The Writing Thread

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ive seen what your books are. you are not getting influencers anyway with that work
Nah, Supervert's Necrophilia Variations was a minor internet meme for a while because of some celebrities who rode his cock, so it's not impossible to get things considered NSFL by normalnigs promoted. More classic examples include the Marquis de Sade, Baudelaire, Antonin Artaud, Georges Bataille, etc. There's always an audience of malcontents out there just under the woodwork for the most fucked up shit you can think of.

It's just that the level of shameless schmoozing and self-promotion it takes to get anyone with a presence onboard nowadays is anathema to most of us who write things which are intended to cause physical suffering through the medium of your eyeballs. After a certain point you just have to say fuck it and go for it no matter how personally disgusting the means and ends are. There's no sense in having sanity or morals in these pursuits anymore because the age where these things mattered, assuming there ever was one, has come and gone decades ago.
 
Nah, Supervert's Necrophilia Variations was a minor internet meme for a while because of some celebrities who rode his cock, so it's not impossible to get things considered NSFL by normalnigs promoted. More classic examples include the Marquis de Sade, Baudelaire, Antonin Artaud, Georges Bataille, etc. There's always an audience of malcontents out there just under the woodwork for the most fucked up shit you can think of.

It's just that the level of shameless schmoozing and self-promotion it takes to get anyone with a presence onboard nowadays is anathema to most of us who write things which are intended to cause physical suffering through the medium of your eyeballs. After a certain point you just have to say fuck it and go for it no matter how personally disgusting the means and ends are. There's no sense in having sanity or morals in these pursuits anymore because the age where these things mattered, assuming there ever was one, has come and gone decades ago.
Bjork is a fan of Georges Bataille and wanted to star in an adaptation of the Story of the Eye. Baudelaire is considered a patron saint of the arts in France. And Artaud's influence is pretty vast if albeit niche.

 
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If you want to be economical you can have a BIPOC queer or spread it out so that the cringe is not concentrated in a single character, have a based BIPOC and a white nationalist queer who hate each other.
This sounds like a woke fetish. Maybe if you rush it out by next week you can get a NY Times bestseller on your hands.
 
I’m trying my hand at a longer story now, this time about a space restaurant. I was thinking, and realized that the way series like Discworld and Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy are written definitely influenced how much I love strange turns of phrase and drawing weird parallels to things. For example, the restaurant at the end of the universe, or the band that played so loud they broke planets, or flying by forgetting how to fall, or how the Arbitors of Reality don’t speak but change reality to where they had spoken.
I just love that stuff, and hopefully once it’s done the story will be quite good.
 
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Holy shit this was a lot of effort, by far the longest piece of fiction I've written so far. But I'll be real, this was the most fun I've had writing a story and just seeing where it goes. I basically just knew I wanted about five chapters, it's based on the myriad of movies about food and Hitchhiker's Guide, and my own personal interest in cuisine. And because I genuinely hold food to be one of the greatest and most important aspects of life, I think a lot of that bled through into how the story turned out.

Le Dernier Festin
There are few places in the galaxy where one can eat a meal so exquisite that it rewrites your memory of childhood, ruins all lesser meals entrees for the rest of one’s natural life, and possibly elevates your sense of morality by a point and a half. Le Dernier Festin was one of those places.
Suspended in slow orbit around the star Uretzi, the restaurant was a much cathedral as it was anything else. From the void it resembled an ornate wine decanter drifting on a sunbeam. Gilded domes, impossible gardens, and brass spires shaped like drinking horns refracting the stellar light like wine poured into prism-glass. A wrought iron sign hung above the entrance hand-forged and inscribed with the restaurant’s motto: “On mange, donc on vit”
One eats, therefore one lives.

Linh Quyen stepped off her shuttle with the reverence of a pilgrim and the twisted stomach of a deeply anxious initiate. Their boots touched down on a floor made of dark meteorite, polished to an obsidian sheen and etched in the golden words of recipes from every corner of the galaxy. Clutching her datapad to her chest and with her apron tucked under one arm, Linh breathed deep, absorbing the ambiance of the most famous kitchen that ever was or will be.
It smelled of joy. Not the sweet, cheap joy of candy but the layered, complex joy of something ancient, new, and earned. Browned butter, scorched cinnamon, ozone from hyperflashed citrus peel, Linh could taste the memory of meals they hadn’t eaten yet. Somewhere beyond the entry hall a roast was being basted with a brush made from comet hairs, sauces were being reduced in microgravity domes, ovens baked chiffons so soft silk got jealous, and each and every artist worked wonders at their stations. She was greeted by a being with the upper torso of a bear, the lower body of a tripod, and the unmistakable aura of someone who had once stabbed a sous-chef with a micro-whisk for overwhipping a sabayon.
“You Linh?” the being asked.
“I—I am,” Linh managed, bowing instinctively. This was a mistake. The being, unimpressed by either humility or spinal flexibility, snorted.
“I’m Roko. Sous-chef. Don’t bow. There’s only one god here and he wears a stained apron. Follow me.”
Linh followed, clutching their datapad like a flotation device. The halls she passed through were mismatched in the way only very old, very expensive buildings can afford to be. Earth mahogany alongside nebula-glass tiling, solar orchid vines climbing up metal scaffolds next to weathered plaques in twelve dozen languages, all translating roughly to ‘Please do not scream in the hallways. It disrupts the sauces.’ They entered the kitchen, and it was alive.
Steam hissed from copper tubes like exhalation. Knives floated under magnetic control, carving precisely into translucent fruits that wept blue nectar. At one station, a machine no bigger than a sugar tin was singing a low note and slowly rotating a pan of violet rice over a suspended and glowing crystal. A creature with six arms and the eyes of a sad horse was delicately stuffing something into something else, both of which appeared to be winking at Linh.
And in the middle of it all stood the man. The chef.
