What obscure thing made you feel?

[Mapache]

Going through a dead persons FB,
What happened was that a facebook friend of mine's cousin killed himself, on his FB he posted very frequently, It felt weird scrolling through his status updates, all ending so suddenly and knowing that it will stay like that for eternity (or however long FB lasts)
Last thing he ever did was PM my facebook friend an image of him holding a gun to his head along with telling her how much he was sorry for making everyone's life around him shit and failing at life and to tell his mom he was sorry and he was grateful for everything she did for him (his dad left.) He was 19.
It felt weird looking at his picture, knowing that seconds after sending it he shot himself and is now floating in non existence forever. He didn't look sad, depressed, he looked as best as i can say, disconnected if that makes sense.

 

[Bassomatic]

That's a sad read for sure.

Wow, that reminds me of something I had happen. A good friend of mine and I used to have a fake E war online just to troll.
He was right out of the police academy and killed on a traffic stop like 3 weeks in. Last thing I told him was on the forum with our fake e fight was he was a bitch and no one liked him or something along those lines.

 

[Bugaboo]

A cat at work was put down because he was adopted out twice and twice he was brought back because "he wouldn't come out of his hiding place" and then he became aggressive and had to be put down. Before all this he was very cuddly and friendly, I think he needed more time to adjust.
Of course if you get upset about every animal that gets put down you'll end up going insane but it's kind of sad he was a good cat and he had to die because the people who had adopted him had not given him the time to settle in and come out of hiding

 

[Rabbit Bones]

My stepdad, Joe, had cancer. He didn't want to go to a nursing home, but Hospice said he needed someone home all the time. So I quit my job and let them move into my house, and I took care of him. It took him about six months to die. He'd always been such a proud and independent man, and you could tell he was deeply ashamed every time he got sick, or needed the bed pan (and later, diapers). We talked a lot... we hadn't been terribly close before, but we got to know each other, and I really liked him. He told me I was a lot more interesting than his daughter once, which was really funny at the time, but makes me sad now. It was painful when he started to slip out of lucidity. He'd get confused and ask where he was, he'd try to get up even though he was too frail, he'd get upset when mom wasn't there. Sometimes he got angry at me for trying to calm him down. The last day he was alive, my mom kissed him before she went to work and he said he loved her. He died sometime between mom leaving for work at 6AM and me checking on him at around 8.

That's why I get so angry when people online fake cancer. All I can think of is Joe.

 

[Mapache]

That's a sad read for sure.

Wow, that reminds me of something I had happen. A good friend of mine and I used to have a fake E war online just to troll.
He was right out of the police academy and killed on a traffic stop like 3 weeks in. Last thing I told him was on the forum with our fake e fight was he was a bitch and no one liked him or something along those lines.

I'm certain he didn't take it to heart, but damn.

 

[AN/ALR56]

My paternal grandfather died from Alzheimer's while I was 7, it made a massive mark in my life and destroyed the confidence and self esteem I had,especially because my family got so poor that we dint eat meat for weeks , a family that bought extremely expensive gifts for me in the last year.
It's horrible, a disease so horrible that only the people who took care of someone with it knows what it does.
It made me swear to myself that if I have that disease and there is no cure , I will just kill myself