- Joined
- Jul 13, 2017
I read a lot about Phil's ego and narcissism, which are apparent and rampant throughout all of his posts and videos, but I am very interested in one aspect of his behavior that is often left aside. DSP is a nervous person. Or at least seems to me as though he is and is trying to mask it over with these other more overt personality flaws. I think, and I base this on a few factors I'll mention, that under it all, Phil is a nervous wreck of a human being. I am not just talking about his financials, but his self image, growing up into adulthood, and social interactions. My proof is of course up for debate since it's all based on nothing more than patterns I've read up on and personally observed.
His childhood stories often involve some kind of inequality for himself. Like when he got "the most coal". He views everything as though it were swayed against him. His general outlook on things is both that he deserves more because he didn't have it and should, and that when it rains on him it doesn't just poor, it's a god damned torrential coastal storm. It's never you win some you lose some with him. Friends have "cast" him out, family has disappointed him, and the big bad government has everything mounted against his ever succeeding. To me, this blatant paranoia blossomed from a nervous child growing up being hand held for far too long. Almost like he was weened off his mother's teet, only instead of Mother's tard cum, its personal accountability. It's shocking he is not full blown agoraphobic by now.
Now I am not defending him in any way just noticing patterns. As it was very well stated before, Phil's entire existence is based on his need for sympathy and ego boosts. He is a sad clown who doesn't know how to interact with people and is the master of his own destruction.
There was something posted about how he claimed to be extremely insecure privately to Rambo John or some shit in the megathread, which would explain a lot.