My interest in Chris is purely from like an anthropology standpoint. I'm just an outsider looking in and sometimes trying to see things from his perspective and how he'd come to a certain conclusion or think a certain way.
BlueSpike and Patti are the two moments I can think I genuinely feel sorry for Chris, as I mentioned in another post that I believe Patti's death severely impacted his perception of what affection is and that's why his videos for his "sweethearts" like Ivy always have that creepy unsettling baby-talk you'd give to like a pet instead of a normal person. Patti was the only creature to truly love him unconditionally and an already emotionally stunted autistic guy like him having to be the one to put her down fucked him up. BlueSpike was a true sociopath that took sadistic
glee in torturing Chris. The way that all of BlueSpike's taunting and jeering just flows so naturally out of him without a second of hesitation shows how this is all coming to him naturally to the point where the other trolls are telling him to fucking stop. I don't know how Spike lives with himself now that he's older.
I feel sorry for him in those two moments as a fellow human being, but on the other hand he's proven himself to not be that good a person, a raging homophobe, low-key racist, entitled, narcissistic, hypocritical, spiteful, and to me what always gets under my skin is how he'll constantly use his autism as a crutch and a shield to try and absolve himself, but by the very action of trying to use that as an excuse it's proof that he
DOES know better and that he's just trying to cover his ass and weasel out of actual fucking responsibility and accountability. He talks big but backs down immediately when actually confronted.
It's a miracle that the SJW crowd that Chris has latched on to has put up with him for so long, and a lot of that is on Chris' behavior.
I attribute this to the fact that most of the people in that group just are legit oblivious to how many sketchy and overall shitty things he's done in the past because it's all so distant now. Today's people only know Chris as "that weird guy who made Sonichu" and they're not going to have the patience to sit through all of genos documentary to take notes. All it would take is one detailed callout post on Twitter bringing up how many times he dropped the N-bomb and his hatred of black people, his hatred of gay people, and ALL of the times he made unwanted advances to women in his life and especially how he ruined Megan and Wallflowers life, and Chris would get absolutely raked over the coals. Especially since Chris is literally incapable of actually making a sincere apology.
For god's sake in his own comic he shunted his past bad behavior off on to Sonichu himself and wrote him trying to sexually assault Christine. It's NEVER his fault, even in his fantasy world.