WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! - 6/18/2018

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1:23 Becky is clearly struggling and amber sits there filming her instead of helping. The effort it must take for her to get up from the sofa must be too much for her to help her girlfriend. I wonder if the thought to help her out even crossed her selfish mind in the first place?

Given how fat Amber is, I doubt she could do a damn thing to help Necky. I doubt they have more than one step stool, she's scurred of a 2 foot of the ground height cause she knows even that high could break her ankle if she fell, and she wouldn't be able to get on the step stool Necky is on because of how fat she is. If Necky ever fell and couldn't get up, I doubt Hamber could do anything but call 911.
 
((Heavy breathing intensifies right from the start))

"Trying to hang something" "Are you having a difficult time" "Yeah" "Makes me nervous you standing on that"
THEN GET UP AND HELP HER! Like a normal, loving couple, go over there and hold her while she's on the ladder. Lazy ass.

Oh my god, her reason for not seeing a therapist, I'm not even gonna justify it by scrutinizing it.
 
Really hard to get tacks in that wall. Good thing the landlord has no problem with me trying to hammer this shit in, and then give up and tape. No damage whatsoever, way better than something awful and tacky like a curtain pole.

When the fuck did she film this? Before her last video, I guess her discussion before was about this?

Can't put holes in the walls to hang a fucking curtain rod but can put a bunch of holes everywhere else to hang tacky posters. Logic. Amber is stupid.
 
When the fuck did she film this? Before her last video, I guess her discussion before was about this?
Amber purposely mixes up her video timeline. It’s one of the most annoying things about watching her, and she does it so she cannot be held accountable for her lies. Her being “off track” with her eating is the same timeframe that she was keeping her “weight loss” private because us plebes didn’t deserve to see her “succeeding”.
 
Given how fat Amber is, I doubt she could do a damn thing to help Necky. I doubt they have more than one step stool, she's scurred of a 2 foot of the ground height cause she knows even that high could break her ankle if she fell, and she wouldn't be able to get on the step stool Necky is on because of how fat she is. If Necky ever fell and couldn't get up, I doubt Hamber could do anything but call 911.
Surely she is capable of getting up from the sofa, walking a few steps towards Becky and holding the ladder for her to spot her in case she falls. Though maybe the vibrations from her footsteps might be strong enough to knock Becky off of her stepladder, shattering all of her bones.
 
Around 9:00 - did someone punch her in the eye? Or did she ran out of foundation and didn't cover the skin in that area?

Edited to add:

Amber seems to be very proud of how much food she ate. IMO she sounded like she was bragging.

Amberism of the day: "I have ate enough for 10 people".

In my experience, people who really want to do something just up and do it, and will mention it after the fact.
People who want to avoid doing something, will do all the talking as a way to procrastinate and to prevent other people from nagging them ("I already said I'm going to be doing X. I know about it. No need to remind me.")
 
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Becky's tits are smaller than her growing gut. Better run while you're mobile, girl.
 
The way she minimizes seeing a therapist is so fucking annoying. All she likes to do is talk, talk, talk. Talk to the camera, talk to her "friend of 8 years" talk to Becky. Amber (cause I know you're reading this) in the next video can you explain what is the goddamn difference from talking to all those people to talking to a therapist.
 
She "weighted" herself guys! FFS - put the GD fork down....but I'm sure they'll be a trip to the Chinese Buffet and McDonald's today no doubt.
 
She's looking like Chantel and Chantel is 10 years older. Becky is ruining herself just as AL and Chantel have done.

That actually makes me quite sad. While I do think Becky does make her own choices in terms of what she allows to go on, her weight (270s I think?) is still at a point where it is recoverable with work. The longer she remains with AL the less possible any improvements in any areas of her life (weight or otherwise) become. I'm not one to think Becky a saint, but she can do more.
 
Not getting up to help was probably the best choice she could have made. I wouldn't want her shifting the floor behind me if I were on a ladder. I'm going to think there's an earthquake, and I'm jumping before I take time to determine if Leviathan merely lumbered to a new position.
 
Her refusal to go to the therapist reminds me of when a kid won't let you show them how to brush their teeth or tie their shoes because "they can do it themselves". Most people outgrow the need to feel insecure about not knowing things, and become more comfortable with seeking help from someone more knowledgable and qualified...apparently she hasn't. She won't go to a therapist because she literally doesn't want someone to challenge her. Everyone in her life is under her thumb, why would she invite someone in who won't be?
 
That actually makes me quite sad. While I do think Becky does make her own choices in terms of what she allows to go on, her weight (270s I think?) is still at a point where it is recoverable with work. The longer she remains with AL the less possible any improvements in any areas of her life (weight or otherwise) become. I'm not one to think Becky a saint, but she can do more.

I just can't feel bad for her. If she hadn't quit her job within a month of meeting AL and made up that stupid "muh ankle" excuse maybe I'd think differently. Becky is a lazy mooch. At least AL makes some money.
 
I just can't feel bad for her. If she hadn't quit her job within a month of meeting AL and made up that stupid "muh ankle" excuse maybe I'd think differently. Becky is a lazy mooth. At least AL makes some money.

What makes me feel bad for her is that yes, she's made some bad choices, but all the ones we've seen have revolved around AL. There's no way this relationship is built to last the ages, but it is actually destroying her life well beyond the lifespan of their time together.

The gaps in her employment history will make her even less employable than she would have otherwise been. The longer the relationship continues, the higher her inevitable weight gain will be. Psychologically living with this influence in your life can't be good, and that means physically she'll eat more, first as patch of 'things AL and I can do together that make her happy', second out of unhappiness herself, third out of sheer opportunity from always being around food as a primary part of AL's existence. I don't think anyone could eat out with the frequency they do and not gain. She'll come out less physically capable of doing anything, and less mentally capable of believing she can do anything (something she struggles with anyway).

IDK, as much as she's an active part in these decisions, I feel sorry that this 'damn, that relationship was a dumb choice' learning moment in her life may well ruin her permanently.
 
Theory A: We're seeing another example of Amber morphing into her partner. Krystle was soft-spoken and cared somewhat about her health, so Amber was just the same. Dusty was a full-on sped, hence the brightly colored-clothing, bows atop shit-buns, and the loud, exceptional GOOORRRLL talk. Becky is clinically depressed and can't seem to find joy in anything, so Amber suddenly is too. Forget about when she was with Destiny, screeching at the top of her lungs, hanging out with friends and doing well at her job (allegedly). Becky's constantly sad, so Amber's constantly sad. Match made in heaven.

Theory B:
Amber seems to be very proud of how much food she ate. IMO she sounded like she was bragging.

It could be possible that she's found a feeder/sponsor and these overly descriptive food talks are all for him. He pays her, she wallows publicly about *exactly* how much she ate each day, and he faps to it. This theory is less likely to be true, but there seem to be a lot of fucking freaks out there so who knows.
 
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