User 'Nykytyne3' / Blinski / Joe Muchlinski rants about his own parents in random threads - Took DXM, broke his brain, now gibbering about pedo conspiracies.

[Nykytyne3]

I was just paid a visit by the cops. My mom was monitoring this thread and saw the bit where I said someone could theoretically kill me in the future. Hi mom. What did you expect to happen, calling the cops? We just had a chat and they were on their way.

You know, that feeling of self-hatred isn't going to get any better until you actually confess. Imagine yourself in, say, 30 years, when you're diagnosed with some form of terminal cancer. And only then do you fully realize what a monster you've been, and you're full of regret, begging God and begging me for forgiveness. And you wish you had redeemed yourself, because then, at least, you could say you tried to do the right thing. But it's too late.

But your life is comfortable, you think. Who can blame a woman for wanting a decent life? Even if it means throwing her own son under the bus, and drowning the pain of her miserable secret in alcohol. After all, you only ever had the best intentions, and that should count for something.

It counts for nothing. Add up all the good you've done in your life, and subtract this monstrous evil, your tally is in the negative. You are, at the bottom line, a bad person. A bad mother. Part of the problem. Your legacy is one of sickness and evil. Cowardice.

You will wait out your days in that cursed house, where so much evil took place, full of endless pain and self-hatred, and you deserve it.

If you won't go to the police and confess, at least let me back into your home. If you do that, I will forgive you. But if you do not--if you never show repentence--I will not forgive you.

May God have mercy on your soul.

 

[Recoil]

..

I was just paid a visit by the cops. My mom was monitoring this thread and saw the bit where I said someone could theoretically kill me in the future. Hi mom. What did you expect to happen, calling the cops? We just had a chat and they were on their way.

You know, that feeling of self-hatred isn't going to get any better until you actually confess. Imagine yourself in, say, 30 years, when you're diagnosed with some form of terminal cancer. And only then do you fully realize what a monster you've been, and you're full of regret, begging God and begging me for forgiveness. And you wish you had redeemed yourself, because then, at least, you could say you tried to do the right thing. But it's too late.

But your life is comfortable, you think. Who can blame a woman for wanting a decent life? Even if it means throwing her own son under the bus, and drowning the pain of her miserable secret in alcohol. After all, you only ever had the best intentions, and that should count for something.

It counts for nothing. Add up all the good you've done in your life, and subtract this monstrous evil, your tally is in the negative. You are, at the bottom line, a bad person. A bad mother. Part of the problem. Your legacy is one of sickness and evil. Cowardice.

You will wait out your days in that cursed house, where so much evil took place, full of endless pain and self-hatred, and you deserve it.

If you won't go to the police and confess, at least let me back into your home. If you do that, I will forgive you. But if you do not--if you never show repentence--I will not forgive you.

May God have mercy on your soul.

You're a shitty son and the possibility of spawning something like you is terrifying.

 

[mindlessobserver]

I was just paid a visit by the cops. My mom was monitoring this thread and saw the bit where I said someone could theoretically kill me in the future. Hi mom. What did you expect to happen, calling the cops? We just had a chat and they were on their way.

You know, that feeling of self-hatred isn't going to get any better until you actually confess. Imagine yourself in, say, 30 years, when you're diagnosed with some form of terminal cancer. And only then do you fully realize what a monster you've been, and you're full of regret, begging God and begging me for forgiveness. And you wish you had redeemed yourself, because then, at least, you could say you tried to do the right thing. But it's too late.

But your life is comfortable, you think. Who can blame a woman for wanting a decent life? Even if it means throwing her own son under the bus, and drowning the pain of her miserable secret in alcohol. After all, you only ever had the best intentions, and that should count for something.

It counts for nothing. Add up all the good you've done in your life, and subtract this monstrous evil, your tally is in the negative. You are, at the bottom line, a bad person. A bad mother. Part of the problem. Your legacy is one of sickness and evil. Cowardice.

You will wait out your days in that cursed house, where so much evil took place, full of endless pain and self-hatred, and you deserve it.

