What is your dream, and what is interfering with it? - Maybe Kiwis can help.

I've spend many years trying to find my way in life, and my dreams. I guess I have a better idea today, but I'm still somewhat far from realising them.

A somewhat egotistical desire of mine is to be able to run 30 kilometers a day, without dying in the process. I want to be fit enough to maintain that degree of energy and strength in my body. I also want to build myself a decent amount of muscle that I can use in a daily life.

I also want to get my financial independance and start having a stable job. Perhaps a place to call home, and maybe having a family. But that's ridiculous to think about now.

Right now, not losing my mind about Corona-chan and not getting the coof is a priority.
 
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My main goal is to blow up.

My secondary goal is to continue expanding my farm until I don't need outside income. As in live a normal life and be financially secure without outside income. Not scraping by by canning wild berries I find and living like a 7th Century serf. I don't know why people assume THAT is what I want. Hippies are too stupid to live.

Anyway, the main impediment is the flood of Yankee carpetbaggers flooding into my area to buy up good land to waste as stupid 11 acre hobby farms. Land costs twice what it did here when I started out eight years ago. Anything good enough to justify the expense vanishes in a twinkling.

I guess I could sell and start over, but I really don't want to abandon my home.
 
Personally my main goal is to be able to earn enough of a steady income off of art to afford a few nice things. Nothing much. Just.... idk, snacks. The only thing that's impeding me from this from what i can see is simply not really being able to get my commissions posts spread as much as i'd like.

That aside, I do wish for what could be considered a normal job that I wont have an anxious breakdown at due to overwhelming stress and high demands. Sadly COVID is the main thing interfering there and that's out of my control. My seasonal job was cancelled this year bc of it, which really sucks.
 
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