places that I never knew I had
I hated you so much I never thought I could be missing you so bad
I've been gargling with drano I've been eating broken glass
If I saw you in the crosswalk I would stomp down on the gas
There's a body in the crawlspace there's a monster in the hall
And that monkey in the kitchen he's been laughing through it all
I've been honing up my razor while I sing your favorite song
I've been picturing Thunderdome with it's pretty skin all gone
I've been scratching I've been itching while remembering your bitching
For the life of me I don't know why I'm sad you went offline
The giggles of a clown the seem to echo in my head
I'm leaving foot prints all around they're sticky and they're red
There's fingers in the sink and my eyes are turning pink
And all that I can think is how I wish that you'd stay dead
My brain is spinning like a top inside it's fucking bowl
I gotta tell you posting here sure took it's goddamned toll
So someone call the devil to make an offer on my soul
The only thing I'm sure of is I don't need it no more