I want to care.
Life has made me totally apathetic towards anything and everything.
I wish there was something that made me want to keep going.
Right now, I'm just wasting time between birth and death.
I'm not materialistic so I don't care about possessions and I kind of despise human beings.
There's nothing that would motivate me to do things.
I mean, i stilldo things but it's because of a combination of habits and survival instinct.
I vaguely remember when I used to be different, when I used to be hopeful, innocent, happy.
However, those things were slowly chipped away, day after day, until there was nothing left.
That person is dead.
All that's left is this soulless rotten piece of trash that I've become.
I wish that there was something or someone that would change that.
Something to live for or even to die for.
That would be nice.