Chef Augustin Delmare.
was smaller than Linh expected. Stooped, silver-haired, his uniform crisp but worn at the cuffs. His eyes were the kind that had seen the rise and fall of empires and paid more attention to the way you held your knife than to the medals you wore. He smelled like browned butter and judgment.
He glanced at Linh.
“You’ve used a knife before?”
“Yes, Chef.”
“You’ve burned food?”
“Yes, Chef.”
“You’ve made someone cry with your cooking?”
Linh hesitated. “My little brother. I burned the rice.”
Delmare finally looked her in the eyes. There was no smile, but something approximating the ghost of amusement crossed his expression.
“Good. Go to station three. Prep the octoglobe fungus. Use the ceramic blade. They scream if you startle them.”
Linh blinked.
Roko slapped a blade into their hand and pointed to a mound of iridescent orbs on a chilled tray. “They also scream if you don’t hum to them. Sing, apprentice. But stay in key.”
What followed was, by any measure, a complete disaster.
Octoglobe fungus is not particularly dangerous, but it is vindictive. When sliced incorrectly it emits a sound not unlike a broken violin played by a banshee with no sense of rhythm. Linh’s first attempt produced exactly that, prompting three staff members to flinch and one to visibly age. The second cut went better, until a tendon-like fiber recoiled and sprayed Linh with stinging spores that smelled like abandoned citrus. On the third attempt, Linh dropped the entire tray.
Martian-glass exploding across the floor like a chorus of sad bells. The kitchen halted mid-motion, utensils freezing mid-air, sauces pausing mid-reduction, and eyes, so many eyes, even the ingredients, turning to stare at the new, twitching mess on the floor.
Chef Delmare looked up.
His expression did not change. But his silence grew heavier, denser, like a pressure field.
Linh’s throat locked. She expected to be shouted at. Or atomized. Or asked politely to return to whatever unfortunate asteroid mining colony they had surely come from. Instead, the chef turned, walked away, and returned a moment later holding a small, shallow porcelain dish.
A small porcelain dish in one hand, a shallow spoon cradled within it. The broth inside shimmered faintly, pale as a pearl caught in starlight. A single violet petal floated on the surface. No garnish, Linh realized, but a fermented bloom whose scent whispered secrets from another world.
“Taste,” the chef said.
Linh lifted the spoon to her lips with trembling fingers.
The first impression was warmth. Velvety and deep, like a memory held close to the chest. The broth touched the tongue and bloomed not with the aggression of spice or the decadence of fat, but with something older, more intimate. A rich umami that didn’t just coat the palate but cradled it, a mother’s hand on a fevered brow.
Then came layers. A whisper of roasted kelp from some alien sea, bitter-sweet and oceanic. Earth root, black garlic, perhaps, cooked into a quiet smokiness. And something unexpected: a hint of lychee or apricot, but fermented, restrained, hiding behind the savory like laughter in mourning.
It shifted again. A late note, floral, fleeting, rose like steam from a cup set before a long-lost friend. Linh’s heart stuttered. There, in that second, she tasted a thousand things: soup ladled from a dented pot in their grandmother’s freighter kitchen, rain falling on a tin roof, the moment a sibling said "I missed you" without using words.
It wasn’t a dish. It was a memory distilled into flavor. A life, condensed into broth.
Linh’s eyes stung, and she blinked rapidly, unsure whether it was the vapor, or something deeper.
Delmare watched quietly, his arms crossed.
“That,” he said softly, “is why we cook.”
Linh nodded once, not trusting their voice. The taste still echoed on their tongue like music fading from an opera hall. They weren’t full. They weren’t even satisfied. But she felt nourished in a way she couldn’t name.
“Get back to work.”
***
Linh spent the next six hours as a barely tolerated ghost haunting the prep stations. Her hands stung from fungal acid. Her back ached from bowing over the carving table. Their uniform, fresh and hopeful that morning, now reeked of star-ginger peelings and a tragic amount of cuttlefish brine. They were given no further praise, no further admonishment. Simply orders. Peel these. De-vein that. Don’t look directly at the quasar eggs. Definitely don’t eat the quasar eggs.
She obeyed.
Yes chef.
A few of the other apprentices, there were six in total from six very different corners of the galaxy, stole curious glances at Linh. One, a pale creature with the voice of a translator fish and the hands of a harpist, offered a sympathetic half-smile when Linh accidentally mistook a mood-prawn for a normal shrimp and was promptly sprayed with what could only be described as existential dread.
No one spoke much. It wasn’t unfriendly. Just intensely focused, like surgery, or prayer. Each movement was part of a larger, invisible ballet.
Around midnight cycle, when the last course of the guest menu had been served, the kitchen began to unwind. Not stop, never stop, but unwind, like a spinning top slowing to admire its own geometry. Some staff disappeared into wall recesses. Others lit long sticks of lavender kelp to clear the air. A blue-skinned prep cook began to hum something gentle in 5/8 time.
Linh was left standing in the dry goods alcove, surrounded by sacks of spice-dust and coils of rehydrated root-vein. Her hands were raw, her spine felt like it had been folded into thirds, and there was still fungus spore in her eyebrows. She leaned against the wall and let their head fall back. The air here was warmer.
And just for a moment, Linh let themselves think, I survived.
A soft thwip interrupted the thought.
A spherical automaton the size of a grapefruit hovered silently into view. It had two small arms, a stitched leather apron, and eyes that blinked independently of one another. On its head was a tiny toque blanche, worn slightly askew.
“Your shift’s complete,” it chirped, voice filtered through a vintage radio crackle. “Please report to quarters for sleepcycle. Chef says you live until next cycle. Good job not exploding.”
“Thanks,” Linh muttered, too tired to question the phrasing.
