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Five Nights At Bearnstein's


It's been so long,
Since I last have seen my son
lost to this monster
to the man behind the slaughter

Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of your mother

I wish I lived in the present
With the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keeps leering in like a pack of snakes

Your sweet little eyes, your little smile,
is all I remember
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper

Justification is killing me
But killing isn't justified
What happened to my son, I'm terrified

It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger,
I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I'd been there.
 
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God-Bear.
Thanks for reminding me I can never use GodBear in place of God in my posts ever fucking again thanks to the no-self-control literal motherfucker making anything related to him poison until the end of his days and beyond.

For the first time I am considering a name-change to this account of 7 years running on the goddamn Farms too.
 
If I were to go back in time and reveal to Chris who he is now and what he will do he would not believe me and kick me out of his house.
you say that as if people, including professionals, white knights and trolls, didn't try throughout the years to tell Chris about who he really was back then. Chris didn't believe and would've kicked them out of his house.
 
I'm not yet convinced that everyone Chris comes into contact with is more responsible for his outcome than Chris. The only constant throughout his every struggle is himself, with unchanging childlike degeneracy and narcissism. Did bad actors aggravate his descent? Sure. But he has run in the opposite direction of accountability at every chance. So he is left to become a force of nature that no one can control. This was inevitable.
 
Years of isolation and neglect of getting adequate help for his autism. I’m also sure the constant trolling wasn’t of any help to his mental state.
 
Chris has been trying to coerce women into fucking him the entire time, the only difference now is that he finally had access to someone who had deteriorated enough mentally and was vulnerable enough to fall victim to it. He's was just too much of a coward to make any big moves on any previous woman he had real contact with because they were smart and able minded/able bodied enough to escape.

This is why I disagree with those who say Chris isn't at a high risk of reoffending. What happens if social workers place him in a halfway house or disability program with vulnerable, disabled females? Theres nothing stopping him from manipulating someone weaker than him into a sexual relationship that they don't have the capacity to consent to.

Chris has been a predator the entire time, just a shitty one. He's not going to change now.
 
Has anyone already brought this up?`
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Did Chris go full-on oedipus on us?

Timeline would match up, and chris is just crazy enough to interpret that as a cosmic sign - especially now in his time of no shame left.
 
He was a creep from the start, remember the Megan e-mails? He told her he "had to" draw himself fingering her and put it on ED because if he didn't indulge his sexual urges by doing that, he might've ended up raping her. And then told her his behaviour was perfectly normal and fine and she just needed to watch more porn to get used to it.

I say it's his fault, but if he'd had special education or a wrangler from childhood, and had been raised to respect other people's boundaries, he might (might) have had a better chance. Though he clearly knows right from wrong, so it's not any excuse.
 
  1. Chris's innate capacity for self delusion
  2. Chris's gullibility
  3. Chris's complete lack of boundaries
  4. Chris's selfishness
  5. Barb's emotional incest & general grooming.
  6. The trolls constantly pushing him to mutate into weirder and weirder versions of himself.
  7. The latest troll, Isabella Janke, sitting on the information for more than a week allowing Barb to continue to get raped.
 
I would say Chris Chan as the ultimate consoomer. His entire identity before the trans shit was built by corporate product. It defined his entire identity. Even his “Original Do Not Steal” work was stitched together from existing properties and his perverted power fantasies. When the connection between Chris’s fantasies and realty was cut for him it was only a matter of time
 
I think that an underrated element of Chris's experience is the slow entropy of his daily life. A lot of attention is focused, naturally, on the big moments, where the kind of drama that makes for good rubbernecking happened. And these moments were probably pretty transformative for him- it's the moments of high stress that modify a point of view (insofar as a person's point of view can be modified after childhood at all).

