WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! - 6/18/2018

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I really hate that Necky took those nice poster prints and stuck them up with tape. That's how you know they're white trash. She frames her sticker collection but not prints. Also, what is that construction paper pride flag?
 
“I know I could go on a 1200 calorie a day diet and fill up on vegetables and lean meats, but I wouldn’t feel the kind of full I like to feel.”

The kind where you eat so much it piles up to your esophagus? There’s nothing I hate more than being full, so this statement is outlandish to me. Besides, is there really any difference in filling your gullet up on vegetables or Mexican food either? Full is full.

Protein and fiber tend to make you feel full before your stomach is distended. Normal people who eat too much garbage, at holidays, for example, end up with a dull ache and sick feeling. Amber likes that feeling. That's why she'll eat insane meals buttressed with snacks that contain more calories than the average person's daily intake. She isn't hungry, she's just not so full that it hurts.

It's also why she eats like she hasn't seen food in a month; Becky said something once about savoring the flavor and Amber got a kind of vacant look trying to process it before dismissing the idea with her philosophy that eating faster means eating more. She's ignoring the biological trigger in her stomach telling her brain to stop eating because it's full, and racing the emergency trigger that screams "Jesus fuck please stop now."

Wanting a constant concrete weight of food in her stomach as an emotional fulfillment is one of her numerous issues that, as many people have pointed out, needs actual, ongoing therapy to address. The odds of that happening are about on par with losing weight by counting a two-person nugget meal as a zero point snack.
 
Jesus. Why does she always make the plan so unobtainable. 1,600 calories is WAY to low a caloric intake to maintain. Honestly, she should be between 2,300 - 2,500 calories a day. Maybe even a little higher than that. It’s just hard to comprehend that she’s not trolling because it’s been years of this. Years of “let’s hard restrict, fail, gain, hard restrict, fail, gain, etc...” why can’t she give high restriction (the most proven method of weight loss for people suffering with obesity) a chance?

I believe she does this shit because she THINKS her viewers will be more sympathetic when she fails. Since she knows she will not succeed (long term, at least...since I believe she honestly has NO genuine intention of losing weight) she spews out weight loss plans that are suitable for people half her size (partly because she's delusional and doesn't really view herself as the HUGE gorl that she is) and then pouts and pity parties when she fails. If AL sat on camera and said she was going to attempt a very achievable 2,300 to 2,500 calorie a day diet, and then inevitably fail, she would look even worse than she does failing at her more "extreme" diet plans.
 
It's honesty laughable that she really thinks she can convince us that she would be content on 1200 calories. That's the amount that I eat to maintain my weight and I'm just an inch taller than her. 1200 would make her feel STARVING. That's why she always fails because it's too severe of a calorie restriction for her massive size. There's absolutely no way that 1200 would make her feel even close to full. She's not fooling anyone.
 
Changing her diet plan once again! Back to WW. But then by 5 min into the video, admitting to not sticking to anything at all and eating “enough for ten people”...shocker! Wait wtf, 9 min in and she has decided to do 1600 calories again. Literally has flip flopped 3 times in one day. Always the moving of goal posts instead of actually fucking accomplishing something.

She’s nervous about Becky standing on a step stool because she’s afraid of heights...aka she doesn’t understand that falling from a foot off the ground is only dangerous for people like her. Not people like Becky who are not 500 (.2)lbs. She’s fine, dummy.

“I was doing really good you guys” I must have missed this. When???

“I’m glad I’m not giving up” ok. Whatever stops the tears, gorl.

AL knows that a step stool couldn't support her weight so falling is a given. She can't imagine what things are like for other people in any way.

God, the state of that room. Those haphazard drawers with no care put into closing them properly and... is that a Black Butler wall scroll hung up with duct tape? And the gay flag made out of construction paper?

I shouldn't be surprised but somehow the level of laziness they live in is always appalling lmao

Total teenage style decorating. You can hang posters but at least put them in a frame. It's not like it would break the bank to do it either.
 
She says when she is stuffing her face she is numb to her other problems.
What other problems does she have?
Narcissism. It's a really shitty way to live, it's like having your emotional growth stunted at age 5. Narcissistic people rarely go to therapy because they believe they know better than a therapist.
 
She says when she is stuffing her face she is numb to her other problems.
What other problems does she have?


getting twinkie's nails trimmed, Dusty moving away to Florida forever,Dusty and Dana might be engaged, the sexy pics Dana posts of Dusty sucking her boobs
 
What makes me feel bad for her is that yes, she's made some bad choices, but all the ones we've seen have revolved around AL. There's no way this relationship is built to last the ages, but it is actually destroying her life well beyond the lifespan of their time together.