The automaton led them down a narrow stairwell with copper railings worn smooth by centuries of grease-stained hands. At the bottom was a door labeled Stagiaire Dorms. Inside were six sleeping pods nestled like drawers into the wall. Linh’s name blinked in gentle green over one of them. She climbed in.
To her pleasant surprise, it was comfortable. A plush mat, warm blanket, built-in tea tube, and a small touchscreen offering audio of rainstorms on twenty-seven different planets. Linh chose “Terran Monsoon” and exhaled for what felt like the first time all day.
Just before she drifted off, she thought of the broth again.
That one spoonful. That one sacred moment of taste.
It had tasted like being known.
***
Chef Delmare stood alone in the prep hall, polishing his favorite blade. The star outside continued to burn, one millisecond closer to dying.
Another day had ended at Le Dernier Festin.
Tomorrow, the work would begin again.
But for now, the kitchen slept.
Linh woke to the smell of caramelizing time.
It wasn't a metaphor. The kitchen had a proprietary process, developed, patented, and promptly forgotten by a culinary think tank orbiting a gas giant, that could literally extract the temporal signature of aged ingredients and reduce them into syrup. The result was a glaze used for special cuts of meat or, in emergencies, on toast.
The scent was warm, haunting. Like nostalgia in sugar form.
She blinked the sleep from her eyes, rolled out of their pod, and entered the dormitory’s communal wash station. It looked like a cross between a minimalist spa and a car wash. Misting nozzles spritzed atomized herbs. A robotic arm offered Linh three different aprons, each pressed, folded, and marked with a slightly different badge of rank.
Her badge had no markings yet. Just their name. And the word Stagiaire.
It was a French word, of course. Everything in this place was either French or indescribably alien. Stagiaire. Apprentice. Beginner. Supplicant. It sounded romantic but it translated, roughly, to “You are allowed to cut things, but not decide how.”
Linh arrived at the kitchen five minutes early. Roko was already there, juggling four skillets and humming a brass jazz solo from a planet that no longer existed. He didn’t look up.
“You’re early,” he said.
“I couldn’t sleep,” Linh replied.
“Good,” said Roko. “Sleep is for the digestively inferior.”
The kitchen roared to life. Lights flickered on. Thermal fields snapped into alignment. The air filled with the sibilant whisper of knives being honed, of dough rising, of sauces thickening like planetary cores. And as before, no one really spoke. Not loudly. Not unnecessarily. Words here were rationed like salt, precious and precise.
Chef Delmare entered exactly on the tick of the station’s orbital clock. He didn’t walk. He arrived with and like gravity. He looked around once, nodded imperceptibly, and murmured.
“Begin.”
And begin they did.
Linh was assigned to mise en place under a senior line cook named Ilek, a humanoid of indeterminate sex with skin like molten brass and a personality best described as surgical apathy. Ilek did not yell, nor did they encourage. They simply corrected.
“That’s not brunoise,” they said as Linh chopped a starfruit. “That’s a cry for help in the form of cubes.”
Linh blushed, corrected her technique, and tried again.
A brunoise, as it turned out, was more than just a tiny dice. It was an act of science. The cube had to be exact. Not roughly exact. Mathematically exact. On a molecular level. Otherwise the infusion wouldn’t release at the right moment, the taste wouldn’t bloom on the fourth chew, and someone’s tasting menu would be ruined beyond repair.
Every task was like this.
Dicing the bitterstalk. Slicing feather-onion membranes. Peeling iridescent quail eggs that dissolved if you looked at them the wrong way. Linh dropped one. It vanished with a sigh and a pop of cinnamon.
At one point, Ilek handed her a strange, pulsating root and said, “This needs to be julienned.”
“It doesn’t have edges.”
“Then make some,” said Ilek.
By midday, Linh’s hands ached. Her brain was sludge, she had cut herself twice, and accidentally insulted a mood-truffle by pairing it with too acidic a vinegar. The truffle had turned purple and wept audibly for twenty minutes. Roko had had to soothe it with bassoon music and a towel.
During break, Linh was given a small bowl of something that looked like noodles but tasted like the last five seconds of a dream you desperately want to remember. She ate in silence next to the other apprentices, each seated on their own cushion, facing the window, watching the star burn.
One of them, a lanky insectoid with elegant mandibles and an affection for pickling, spoke without turning.
“Why are you here?”
Linh swallowed. “To learn.”
“Learn what?”
“How to cook.”
“No,” the insectoid said. “That’s what culinary schools are for. This place teaches something else.”
Linh waited.
The insectoid clicked softly. “It teaches you how to taste.”
***
That afternoon, Linh was sent with the forager.
Nyx, they were called. A cybernetic botanist with an ocular implant that could identify an herb ready to pick by the speed of its photosynthesis. Nyx smelled like wet bark and smoked lemon peel. Their ship, The Sniffing Beast, was parked just outside the kitchen’s service bay. It was full of crates, roots, pods, dried leaves, feathers, and seeds that ticked like clocks.
“This,” Nyx said, holding up a knotted, thorny root, “is deathroot. It’s legal in only five systems and banned in seventeen. We use it for bitter contrast in our liver foam. You’ll clean it. Carefully.”
Linh nodded and got to work.
Cleaning a deathroot involves not thinking about the fact that it’s alive, and it occasionally speaks in your grandmother’s voice. Linh tried not to notice when it whispered, “Why did you leave home?”
She didn’t answer. She just kept working.
***
That night, as service began, Linh was allowed to plate a garnish. Just one.
A single, spiral-cut petal of fire-leaf, balanced on a spoonful of starlight reduction. It looked like a mistake. Like a dream that shouldn’t have worked. But when it left her hands, it felt right.
Delmare passed behind her, glanced at the plate, and said, simply:
“Better.”
It wasn’t praise. But it wasn’t not praise either.
And for the first time all day, Linh felt full. Not with food, but with something like warmth. Like hunger, but backwards.
