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This new video of yours is load of nonsensical tripe. Maybe do some scripting before you set yourself in front of camera rather than rambling for minutes at a time about nothing worth hearing.
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That's okay, you can do that. But for the record, Iv'e only ever done booze, weed, and DXM.I don't believe you for a fucking second
You don't have to watch if you don't want to. I don't understand why you're so angry.YouTube
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This new video of yours is load of nonsensical tripe. Maybe do some scripting before you set yourself in front of camera rather than rambling for minutes at a time about nothing worth hearing.
What's annoying about you is that you're actively destroying a pretty blessed, first-world life that was handed to you on a silver platter because you're an autistic narcissist who can't use drugs responsibly, likely due to the same poor impulse control that led you to make the original post in this thread.I don't understand why you're so angry.
I'm just a guy trying to do the right thing.You don't have to watch if you don't want to. I don't understand why you're so angry.
And this is what you came up with?I'm just a guy trying to do the right thing.
It's because they're both full of shit.Now that you mention it, the word 'rectory' is awfully similar to the word 'rectum'.
I think it's a codeword.
By actively sabotaging your own life, telling everyone that their fathers raped them as infants and that's the cause of everything wrong in their lives, accusing... basically every adult male alive of being child sexual predators, and posting rambling videos about all of the above? Not to mention you openly admit you have no proof for any of this and this is all basically a wild-ass guess you've elevated to the status of unimpeachable axiomatic truth.I'm just a guy trying to do the right thing.
This is dumb as fuck. Far from the "right thing" you are only hurting yourself posting wild conspiracy theories and insane videos. These people are trying to help you.I'm just a guy trying to do the right thing.
You know it was inappropriate content and some sped was bound to report you for it eventually right?Predictably, one of my videos was taken down by YouTube for "hAtE sPeEcH :'O." Frankly, I'm surprised it took this long. For posterity, I'm reuploading most of my newer videos to Bitchute.
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Self-trepanation might be improvement.Instead of re-uploading it like a screeching autist try deleting it and seeking professional help. Or even unprofessional, cause your one man crusade is only gonna attract internet trolls.
"Top 10 things said right before a disaster"I don't care if I become a lolcow
I hate to ask, it might be a totally stupid question. But did the new Joker movie have some sort of influence on how you're feeling right now?I know few if any of you will believe this, but I think it's worth sharing anyway, since it's a truly incredible thing. Ever since I broke the mind control programming (yes I know how crazy that sounds) and accepted that I was abused and groomed to be gay, virtually all of the symptoms of my various diagnosed mental illnesses have evaporated.
My trichotillomania (pulling facial hair out) is almost gone. My OCD is nowhere to be found. My cravings for alcohol are gone. No depression or anxiety, and no body dysmorphia. I feel like a new man. Not manic; just healthy and optimistic. This might be what some have referred to as a religious transformation, just subtract religion.
I've been on Zoloft, then Lexapro, then Prozac my whole adult life (since age 16), but now I'm off all meds, and I haven't felt this good in years. Confronting my trauma has set me free.
I hope you guys and gals can experience the same thing one day. I know most of you are here to gawk at my "exceptional" behavior, and you will conclude that I'm either lying right now or manic. I can't prove you wrong on that count, but I think you would be wrong, and only doing yourself a disservice.
I don't know how many of you are queer, or otherwise under mind control, but I sincerely hope you can find your way out of the hypnotism and join me in these greener pastures. Make no mistake--life isn't all rainbows and ponies from where I'm standing, but it's surely a hell of a lot better than before.
The cure for misery is easy, at least for people in my circumstances: accept that you were essentially hypnotized your whole life by someone (or multiple people) whom you loved and trusted. Likely an older man, who acted as your mentor. Wake up to the fact that you've been manipulated by an abusive sociopath. This older man isn't totally evil; he's just sad and lonely and sick, and it's because he too was manipulated by an older man in his younger years. The cycle of abuse is powerful and pernicious.
Don't see me as your enemy. I only want to help you find real happiness.
With that said, I hope you all have a great Spooktober. I'm taking suggestions for where I should go next with my YT channel (No, not nuking it). Thinking of becoming an e-boy.
They took me off Prozac abruptly at the asylum and put me on a cocktail of mood stabilizers and antipsychotics. I stopped taking all of those meds abruptly as soon as I was released on 9/25.How long ago did you get off Prozac? And did you taper off, or abruptly discontinue?
Funny you should mention that; I just saw Joker yesterday and related to it pretty well. I was especially surprised when it was revealed that he was abused. It got me thinking, how many other young men are out there going through a similar crisis? However, my activities over the past month definitely weren't influenced by the, because it hadn't come out yet and I hadn't seen it. As for how I'm feeling now, I've been feeling this way ever since the drugs wore off, which was like a week ago, before I saw the movie.I hate to ask, it might be a totally stupid question. But did the new Joker movie have some sort of influence on how you're feeling right now?
I'm not trying to mock or suggest you're gonna shoot someone and rant about society, but your current emotional arc holds some key similiarities. Specifically that you were abused as kid, fed lies and given poweful psychiatric drugs. But now that you're off them you're feeling free.
It just feels like you may be writing some not so original fiction, or maybe the Joker movie has influenced how you're interpreting life. No matter what hope you continue feeling better.