Welcome to fucking Hololive Kronii this is the same shit almost all fresh gens suffer in their first months , it took Calli almost a year and a complain from her manager and simps to stop streaming while watching the clock , Gura got hit the hardest with her new fame that she said most of the same things Kronii complained on a minecraft stream because she was not used to be this popular, Amelia got a burnout more quickly because she was also thinking how to improve herself while keeping tabs in all her mates to prevent something horrible for happening ,Ina has to expand her repertoire to not be niched of being a artist and struggled a lot to do it and Kiara well is Kiara
So yeah welcome to mother fucking Hololive , you will live don't worry about it