***
It began, as these things often do, with shouting and lasers.
Specifically, laser lights, not weapons,though the difference was mostly academic given the number of nearby bottles that shattered from the fanfare. They were pink, spinning, and entirely unnecessary. They announced the arrival of someone who, in his own estimation, deserved trumpet fanfare, planetary parades, and at least three different types of cheese flown in hourly just to witness his brilliance.
He swaggered through the vestibule like he owned the concept of cuisine itself. One head wore a silver monocle. The other wore a headset and appeared to be in the middle of a podcast interview. Both heads talked over each other and, somehow, over everyone else.
He wore a dinner jacket that shimmered with live footage of nearby supernovas. His boots were jet-black and spoke encouragement with every step:
“Fabulous!”
“Crush it, babe!”
“Look at you go!”

“HELLO, SENSUAL SCHOLARS OF SOUFFLÉ!” he roared, flinging his coat into a passing coat bot, which immediately caught fire. “I HAVE ARRIVED, I AM STARVING, AND I REFUSE TO BE FED ANYTHING THAT ISN’T ILLEGAL IN AT LEAST TWO STAR SYSTEMS!”
The maître d’ didn’t blink. He merely sighed and whispered into his lapel, “Protocol Apollo. He’s back.”
Chef Delmare didn’t look up from his plating. “Put him in the Glass Room. Keep him away from the cognac. And let the new one make his dessert.”
Linh, who had been happily unnoticed de-veining a lunar shrimp, paused mid-incision.
“Chef?” she said.
“You heard me,” Delmare replied, still focused on his glaze. “He’s your problem now.”
***
The Glass Room was a private dining chamber suspended outside the main hull, hovering in magnetic alignment with the burning star. It rotated slowly, offering diners the illusion of falling through golden light while consuming vacuum-aged cheese or glacial fruit compotes harvested from rogue comets.
The man in the room went by Vexus Maximus Barlanto the Third, which was neither his real name nor his birth order, but he found it had a nice bounce. He had once been a rock star, a planet owner, and briefly, an ambassador to a civilization made entirely of gas and screaming. He was on his fourth course, two drinks in, and humming a jazz standard in three simultaneous keys. The sommelier AI had stopped trying to pair his palate and was instead streaming static.
And then came the moment.
He leaned back in the floating chair, clapped both hands (and one foot), and declared to the dining hall:
“DESSERT, DARLINGS. I require a dessert that tastes like a night you almost remember with a stranger you’ll never forget. Something that reminds me of the time I woke up married to a hologram in a tub of marmalade on Ganymede’s dark side. You know. Flirty.”
Linh entered holding a tray. Her nerves crackled.
“Dessert,” she said simply.
Vexus turned both heads.
“Ah! A new flavor artist! A confection conjuror! You’re adorable,” he said, grabbing Linh’s hand and shaking it with enough force to rearrange several joints. “What’s the dish? Will it shimmer? Will it explode? Will it tell me I’m beautiful?”
“It’s called…” Linh hesitated. “Tangerine Dream of Dying Suns.”
Vexus’s heads blinked in tandem.
“Oh hell yes.”
And thus, dessert was served.
It looked simple, a small sphere of pale gold nestled on a chilled spoon. Around it a ring of iridescent dust shimmered like frost on moonlight. A curl of crystallized citrus peel perched delicately on top, emitting the faint scent of bitter nostalgia.
Vexus popped it into his mouth with dramatic flair.
And then everything stopped.
His right head went silent mid-critique. His left one shed a single, crystalline tear. Somewhere outside the hull, the star pulsed brighter. It began with citrus, sharp and urgent. Then a flood of vanilla foam, but not the synthetic kind. This was ancient vanilla, slow-grown in the cloud forests of Venus-2, harvested by monks who sang to the vines.
Then came the core, a liquid warmth that wasn’t hot, but deep. Tangerine, fermented just shy of sour, wrapped in a custard that somehow captured the exact sensation of watching the sunrise with someone who used to love you.
The texture shifted mid-chew. Soft, then airy, then vanishing like an exhale after good news.
He swallowed.
“Oh,” he said, quietly. “Oh that’s… that’s something else, kid.”
The second head spoke, for the first time sincerely. “It made me remember my second divorce. The good one.”
“I felt my childhood cat apologizing to me,” the first head whispered.
“I once danced on the rings of Orphelios with a woman named Ginny who claimed to be part cloud… that tasted like her goodbye.”
They turned back to Linh.
“You. You’re gonna be famous one day. Infamous, maybe. If not for your food, then for the emotions you’ve weaponized.”
Linh, unsure whether to bow or flee, just nodded.
“Do I get another one?” Vexus asked, wiping both sets of eyes.
“No,” Linh replied.
“…Perfect,” he said, and leaned back in his levitating chair, watching the star turn.
***
Later that night, Linh returned to the kitchen.
Chef Delmare didn’t speak. He didn’t even look.
But he said, softly, as he stirred a sauce, “Not bad.”
And in this kitchen there was no higher praise.
Linh stood barefoot in a freighter kitchen. The walls hummed with the engine’s gentle rhythm. Her grandmother was short, strong, with hands like bark and eyes like forgiveness. She held a spoon in one hand and a bottle of fish sauce in the other.
“Not too much,” she said, “or the rice cries.”
Young Linh giggled. “Rice can’t cry.”
“Ah,” said Grandmother, “but it can sulk. It puffs up too proud, then burns on the bottom.”
The rice that day had cooked unevenly. The bottom crisped. The top stayed soft. She mixed it all together, poured scallion oil over it, squeezed lime, and said, “There. Ugly. But loved.”
They ate together on the floor, two spoons, one bowl, one moment.
