I don't interact with people in my daily life, no
There’s the reason why you’re miserable, right there.
Your narcissism, delusions of grandeur and paranoia prevent you from being able to form any meaningful bonds, and so you’ve trapped yourself in an echo chamber with your own delusional style of thinking.
You immediately jump to the worst conclusions about people you’ve never met nor spoken to, and then you wonder why you can’t find peace. This is the source of your receding hairline, and why you’re susceptible to demoralization propaganda.
This is exactly what paranoid schizophrenics do prior to snapping, by the way. Never met a schizophrenic who didn’t think that total strangers were out to kill them, or that they were being persecuted in some shape or form. Like you, they also live in squalor and think that they are completely fine (when everyone around them knows that they’re not).
I’ve seen it happen in real time. Isolation and limiting all socializing to the internet is going to drive you to either murder or suicide in no time.
I’m aware of what the demoralizers say. Maturity is realizing that they are one of two things:
1. They are foreign agents seeking to exaggerate reality. Usually the kind of people who fall for the propaganda are not mentally well.
2. The people who fell for the propaganda hook, line and sinker. Not a single one is mentally well or has achieved anything in their life.
I used to listen to people like you when I was a teenager in the mid 2000s. They said all the same nonsense that you say.
But then, I started to think critically. Enough critical thinking that I started looking into what kind of person demoralizes others. It became apparent to me that not a single one of these guys have families, or make a decent wage. They’re as uneducated as they come.
It’s what got me into looking into all sides of a debate before forming my own opinions. I’m a TERF because I put sex above race when it comes to other women. Sisters before misters, as the saying goes.I know how dangerous some men are, but I also know some really good men who’d put their lives on the line for their own families. I’m not exactly locking myself in my home to avoid men just because of the homicide statistic.
At the same time, I’m not an absolutist. You know damn well that you don’t know what the future holds. Tomorrow isn’t guaranteed to any of us, after all.
You may have convinced yourself that you’re fine, everyone else is the problem. But you’ll be clinging to the schizophrenic label once you hurt someone else (because you talk like a schizophrenic who is only one bad day away from decapitating someone).
But then again, you’re not beating the allegation that you’re projecting your own failures onto the rest of the white race (lol). You haven’t done anything to improve your own life.