However, much of Chris's behavior only begins to make sense when you cross-reference these big moments with the slow grind of tedium that takes place for years and years between them. In all the periods when kiwis etc are losing interest, hopping off the train, and going back to their other lolcows, Chris was still right there, spooling in the narrative thread of his life.
So it's the pattern of daily life that constrains a person's goals (what they want is relative to what they already have) and it's the big narrative moments that constrain a person's methods (what they're willing to do/how far they'll go is informed by how things have worked out for them in marginal situations).

So in his daily life, Chris has almost nothing. He lives in squalor, he's extremely lonely, he's stuck with a woman he probably hates, he has no one to talk to irl. It's basically just a continual stream of ego-deleting media and fantasization, diddling exhausted desensitized seratonin receptors to distract himself from the misery.

In this respect, he's not too different from other NEETs; but they don't tend to rape their mothers. To figure that part out, we need to look at his behavioral constraints.
What SHOULD Chris have been doing in his situation? What would a "normal" person, minus Chris's particular trauma, do with his resources and his desires?

The obvious answer is to sell out, and that's what everyone was telling him to do. Null even got him to take the first steps towards it, right before things fell apart. He wants friends, sex, and toys, and he has a bunch of fame. It's natural to trade the latter for the former- money lets you go to cons, buy toys, and hire hookers.

Chris should have sold out years ago, and he didn't. Rather than selling out, he's taken a swift spiral into some of the darkest places a person can go.

With all this in mind:
A: Chris's desires must include something other than the standard NEET set. Motherfucking doesn't really scan as a way to fulfill sexual desire. It's almost certainly motivated by something specific involving him and barb. He wants to inact some sort of transcendental change on her.
B: Chris's constraints prevent him from selling out and fucking off. Some big experiences in his past must have convinced him that that's not an option. Maybe it's that he feels he can't trust anybody (even Null) to help him with it, maybe it's something else.
C: Chris lacks constraints concerning incest. This is obvious; but I think that these constraints must have been lost (he's not a potato, he understands right and wrong). Most likely he lost it somewhere along the idea guy era and his budding schizoaffective disorder. There's some specific rationalization that's overwritten the script that must have already been there; incest, especially parent/child incest, isn't some shit you can just not learn the rules about.

Here are some possible constraints that might make his behavior make sense:

"No one on the internet/outside of my immediate environment is real"
So much of Chris's life story involves people telling him to ignore trolls, that the internet is meaningless. This was good advice before he was famous, back when he could just walk away. But now that his fame is his biggest financial asset, any tendency he's internalized to treat the internet as "not real" undercuts the potential for gain there, as well as the consequences of spilling his secrets to internet people. That explains why he isn't trying harder to do the eceleb thing, and why he hasn't learned by now to treat trolls as dangerous.

Also, if no one on the internet is real: "I have sexual desires" ->"Porn isn't real enough to satisfy them" - > "I need a real woman"-> "People I don't interact with in person aren't real" - > "The only real woman I know is barb"

This chain of reality-logic isn't enough to lead him to rape barb, though. Part of her appeal is that she's real, and all normal constraints should apply to real people. So something else has overwritten that. Here's a contender:

"Boundaries are made to be broken"
Pretty self explanatory. The Troon shit, the woo shit, the dimensional merge shit– all a way of saying that norms need to be smashed in order to create a society where Chris can be happy/normal/loved. There's a reason everybody plays Komm Susser Todd. Same shit; the natural conclusion of the leftist desire to lower the floor of acceptable behavior in order to make everything acceptable and eliminate all criticism (criticism and ostracism are opposites here-one is personal, one is impersonal).

But it might be something specific about him and Barb. It'll be easy to tell from how he explains things going forward.

I'd honestly say that in 8/10 realities, Chris-chan sells the fuck out five years ago and everyone gets bored because all he does is sling merch and get into pissing contests with YouTube people. However this nightmare shit came about, the only way to make sense of it is to look at what specifically has happened to him in the last decade (what's warped his constraints), and his early childhood (what's warped his desires).
 
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