If you won't go to the police and confess, at least let me back into your home. If you do that, I will forgive you. But if you do not--if you never show repentence--I will not forgive you.

May God have mercy on your soul.

What's the big secret? Inquiring minds want to know

 

[whatintheheck]

What's the big secret? Inquiring minds want to know

Pretty sure Blinski thinks that his mother was complicit in his father molesting him.

Of course none of this is likely true; it’s all part of his insane paranoid headcannon.

 

[The Sauce Boss]

Gotta admit, this was definitely not how I expected this to go. Blinski, please don't cause any more problems for the police, trust me. That is not a road you want to go down in your state.

 

[Rat Speaker]

It's clear you are having a difficulty understanding on a fundamental level peoples negative reactions to you here on the farms . Let me spell it out for you:

This place you are at isn't for promoting your content, we all go out of our way to be anonymous, you could think of the farms as a place people come to point and laugh not try to bring attention to themselves in any direct way. Coming here and making your own thread in order to talk about yourself is really an weird choice to make.

I have seen a few people ask similar questions to the ones I've asked above and you don't give a direct answer your statement continues to be "if you don't like it then leave"

Nigger we are trying to help you... You came here to shill this shit not the other way around, I'm guessing no one on this entire forum would know who you were if you hadn't come here and started making a spectacle of yourself. Do you realize the reputation of the place you are currently in? What do you hope to gain out of coming here and doing this? Can you see how we might find what you are doing as strange?

You've come to a place where just by making an account you put a target on your back there are COUNTLESS warnings about this all over the site.

I'll repeat my questions yet again:

Why are you doing this? What are you hoping to achieve here?

You didn't take a second to look into his user history before you typed up this wall did you? He didn't come here to shill his shit, he actually contributed to a thread on another cow then he lost his shit and started self doxing and babbling like an idiot.

Ask yourself this question, if this has been going on since before staff all nuked their accounts, why didn't they lock the thread or ban him? Theres pages of this shit, they had plenty of time and opportunity but didnt.

Let the loon babble and "contribute" to his own thread, who the fuck cares? Lol.

 

[Xitaens]

the dude is insane and has been shown to double down on his wacko super obsessive conspiracies on sexuality and is unironically saying hello to his mother on the KF why is anyone seriously trying to respond to him?

 

[Rat Speaker]

the dude is insane and has been shown to double down on his wacko super obsessive conspiracies on sexuality and is unironically saying hello to his mother on the KF why is anyone seriously trying to respond to him?

People seem to forget about the lol in lolcow.

 

[HarvurdChikee]

I was just paid a visit by the cops. My mom was monitoring this thread and saw the bit where I said someone could theoretically kill me in the future. Hi mom. What did you expect to happen, calling the cops? We just had a chat and they were on their way.

You know, that feeling of self-hatred isn't going to get any better until you actually confess. Imagine yourself in, say, 30 years, when you're diagnosed with some form of terminal cancer. And only then do you fully realize what a monster you've been, and you're full of regret, begging God and begging me for forgiveness. And you wish you had redeemed yourself, because then, at least, you could say you tried to do the right thing. But it's too late.

But your life is comfortable, you think. Who can blame a woman for wanting a decent life? Even if it means throwing her own son under the bus, and drowning the pain of her miserable secret in alcohol. After all, you only ever had the best intentions, and that should count for something.

It counts for nothing. Add up all the good you've done in your life, and subtract this monstrous evil, your tally is in the negative. You are, at the bottom line, a bad person. A bad mother. Part of the problem. Your legacy is one of sickness and evil. Cowardice.

You will wait out your days in that cursed house, where so much evil took place, full of endless pain and self-hatred, and you deserve it.

If you won't go to the police and confess, at least let me back into your home. If you do that, I will forgive you. But if you do not--if you never show repentence--I will not forgive you.

May God have mercy on your soul.

Nice diary. It's pretty neat. I'm glad you shared it with us here.

Love,
Mom

 

[Recoil]

All your suffering has been orchestrated. Your pain has been mined for psychic energy like chinese bear bile. We have you in our grasp, Joseph. We know.

