There are many reasons and beliefs to conclude that I am a sufferer of schizophrenia. A lot of the behavior that I have expressed on this website and ED have shown that I might have schizophrenia without even being diagnosed with it. Psychology problems that schizophrenics often have are depression, paranoia, and fear which I receive when I feel like something is going to happen to me on this thread, but I am really just deluding myself to believe a big lie when the thread hasn't gone anywhere due to the lack of content posted until I bumped it with that awful long post. As for behavioral problems, I acted hostile in a very whiny way towards the Kiwi Farms after the Entersphere died by making shitposts to attack it. In my last post where I tried to explain why I wasn't a lolcow was due to having no clue what I was talking about since I often had nonsense word repetition because I was using the wrong word choices and didn't know what most of the internet words meant or just used them incorrectly. Speech is also an issue because I created long walls of poorly written text since I acted with my emotions which were caused by my mood problems. My mood is what made the long speech unreadable and beyond spergy since I felt nothing but sadness from the actions I did since I made myself low by thinking that it was a good idea to be spergy about Enter in the first place or attack the Kiwi Farms in any way.
One common thing about schizophrenics is aggressive behavior which I have shown towards Enter and his fans because at the time I thought he was the enemy since I thought he was this talentless hack and terrible person when in reality I wasn't being a better person than him by being an Entersperg. I also tried to claim that my opinion wasn't my own within the spergy text to block the guilt I had towards being a sperg about Enter. I tried to claim that I got my opinions from other Enterspergs. I've may have been inspired to become an Enter hater from Clay Claymore and other Enterspergs, but it was my slowness in activity and thoughts that caused thoses awful opinions of mine to be formed along with me believing anything since I usually look up stuff online and try get other people's opinions. If I hear something popular is getting bashed with an overwhelmingly negative response like MLP I usually believe it since I am not really good at forming my own opinions. However it doesn't mean I always follow the crowd or negative opinion. Although I blamed my opinion's by saying that those thoughts aren't my own, those thoughts are still mine own regardless since I was the one that made myself think that way in the first place.
My mood often consists of being depressed due to what I did during July and the Entersphere since that was the first thing that turned me into a lolcow, fear of doing more embarrassing acts, and hallucinating future posts on my thread or people finding the real me or blaming it on someone else related to me. Another part about schizophrenics is that they have a false belief of superiority which is what caused all of my problems since I didn't see myself as autistic at all. False belief of superiority is was what lead to my downfall because I thought that the Enterbots, Mr. Enter, or anyone else I've attacked were lesser than me when I wasn't that much of a better person myself. Even when I tried to compare myself to other lolcows on the thread, I still tried to act superior to the worse people that I compared myself to when it doesn't make up for my actions at all. I also try to give inappropriate emotional responses if I am feeling sad about myself or guilty. There might be others things I've haven't mentioned about why I think I am schizophrenic or stuff I haven't mentioned in detail but I don't want to be too much of a sperg.