The gaps in her employment history will make her even less employable than she would have otherwise been. The longer the relationship continues, the higher her inevitable weight gain will be. Psychologically living with this influence in your life can't be good, and that means physically she'll eat more, first as patch of 'things AL and I can do together that make her happy', second out of unhappiness herself, third out of sheer opportunity from always being around food as a primary part of AL's existence. I don't think anyone could eat out with the frequency they do and not gain. She'll come out less physically capable of doing anything, and less mentally capable of believing she can do anything (something she struggles with anyway).

IDK, as much as she's an active part in these decisions, I feel sorry that this 'damn, that relationship was a dumb choice' learning moment in her life may well ruin her permanently.

It's pretty easy to bullshit a gap in your employment history and nobody would really bat an eye if they wanted you bad enough. She could say she had a sick relative, health issues, couldn't find work, etc. It's not like she's applying for some corporate 6 figure job anyway, so I don't think she's much worse off than she was before. I don't feel sorry for her.
 
Binge eating is associated with larger stomach capacity (in both bulimic and obese binge eaters), which allows a person to eat more before feeling satiated. This makes her able to eat the enormous amount of food she so proudly rattles off.

This video is just an admission that she is a pathological liar. She lied about Weight Watchers. She lied about everything in her past videos. It is almost like she has two separate channels where she says different things and messed up with uploading.

1600kcal/day for a super morbidly obese (actual medical category) is not all that crazy. When you are that big, you are putting an insane amount of stress on your organ systems. Her heart, lungs, lymphatic system, and everything else is surrounded by hundreds of pounds of fat that make it much harder for them to work. Ever notice how she complains about being out of breath or swelling? Not normal. She is causing too much stress on her body and needs to lose a significant amount of weight fairly quickly. She is over 500 pounds and gaining. Her daily caloric intake is probably on the order of 4000-5000kcal.

1600kcal/day won't work because she has enablers and possibly a feeder in the house. She also has no real desire to lose weight. Ambs is probs hitting 1000kcal in her first meal and then has to bump up daily calories so she does not "starve."

She will need bariatric surgery to lose weight. That is not even a given because you can cheat after surgery by eating calorie dense foods, like milkshakes, that quickly pass through the tiny remains of your stomach.
 
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I couldn't bear to listen to the video - did she say she drank a 2 liter of Sprite? If so your estimate may be low because a 2l of Sprite is 800 calories. Also did she eat a single pre-assembled fajita taco or a restaurant serving wherein they bring that sizzling pan of meat and a personal stash of flour tortillas? I get the feeling this intake may be closer to 7000 calories.
She said she drank "a lot of" Sprite so I guessed 2l which correlates with her food intake, although it might be more, but I just cant imagine somebody drinking so much sugar.
Regarding the fajita, what do you think?
 
Amber, restricted caloric intake - even starving - has been linked with longer lifespan. In tests in mice, the mice that have been living on a restricted caloric diet lived longer than mice fed a regular diet, and mice that were regularly starved between feeding lived even longer.

Given you supplement your diet with the correct vitamins and nutrients, how is 1200 kcal/day bad in the long term?
 
What other problems does she have?
Is this a challenge? ;)
Lets see...
It's time stamped, but worth watching all of it.

  • Her room mates despise her (yes, I'm including Becky), and she knows they only keep her around because she's paying the bills
  • She has to pay for Becky's food
  • She's losing supporters at a very fast pace
  • She has no idea what she did to get the amount of money she got from YT a month or so ago, so she can't repeat it. Instead, she's cycling through all of her click bait, insulting her followers in the process, in hopes that lightening will strike more than once on the same spot.
  • She's way pass 500lb and gaining
  • She can't buy a LV bag at TJMax
  • Destiny and Dana are living it up in Florida
It's pretty easy to bullshit a gap in your employment history and nobody would really bat an eye if they wanted you bad enough.
One thing that most towns showcased in the video above have in common is lack of jobs. Besides, Becky doesn't have any skills that would make her desirable.

She graduated high school in town (which btw, has a F- rating on education). Has no areas on interest that might be applied to any kind of job in real life, and has that "lovely" demeanor.

What kind of employer would want her bad enough to bypass her lack of education, lack of social skills and gap of employment? Not to mention that she quit her job soon after coming back to work from an injury.
I just cant imagine somebody drinking so much sugar.

Not that long ago Amber bragged about drinking 6 cans of soda when she lost her infamous 89lb. Each can is 355ml. She was drinking 2.13 liters of soda per day. At least.
 
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