***
The kitchen had gone silent. Not the usual hush of mise en place or the focused quiet before dinner service. This was something older, deeper. An ancestral silence, as if the building itself remembered war, famine, and miracles, and was holding its breath for something sacred. A thousand sensors, burners, and knives stood idle. Even the simmering stockpots whispered now instead of bubbling. No music. No footsteps. Just the low hum of the orbital core and the sharp, sacred pulse of anticipation.
Because he was coming.
Argel Volta.
The most feared and respected food critic in the galaxy. His reviews had ended dynasties, bankrupted pleasure planets, and triggered the suicides of at least three celebrity chefs, one of whom wasn’t even involved but simply watched someone else get reviewed and lost the will to poach an egg. It was said he once stared at a souffle for nine full minutes before calling it “conceptually imprecise.”
The critic of record. The eater of legend. The man whose words shaped the culinary aspirations of generations and whose silences destroyed them. He had not given a perfect review in over forty years. He had dined on dishes that glowed, breathed, and once rewrote his childhood in reverse chronological order and still, he remained unmoved. He wore no medals, accepted no bribes, granted no interviews. Restaurants both famous and obscure had prepared for him, begged for him, failed for him. And now he was coming to Le Dernier Festin, the cathedral of cuisine, to taste whatever Chef Augustin Delmare deemed worthy of being remembered.
For Linh, the weight of that name, Volta, had loomed all day like a second gravity. She’d grown up hearing whispers of him through static-flooded culinary broadcasts in the family freighter galley, his cryptic reviews dissected like scripture. “Volta gave the soup a semicolon,” someone would murmur. “It’s not a full stop, but it isn’t approval either.” His last review had simply read: “The chef cooked the food. He did not cook himself.” That restaurant had collapsed within the year.
Now the entire staff had been mobilized into something between a military formation and a sacred rite. Even Roko, who once deep-fried a wedding cake in protest of uniform plating, stood at full attention. Delmare had issued only one command at morning briefing: “You will cook nothing for the critic. You will prepare stations for the rest of the guests. Tonight, I cook alone.”
Delmare had not taken personal command of a dish in years. He supervised, refined, elevated, but he did not perform. He was the composer now, not the pianist. But tonight, something in him had shifted. He wore his oldest apron, the one stained with the ghosts of decades. He chose ingredients without speaking. He moved like a man walking into a memory.
Linh had tried to offer her help. Delmare refused. But, with a surprising glance, he allowed her to watch. And so she stood beside the master, not daring to breathe too loud, as he began to summon something ancient from fire, salt, and patience.
The ingredients were not extravagant. Nothing from forbidden moons. No whisper-fruit or velvet-laced foam. He began with grains. Common. Humble. Slow-cooked over a low, whispering flame until they glistened with their own sweetness. He stirred them not with a spoon but with a wooden paddle worn smooth by time, its shape molded to his hand by years of use. Into the broth he folded in roots, gnarled, bitter things, and tempered them with fishbone stock and something fermented and earthy, the scent of which made Linh think of her childhood.
When he spoke, it was not to instruct. It was to ask.
“What was the first thing you loved to eat?” he said, not looking up.
Linh blinked. The question came out of nowhere. But the answer arrived instantly, like muscle memory. “A bowl of broken rice. Overcooked. My grandmother poured fish sauce on it. Lime juice. Scallion oil. She said the rice cried when it burned.”
Delmare nodded without breaking rhythm. “Why did you love it?”
Linh didn’t answer right away. The memory rose like steam, the narrow galley of the family freighter, the engine’s hum in the walls, the flicker of a hanging light. Her grandmother’s hands, strong and sure, stirring the rice and tasting by instinct. The food wasn’t perfect. It was hers. Linh’s spoon was chipped. The fish sauce was sharp and salty and glorious.
“Because she made it for me,” Linh said, quietly. “Because she didn’t eat until I finished.”
Delmare exhaled. “Then you understand.”
The dish continued to take shape.
He poached a single strip of rootfish belly. Delicate, slightly translucent, shimmering faintly with age. He marinated it in scallion oil, pressed it gently under warm stone, then pan-seared it with restraint. The sear was so light it did not crisp, merely darkened the surface with memory. Then he prepared a broth. Clear, but dense. Not heavy, deep. Fragrant with citrus, bone, and something unnameable. When Linh inhaled it, she felt something stir in her chest. Grief, maybe. Or gratitude. Or both, held together in balance.
Finally, Delmare chose a bowl. A cracked ceramic piece from the earliest days of the restaurant. It had been hand-thrown, one of the only surviving Earth antiques in the kitchen. He placed the rice at the bottom, just slightly off-center. The fish on top. A curl of citrus rind. A whisper of scallion oil.
Then, he waited.
***
Argel Volta arrived precisely on time.
He entered alone. His posture was austere, his clothes plain. Gray coat. Gray gloves. Gray skin. The only color on him was in his eyes—pale, glinting with something sharp and hungry. Not hunger for food. Hunger for truth.
He was seated in the far room. The Glass Room, they called it. A space with no visible walls, only the vast, golden swell of the dying star beyond, bleeding amber light across the table like spilled wine. No one followed him in. No waiters. No servers. No music. Only the silence of someone who had seen every deception, tasted every lie, and come here to strip away the last one.
Delmare carried the bowl in himself.
He did not bow.
He did not explain.
He placed the bowl on the table.
He poured the broth.
Then he left.
Outside the room, the staff watched via remote feed. Silently, reverently, as if observing a sacrament.
Argel Volta lifted the spoon.
It was an act of confrontation. The way a swordsman draws a blade before dawn. The way a monk opens a scroll he is afraid to read. There was nothing performative about him. No posture, no poise. Just the pale eyes, the slow breath, the spoon rising toward his lips as if against gravity.
The broth touched his tongue.
And for a moment, just a second, he vanished.
Not physically. Not theatrically. But internally. Something deep inside him slipped. A seam opened, quietly. Like the hush before thunder.