We know.

There is no escape from this, the plan was in effect long before your birth.
Every ounce of your pain makes us stronger.

 

[Nykytyne3]

All your suffering has been orchestrated. Your pain has been mined for psychic energy like chinese bear bile. We have you in our grasp, Joseph. We know.

We know.

There is no escape from this, the plan was in effect long before your birth.
Every ounce of your pain makes us stronger.

And yet, nobody really wins. It's just misery all around. Great work.

 

[Stranger Neighbors]

You didn't take a second to look into his user history before you typed up this wall did you? He didn't come here to shill his shit, he actually contributed to a thread on another cow then he lost his shit and started self doxing and babbling like an idiot.

Ask yourself this question, if this has been going on since before staff all nuked their accounts, why didn't they lock the thread or ban him? Theres pages of this shit, they had plenty of time and opportunity but didnt.

Let the loon babble and "contribute" to his own thread, who the fuck cares? Lol.

Rat i knew he contributed before. My critique is that he came here and broke his anonymity (seemingly on purpose) not that he is here at all, but I'm glad you took the time to show how much you care.You now recieve my complimentary "winner" reaction and a follow because you are right I did write a wall of text.

 

[KimCoppolaAficionado]

I was just paid a visit by the cops. My mom was monitoring this thread and saw the bit where I said someone could theoretically kill me in the future. Hi mom. What did you expect to happen, calling the cops? We just had a chat and they were on their way.

You know, that feeling of self-hatred isn't going to get any better until you actually confess. Imagine yourself in, say, 30 years, when you're diagnosed with some form of terminal cancer. And only then do you fully realize what a monster you've been, and you're full of regret, begging God and begging me for forgiveness. And you wish you had redeemed yourself, because then, at least, you could say you tried to do the right thing. But it's too late.

But your life is comfortable, you think. Who can blame a woman for wanting a decent life? Even if it means throwing her own son under the bus, and drowning the pain of her miserable secret in alcohol. After all, you only ever had the best intentions, and that should count for something.

It counts for nothing. Add up all the good you've done in your life, and subtract this monstrous evil, your tally is in the negative. You are, at the bottom line, a bad person. A bad mother. Part of the problem. Your legacy is one of sickness and evil. Cowardice.

You will wait out your days in that cursed house, where so much evil took place, full of endless pain and self-hatred, and you deserve it.

If you won't go to the police and confess, at least let me back into your home. If you do that, I will forgive you. But if you do not--if you never show repentence--I will not forgive you.

May God have mercy on your soul.

I find it interesting that your two demands are:
-Turn yourself in for making the family home a living hell for myself that I would never want to return to
-Let me back into the family home
Not only are these demands explicitly contradictory; why should she? In the same breath that you talk about you "forgiving her" if she gives you what you want, you make it pretty clear that you think there are things that eat filth that you hold in higher regard and see as more worthy of life. Either you mean that she deserves unlimited suffering (in which case I doubt that will change just because she opens her home to you) or you don't (in which case you are callously trying to manipulate her). In the former, she opens her home to you, and you continue to heap vitriol on her and your father ad infinatum while, judging by your past behavior, making further demands of them that you justify with your perceived righteousness. In the latter, she is letting someone who sees nothing wrong with employing the lowest kind of emotional blackmail against his own mother back into her life.
Honestly, this lends credence to your claims of abuse only because, if you were, it would explain your utterly distorted understanding of social norms.

 

[Mushroom Soup]

Why is every party always ruined by a white guy who watches anime and thinks the Matrix was real?

 

[AnOminous]

Why is every party always ruined by a white guy who watches anime and thinks the Matrix was real?

But like. . .dude. . .what if. . .Matrix.

 

[Nykytyne3]

Oh mom, by the way, I think you may have my passport laying around somewhere. Could you mail it over here?

 

[whatintheheck]

Are you seriously resorting to using KF to communicate with your family members? Don't you have a phone? Or at least consider using private email instead?

