I've seen
a lot of shit, probably every fucked up thing that made the rounds on 4chan before ~2012 short of shit like Daisy's Destruction, but the ones that stick with me the most are:
- Don't Drink And Dive, a video of a guy diving face first onto a concrete embankment, which then cuts to nurses holding his face together in the ER. It's split open like an elite from Halo. This one haunts me because it's an instance of a pretty small mistake/lapse in judgement having life-changing consequences, which makes me uniquely uncomfortable.
- A video of some guy trying to film himself doing pullups on a crane off the roof of a skyscraper and not being able to and falling to his death offscreen. I'm sure he was a dickhead and it was darwinism, but I can't help but imagine being in that position and it gives me an immense sense of dread.
- A dash cam video of a brick falling off the back of a truck and striking and killing the driver offscreen, with the car slowing to a stop and the passenger realizing that his loved one just died. Similar to the first one, this one is haunting because of how random and undeserved it is; the implication that this can just happen to anyone at any time, and how quickly things can go from mundane to irreparably fucked.
I think the mundane ones stick with me because they have such a resemblance to a normal life. There's an element of separation to war and jihad and cartel and kink stuff, even serial killer stuff, random acts of evil from your fellow man, that's something you can guard yourself against, but the unpredictable, unavoidable, random acts of God that could happen to anybody, or massive consequences from relatively minor mistakes, that stuff really bothers me.
Also there are some actual literal gay aspie zoomers who blackmailed a child into killing her pets and that made me pretty upset. I deliberately made no attempt to remember what they call themselves because I know they get off on the attention but the important part is they're really blatantly gay and retarded looking, one of them looks like bobby hill and another one is a sissy and another one is brown and dresses up like shadman, it's extremely cringe.
I'm not sure what the worst thing ever would be for me, but reading about the
Dnepropetrovsk maniacs is probably up there. I was tempted to watch the video they filmed where they brutally torture/murder a guy with a hammer, but decided that I don't need that keeping me up at night.
I watched it when it circulated, as I recall the most unnerving aspect is how mundane the atmosphere is, just filmed in broad daylight like any other video, and how little the victim resists.
Funky Town. Probably the worst gore thing I've seen.
However, some of those videos that got posted from WorldCorp made me violently ill/angry despite it probably just being a stupid art project. The sounds alone are enough to make me mad.
Some of the audio was confirmed to be from CSAM so you're right to be mad about it.
If you're still not following me on this, imagine instead of a website it was some other really stupid childish fad. Like, suddenly one year all the kids are wearing short shorts that show off their ass. And then the next year it becomes normal for adults to do so, and eventually old people are doing it. And in your day to day life you find yourself interacting with people like your boss, your coworkers, your politicans, and your family members all with their big hairy asses and wrinkly legs sticking out for the world to see, even in the winter time.
They're called kurai pantsu.
If you want info on Worldcorp without having to actually listen to any of the awful sounds involved or even anything in the videos here's a decent video going over what it was.
Funky Town is a cartel video of a guy getting his faced cut off with box cutters while still alive while the song Funky Town plays in the background.
Nexpo is a cringe faggot but this video is okay.
Three pages and nobody wrote "child porn". I really envy you guys. And I wish that stuff I watched on the Internet was the wost things I ever had to witness.
I saw more than enough images on pre-Palin /b/ and other edgelord sites back in the day but thankfully managed to never be subjected to a video. Though the gif of the baby getting shit on is burned in my brain.
ETA: also a lot of stuff I read about pedowood (pre-qanon/pizzagate/when Epstein was still regarded as a conspiracy theory) and the use of child rape as a sort of contract, a thing they make people do so they have dirt on them so they can't go against the machine, and the massive child sex trafficking industry to facilitate it.
Also a lot of stuff I read about the CIA, DHS, DOD, etc.
The most soul crushing stuff has just been disclosure of facts, honestly.