The first flavor was warmth. Not heat, not spice, but a living warmth, the kind that pools behind the ribs on a cold morning. The kind that says you are not alone here. A deep, mellow umami, but softened. Aged fishbone stock, delicate citrus, slow-cooked grain whispering of root and rain. The broth had the clarity of silence and the weight of memory.
He blinked.
It continued.
The second flavor arrived with the texture of truth. The fish, thinly sliced, pan-seared with restraint, broke gently under his teeth. Not soft. Not crispy. Present. It carried the faint oil of scallion and something fermented, too subtle to name, but familiar, like the scent of a loved one’s coat left hanging by the door. It wasn't indulgent. It was generous. And generosity, as Volta had long suspected, was the hardest flavor to fake.
The broth changed on the back of the tongue. It deepened. Darkened. A root-bitter note revealed itself. A savory sorrow. Not unpleasant, honest. He had tasted sorrow before. Too many chefs thought it was enough to make a dish sad and call it profound. But this sorrow was different. It was the sorrow of someone who had once made too little food for too many mouths and learned to make joy from scraps.
Volta sat perfectly still, spoon balanced in his hand. One head tilt. One breath. The star outside poured golden light through the glass walls, draping his gray shoulders in something like forgiveness.
A memory surfaced.
It wasn't his.
Or maybe it was.
He sat on a kitchen floor. Wooden. Cheap. A bowl of uneven rice in his lap. A voice, low, warm, and patient, was humming beside him. Not speaking. Just being there. The rice was overcooked. The fish sauce too strong. The oil had congealed.
And he had never felt more safe in his life.
The vision passed. The bowl before him remained.
He took a second spoonful. Then a third. And with each, the dish unfolded further. It was not a performance. There were no clever inversions, no manipulations of expectation. It told the same story, over and over, with gentle persistence: You are allowed to be fed. You are allowed to be full.
Halfway through, he paused.
The air in the room felt thick now. Not heavy, whole. The spoon rested against the ceramic lip. His hands trembled faintly. He had not trembled in decades. He had eaten gods and forgotten children and planets that could only grow salt. But this…
This was the first dish that had dared to tell him the truth.
That underneath his vast vocabulary, his critical instinct, his cold precision he had wanted, always, to be loved.
He finished the bowl.
Not quickly. Not slowly.
Then he placed the spoon down. Not precisely, he wasn’t performing for anyone. Just placed, quietly, like the end of a sentence that didn’t need a flourish.
He sat for a long while, looking at the empty bowl as one might look at a photograph of someone they’d forgotten was dead.
Finally, he opened his notebook.
He wrote one sentence.
He stood.
He bowed, not to any person, but to the bowl.
Then he left.
***
Delmare returned to the dining room long after Volta had gone. The note was still there, folded neatly on the table. He picked it up, read it, and set it back down. When he walked back into the kitchen, Linh was still standing there, waiting, unsure if she had the right to speak.
Delmare looked at her for a long moment.
Then he said, “Make us tea.”
They drank together, silently, as the kitchen slowly exhaled.
***
Later, after everyone had gone, Linh crept back to the dining room. The bowl still sat on the table, rinsed by starlight. The napkin lay beside it.
She lifted the note, knowing she shouldn’t.
She read it.
He did not cook for me. He cooked for the boy I used to be.
Linh read it once. Then again. It struck her not with revelation, but with recognition. The kind of truth that had always been there, like a pot quietly simmering on the back of the stove, unnoticed until its scent finally reached you.
She placed the note back on the table with reverent fingers, folded exactly as she’d found it. The bowl was gone, but the ghost of the dish still lingered in the air. The scent of broth and memory.
When she turned, Chef Delmare was already there as if he’d been waiting, or perhaps had never left.
He leaned against the far wall, arms crossed, his expression unreadable but not unkind. The shadows from the star played across his face like brushstrokes.
Linh opened her mouth to speak, but he beat her to it.
“He remembered himself,” Delmare said. “That was the point.”
Linh nodded, uncertain. “But why now? Why that dish? Why… that truth?”
Delmare’s eyes softened, the sharp edge behind them curling inward, like a flame folding back into its wick.
“There comes a time,” he said slowly, “when a man’s palate grows dull. Not from age, but from self-preservation. We season ourselves to forget. Salt the fear. Boil the shame. Reduce the joy until it coats the spoon without ever spilling over.”
He stepped forward, not lecturing, just… sharing.
“But there are some flavors,” he continued, “that do not lie. A good broth will tell you if the bones were scorched. A root will scream if it was pulled too young. A burnt grain can’t pretend it wasn’t forgotten. Food is honest in ways we rarely are.”
He looked at her, and for a moment, Linh saw something in him she hadn’t before. Not mastery, not legend, weariness. The fatigue of someone who had stripped himself down, over years and fire and failure, until only the essential parts remained.
“I didn’t cook for Volta,” he said. “I cooked for what was left after the armor peeled away.”
Linh thought of her grandmother’s spoon. The chipped one. The one that had served every childhood meal she could remember.
“Was he always like that?” she asked. “The critic? Was he always… that distant?”
Delmare chuckled quietly. “He once cried over an apricot. A real one. Grown in a garden that doesn’t exist anymore. He was gentle, once. Hungry, not just for food but for meaning. That was before he learned to hide it. Before he tasted too many dishes meant to impress, not to nourish.”
There was a pause. The golden light from the star outside flickered slightly, the start of its long collapse.
“The ego,” Delmare said at last, “is a crust.”
Linh tilted her head. “Crust?”
He nodded. “A hard shell, formed over the soft parts of ourselves. It keeps us intact, protects the delicate center. But it also keeps out heat. And it burns, if left too long in the oven.”
Linh smiled faintly. “So what do we do with it?”
Delmare turned his hands over. “You score it. You let the steam escape. You crack it just enough… to let the soul rise.”
