Money is always going to be a passsing concern for people, and seeing your revenue cut for no real reason, even if you're still perfectly comfortable, is still going to sting someone. I think that's understandable. Additionally, Vinny seems a little like the kind of person that just lets annoyances and worries like that fester under his skin, though this is just conjecture, so there might be an element of venting that to it as well. I think he also just likes the dopamine hit of when the numbers go up, too. He's pretty much torn between wanting to feel like he's growing and progressing, instead of stagnating, and staying true to himself in not trend chasing with the latest games all the time or e-begging.
I kinda' feel the same, but not entirely.
Part of me wants to believe that
he's still in there, but with the way he's approaching his streams now makes me think otherwise. The vibe of the streams don't feel the same to me anymore and it all comes off like he's addicted to viewer metrics/money again like he admitted to a couple years back. Everything's more hammed up and forced than usual, to pander for money's sake than being legitimately entertaining. Idk.
I mean with the facecam thing, he
contemplated about Twitch trends and if not doing them on top of facecams much has "
helped or hindered" what he does, concludes he just doesn't like doing facecams, but then does it anyway because "
people enjoyed it" and/or "Gnorts raving would be fun/
needed to get use out of an $150 Leon jacket", the latter examples I find to be masking that he's really just doing it for the views. This isn't to say he's never done facecams before, just that with how frequent they've been lately has me, as well as others, worried he'll do it
more.
It's also the constant dubling down he's been doing that conerns me too, becasue really, there's nothing stopping him from taking a sponsorship in the furture and having a convieant excuse to get away with doing it, like using the V-Dub bit: It's still Vinny's way of being himself without selling out completely because it's an ironic inside joke and he can just deflect to V-Dub when questioned because "technically" it wasn't him -- a cope.
It makes me wonder if he's ever going to feel comfortable again finacially where he doesn't need to do all this pandering anymore. The major reason that factored into him starting this shift in the first place was because of that warehouse merch situation last year, which before that during that same year, he said he was in a good position
saving his money. This all likey seems to just be Vinny's new business model going forward until he inevitably streams less due to age and to focus on his music.