This is incredibly bizarre behavior. You're obviously majorly troubled if you're willing to have this sort of stuff out in the open on a public forum. I sincerely hope you can find some sort of peace and help to deal with your problems, which seem to be numerous.

I wonder if your mother even is monitoring the thread. This might be the first instance of a lolcow's parent watching their thread, or else it's just another paranoid delusion conjured up in Blinski's fractured mind.

@Nykytyne3 Seriously dude. Lay off whatever illicit substances you're using, and seek medical attention. Things will only continue to get worse the longer you put this off. You have a family and friends that care about your well-being. It's selfish to ignore your health in this manner. And incredibly self-destructive besides.

 

[Nykytyne3]

I find it interesting that your two demands are:
-Turn yourself in for making the family home a living hell for myself that I would never want to return to
-Let me back into the family home
Not only are these demands explicitly contradictory; why should she? In the same breath that you talk about you "forgiving her" if she gives you what you want, you make it pretty clear that you think there are things that eat filth that you hold in higher regard and see as more worthy of life. Either you mean that she deserves unlimited suffering (in which case I doubt that will change just because she opens her home to you) or you don't (in which case you are callously trying to manipulate her). In the former, she opens her home to you, and you continue to heap vitriol on her and your father ad infinatum while, judging by your past behavior, making further demands of them that you justify with your perceived righteousness. In the latter, she is letting someone who sees nothing wrong with employing the lowest kind of emotional blackmail against his own mother back into her life.
Honestly, this lends credence to your claims of abuse only because, if you were, it would explain your utterly distorted understanding of social norms.

What you're missing is my total willingness to forgive all, if only my family would signal some repentence and/or good will. I'm not the kind of guy to hold a grudge. All along, ever since I first tried to reconcile with my family almost a month ago, I only wanted them to show some sign that they were sorry--to show some willingness to accept my olive branch. Then, all would be forgiven, and I would never hold it against them. But each and every time I've offered this olive branch, they have decisively slapped it away. I respond in kind by continuing to attempt to expose them. They can't get it through their skulls--I don't actually want to send them to jail. That's just Plan B. Plan A is reconciliation.

If they totally and permanently cut me off, I have no incentive to stop trying to incriminate them. It's a prisoner's dilemma. I'm willing to play ball if only they will show some trust and extend me the same kindness.

Why is every party always ruined by a white guy who watches anime and thinks the Matrix was real?

You've got me all wrong--I don't watch anime.

But like. . .dude. . .what if. . .Matrix.

The Matrix has 2 layers. A Matrix within a Matrix. (And I'm speaking metaphorically, of course). Waking up from the first layer is discovering that society is governed by predatory pedophiles. Waking up from the second layer is discovering that the reason these people are predatory pedophiles is that they were sexually abused.

Are you seriously resorting to using KF to communicate with your family members? Don't you have a phone? Or at least consider using private email instead?

This is incredibly bizarre behavior.

I just think it's funny. And I knew it would ruffle your feathers.

 

[BEST_MAN_202]

FUCKING HELL YOU NIG GET SOME HELP
Jeezz I thought you got help like months ago, why the hell are you still at it with your conspiracies.

 

[HarvurdChikee]

What you're missing is my total willingness to forgive all, if only my family would signal some repentence and/or good will. I'm not the kind of guy to hold a grudge. All along, ever since I first tried to reconcile with my family almost a month ago, I only wanted them to show some sign that they were sorry--to show some willingness to accept my olive branch. Then, all would be forgiven, and I would never hold it against them. But each and every time I've offered this olive branch, they have decisively slapped it away. I respond in kind by continuing to attempt to expose them. They can't get it through their skulls--I don't actually want to send them to jail. That's just Plan B. Plan A is reconciliation.

If they totally and permanently cut me off, I have no incentive to stop trying to incriminate them. It's a prisoner's dilemma. I'm willing to play ball if only they will show some trust and extend me the same kindness.

Dear son,

Just come upstairs from the basement and talk to us face to face. Also, wipe your pee off of the toilet seat when you're done.

Mom