The room fell silent again, but it wasn’t empty. It was full with everything they hadn’t said, and everything they finally understood.
Linh looked down at her own hands, still young, still learning, and wondered what she would one day cook, and for whom.
Delmare’s voice, quiet now, almost tender:
“Don’t cook for who they are. Cook for who they were, before they forgot.”
It began slowly, almost imperceptibly. Chef Delmare started arriving a few minutes earlier than usual, though he had always been punctual. He stayed later, long after the burners were off and the knives were sheathed in their velvet drawers. Sometimes, he stood in the empty kitchen with his hands behind his back, as if listening to the echo of meals long since eaten. The kitchen, too, seemed to sense it. The lighting adjusted itself more softly around him. The temperature at his station dropped a fraction, accommodating a body that no longer burned as hot.
He didn’t speak of retirement. That would have cheapened it. This was not the exit of a man leaving a profession. A long, slow exhalation after a lifetime of holding breath. The kind of ending that came not with a farewell, but with a quiet, dignified bow to something larger than the self.
Linh noticed first, not because of anything dramatic, but because the silences between Delmare’s movements had grown longer and more beautiful. There was something in the way he touched a ladle, the way he turned a mushroom in his hand before setting it aside, that carried the weight of a goodbye. He laughed more freely now. Smiled at mistakes he would have corrected a year ago. When a junior cook shattered a crate of moon-limes, he only chuckled and said, “Then the sauce will be different today. That’s all.”
He began spending more time in the observatory garden, where the air was perfumed with vaporized mint and quiet pollen. Sometimes, Linh would see him out there, motionless, hands in the sleeves of his robe, watching the dying star spill molten light across the black sea of space. He stood not as a man planning, or even reminiscing, but simply witnessing. Accepting.
And when the time came, he did not summon a crowd or call a meeting. Instead, one morning, just after the first delivery of still-breathing chime crabs and before the rice had been washed for staff breakfast, he approached Linh with something in his hand.
It was a spoon.
Wooden. Plain. The handle smoothed by use, darkened by time, curved in the slight way an old tool does when it’s been held by the same hands over decades. There was no ceremony, no preamble. He placed it in her palm, looked at her, and spoke in a tone both impossibly gentle and impossibly firm.
“Make me something.”
That was all.
Linh looked down at the spoon, then up into his eyes. She saw no expectations there. No evaluation. Only a question: Who are you now? It was the final question he would ever ask her.
And she bowed.
Not deeply, just enough. Enough to say: I will try. I understand.
She turned and walked toward the garden. The kitchen behind her exhaled.
The master would eat once more.
And then he would rest.
***
Not the absence of movement, but the full-bodied, marrow-deep quiet that lives behind the breath when all the noise inside has finally collapsed into silence. Linh stood alone in the unused side kitchen, a space once used for baking, now dim with memory. The ovens here were older, stone-lined, slow to heat, and untouched by automation. Dust clung to their handles like a final blessing. She did not clean it away. She bowed to it. In this room, she would begin.
She did not plan the bread. It revealed itself to her gradually, like a dream that lingers after waking. There was no recipe. No ratios. No precision, not in the traditional sense. But her hands moved as if remembering something ancient, something not taught but transmitted, like a language carried in blood. She gathered her ingredients one at a time, not from the stores, but from quiet corners, places forgotten or overlooked. A cracked jar of heritage grain grown hydroponically on a disarmed warship. Salt she collected herself from the dew that formed each morning on the hull of the restaurant, where space vapor condensed and tasted faintly of star-skin. Water from the purification vat, drawn before sunrise, still warm with the breath of sleeping herbs.
The flour came last. She milled it herself, by hand, from a blend of three grains. One hearty, one sweet, one unknown even to the cataloging AI. The stones of the grinder moaned softly as she turned the wheel, a low sound like the memory of ocean waves. The flour fell into her bowl like snowfall, light and scentless, filled with weightless potential. She touched it, sifted it through her fingers. It clung, then released. It was ready.
She made the starter from a jar tucked in the back of the cold box, wrapped in three cloths and sealed not with with hope. It was an old thing, unnamed and unremarkable, just a living yeast that had never been mapped genetically, but had been passed from hand to hand for generations. Her grandmother had kept one like it, feeding it from rice water and scraps, never measuring. It had no origin, only persistence. It smelled of stone, smoke, and the faintest edge of sour apple blossom.
Linh mixed the ingredients by hand. Slowly. Carefully. The dough resisted at first, stiff, proud, unsure. But she coaxed it gently, folding it toward itself with the patience of someone waiting for forgiveness. She did not knead it into submission. She pressed, paused, breathed. The dough softened. Became elastic. Became responsive. She folded it twelve times, not ten, not fifteen. She didn’t count consciously. Her hands knew when it was enough.
She let it rest. Not rise, rest. Covered by a clean towel once used by Delmare himself, now threadbare, now sacred. As it breathed and grew, Linh swept the table with ceremony. She lit a small stick of cinnamon bark in the corner of the kitchen. She didn’t know why.
When the dough was ready, it didn’t puff up like a boast. It rose like an exhale. Calm. Whole. Enough.
She did not punch it down, she touched it.
She pressed her fingertips into the surface once, five indentations, a handprint left in fresh earth, and it sighed.
She shaped the loaf not into a circle, not into a perfect artisan torpedo, but into a quiet oval. Lopsided. Gentle. Real. She scored it with a single curved line. A wound to let the steam escape, so the crust wouldn’t harden beyond redemption. The oven had been heating for an hour. Stone hot. Patient. No dials, no sensors. Just flame. Just time.
She placed the bread inside and she waited. There was nothing to do but sit. So she did.
No one came to interrupt her. No droid offered help. No alarm pinged to notify the optimal bake window. It was her, the oven, and the loaf. And as it baked, she felt something loosen in her chest. Something she'd carried for years. The burden of proving herself, of earning each step, of climbing toward a nameless summit.
