What is your dream, and what is interfering with it? - Maybe Kiwis can help.

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I don't have any hard goals. My mind is constantly moving back and forth and my motivations change. I'm a NEET now and have been for a long time, and I'm plagued with a fuckload of problems. Right now honestly I'm just trying to learn programming so I can try my hand at a game and see if I can get some money out of it, but I've been trying that for fucking weeks already. Insanity.
I also want to fix my pathological lying. I've got both my parents locked down and it doesn't feel nice, and its just enabling my shitty behavior since I'm not being pushed at all.
 
Realistic dream - I'd like to move out of state. I fucking hate Oregon anymore.

What's stopping me - I have a pretty good job, own my home, have a nice group of friends and I help financially assist a family member who can no longer care for herself. Part of it is obligation to that family member, part of it is because I feel I've got a pretty good life and tell/convince myself there's no need to pull stakes and move. Still would like to get out though.
 
I want to be an accomplished network engineer/architect or IT consultant that rides an evil looking motorcycle to work and builds battle robots on weekends. I also want to blog and write books on metaphysical and technical subjects, and learn to do bug bounties. Right now I'm struggling to concentrate on study for my ICT degree because life has been crazy, and I am very behind. I get anxious and my brain stops. I feel overwhelmed and doubt my own abilities plenty. The solution is resolving my fears and prioritising discipline over motivation... Harder than it seems in practice but I must do it.
 
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Realistic dream - I'd like to move out of state. I fucking hate Oregon anymore.

What's stopping me - I have a pretty good job, own my home, have a nice group of friends and I help financially assist a family member who can no longer care for herself. Part of it is obligation to that family member, part of it is because I feel I've got a pretty good life and tell/convince myself there's no need to pull stakes and move. Still would like to get out though.
Be lucky you don't live in a hellhole 120F/48C desert.
 
Anyone who has passive income and doesn't need to work for each penny if they don't want to is living the dream. Anyone that can live from royalties or stock dividends or just some inheritance that produce interests is a lucky fuck, even if they are not rich, just having that peace of mind of knowing your basic expenses are covered is enough.
Even first world retarded neets who get dissability checks for being retarded are luckier and wealthier than most hard working people in my country.
Also anyone who is generation money for themselves without having to generate 10X more money for some middle man jew first.
 
5+ years ago I would have said that I wanted to be a accomplished gamedev, then I realized part of that means building connections. For your game to be successful requires that you know people who can get the word out: streamers, reviewers, or just more-accomplished creators who can spread your game to their own followings.

Now I'm not even sure.
 
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