BECAUSE BIG PHARMA IS TRAINING YOU TO TAKE MASSIVE JEW NIGGER COCKS DOWN YOUR THROAT.
WHY DO YOU THINK THEY MAKE SSRIS THAT NUMB YOUR THROAT AND YOUR MIND?! YOU ARE GOING TO BE THE NEXT GENERATION OF NIGGERCATTLE GOING INTO PURE FRANKENSTEIN SEXUAL SLAVERY
Or I guess its because your taking a large amount of medication and they cant minitaurize the pill economically further idk