The bread spoke to none of that.It did not seek praise.It simply became.
The scent, when it came, was not overwhelming. It did not shout. It drifted slowly through the air like dusk on a forest path. Wood, warmth, and a whisper of salt. The crust took on the soft crackle of autumn leaves underfoot. The shape held. The line she scored opened just slightly, like a smile from someone who hasn’t smiled in years.
She opened the oven. She took it out.
The crust was golden in the way monks once described the light of revelation. The loaf was imperfect. It leaned slightly to one side. A small blister had formed near the bottom. But Linh looked at it, and for the first time in her life as a cook, she did not wish to change a single thing.
It was bread.
And it was enough.
***
Linh carried the loaf with both hands. No plate. No garnish. No cloche. Just the bread itself, cradled in a folded linen cloth that had once been bleached white and was now the color of parchment and use. The weight of it surprised her. Every step toward the dining alcove felt like it echoed with footsteps not her own. Delmare’s, her grandmother’s, the hands of a thousand nameless cooks stretching back through time. She felt none of her usual fear. No anxiety over seasoning, over plating, over texture or reaction. The bread was what it was. It had asked nothing of her but honesty.
Delmare was already seated at the small stone table in the garden room. The light was soft now, the dying star pouring amber hues through the glass dome, splashing golden warmth across his lined face and worn apron. He had not changed clothes. He had not arranged the table. A single cup of tea sat untouched beside him. When Linh entered, he looked up with the calm of someone watching the tide come in for the last time.
She approached without words. He watched her the way one watches a bird build a nest. Linh set the bread down before him and slowly opened the cloth, unveiling the loaf as if revealing a newborn. The crust cracked faintly in the cooling air, releasing its final breath of warmth. It smelled like stillness. Like soil and hearth and something older than language. Delmare said nothing.
He reached forward, tore off a piece with his hands, rough, unmeasured, and brought it to his lips.
He chewed.
His eyes did not close. His posture did not shift. He did not sigh or speak or react in any way that would translate to a critic’s rubric. But Linh saw it.
In the softening of his jaw. In the way his hands loosened, fell open. In the way his shoulders once drawn high from decades of vigilance and craft finally sank. He swallowed slowly, as though he had never truly swallowed before. Then he took another piece. Then another.
Crumbs gathered at the corners of his mouth. He did not brush them away. His breathing slowed.
And when he had eaten nearly half the loaf, he looked up at her, and for a moment Linh was not standing in front of the greatest chef in the galaxy. She was standing before a man. Just a man. One who had labored for a lifetime, searching for the perfect note, the perfect finish. Something warm. Something simple.
Delmare placed his hand over his chest.
“I’ve tasted everything,” he said, voice low, nearly gone. “But this… this I have never known.”
Linh opened her mouth, unsure if she was meant to speak. But he raised a hand gently, and smiled.
“This is the final course,” he said. “And it is peace.”
He leaned back in his chair, eyes still fixed on hers. His breath slowed further. His hands folded over his apron. The light from the star glinted off the edge of the bread crust. And then, like the end of a long exhale, he closed his eyes.
Linh did not cry.
She simply stood beside him for a long while, watching the last rays of the star move across the folds of his coat. The loaf remained between them, half eaten, whole in its own way. The silence was not heavy. It was gentle. Like the silence between heartbeats that waits before the next begins… but never comes.
She folded the cloth back over the bread and left it on the table beside him.
The station orbited on, patient as ever.
The great golden star at the heart of the system continued its slow, luminous decay, still pouring its molten light through the restaurant’s high glass windows. It had not yet collapsed, though it was now visibly thinner, flickering slightly in its outer corona. Some guests had taken to calling it Delmare’s Light. No one corrected them.
The kitchen still hummed.
The counters gleamed. The knives, old and new, sang against sharpening stones. Steam whispered from the open mouths of saucepans. Someone was making a stock so delicate it could be offended. Someone else was arguing with a loaf of sentient sourdough.
And at the center of it all stood Linh.
No longer in the far corner. No longer reaching for someone’s approval. She wore a plain apron now, flour-dusted and sun-soft. Her hair was tied back in a loose braid. There was flour on her cheek, and she hadn’t bothered to wipe it. Her hands moved with ease, calm and sure. Her voice, still quiet, was enough to make the whole kitchen turn.
And like Delmare once had, she spent more time watching than doing, stepping in only when a touch was needed, a hand guided, a taste questioned.
On this particular morning, she was shaping dough with Roko, who now wore bifocals and had somehow grown a seventh arm ("for tempering chocolate and emotional support," he claimed), when the maître d’ buzzed into her earpiece.
“Apprentice arriving in two minutes,” the voice said, flat but amused. “Nervous energy levels: medium-high. Outfit suggests idealism.”
Linh smiled. She dusted off her hands and wiped them on her apron. Roko grinned and muttered something about bets on whether this one would cry or faint or both. She waved him off and made her way to the front.
The doors hissed open.
The new apprentice stood there wide-eyed, overwhelmed, clutching a datapad and a bundle of knives that were clearly too clean, too new. Their uniform was slightly crooked. Their gaze darted from the ceiling’s carved constellations to the floating herb spheres to the slow-turning chandelier that smelled faintly of cinnamon and ozone.
Linh saw herself immediately.
The apprentice looked at her, uncertain, and blurted out: “I’m here to learn.”
Linh nodded. “Good. You will.”
She didn’t ask for their résumé. Didn’t ask what they could cook. Instead, she handed them a tray of octoglobe fungus and a ceramic knife.
“They sing when you cut them,” she said. “You’ll need to hum to keep them calm.”
The apprentice blinked. “What do I hum?”
“Something honest,” Linh said, already turning back toward the kitchen.
“Something you remember.”
 
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