Skitzocow Kindness / Alyssa Jo Frauens / @KindKinkster / AJ Frauens / Stella Lawrence / Zion Stellar and Paul Mendoza / Bonnie Nelson / @BonnieMakes - LF BPD munchie furry dogsitter to pee in bathtub and eat all my food, inquire inside, hourly rates

Sadly this is very true. A single narcisist can and does cause complete chaos with any sort of group therapy - church aid, AA, anger management - it don't matter. They'll destroy the group just to feed their ego - especially if they do actually need the help badly and admit it.
oof, feel this. I think it takes someone who's seen some shit to deal with narcissists in church/charity settings. They are the ones who know that "loving" sometimes means giving people the cold, hard truth, not just being polite. It's something you can only learn with experience.

All this talk about Paul being able to just rub his hands back into place makes me hope they have tooth trouble and try to knock it out with an ice skate like Castaway. Idiots.
 
Rate me a soft cunt but I'm just concerned for Kindness now.
Yeah she's a straight up fucking liar, nutter and grifter, and yes she's said some very suspect things and often acts like a manipulative arsehole but honestly I'm really seeing her as a victim lately.
Am I wrong? Is it the beer I've drunk tonight?

She larps rape accusations, pretends to be a witch, hates the people who care about her and orbits the sort of sickos the rest of us would run a mile from but I really think she's just lost herself in the last few years.
Meth, Adderall, dope, actual mental illness, whatever the fuck is behind all this shit this is clearly a very vulnerable person.
Get the fuck away from the freaks Alyssa, Bonnie and his online ilk are going to hollow you and your pretend headmates out and then drop you from a thousand feet.

I know she's toxic, I know shes nasty and exceptional but I think at heart she's just a fucked up internet cow who didn't take the right turn.

Heal yourself kindness, it isn't too late.

But then what do I know? When I first dropped into this site I actually believed there was hope for Kevin.

What a wanker I turned out to be.
 
Millions of potheads every day manage to find the spoons to pack a bowl.

  1. Take a nug
  2. Grind it
  3. Put it in the bowl
  4. Blaze away

Hell, if you're lazy, you can shove a whole nug in there.

This is an astonishing level of laziness.

This is like pissing the bed 'cause you're too lazy to get up laziness.

Making cold cereal is more difficult.
 
Millions of potheads every day manage to find the spoons to pack a bowl.

  1. Take a nug
  2. Grind it
  3. Put it in the bowl
  4. Blaze away

Hell, if you're lazy, you can shove a whole nug in there.
If she doesn't have a bowl because she seized up & broke it, there's always the Clif Bar Resort.
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Rate me a soft cunt but I'm just concerned for Kindness now.
Yeah she's a straight up fucking liar, nutter and grifter, and yes she's said some very suspect things and often acts like a manipulative arsehole but honestly I'm really seeing her as a victim lately.
Am I wrong? Is it the beer I've drunk tonight?

She larps rape accusations, pretends to be a witch, hates the people who care about her and orbits the sort of sickos the rest of us would run a mile from but I really think she's just lost herself in the last few years.
Meth, Adderall, dope, actual mental illness, whatever the fuck is behind all this shit this is clearly a very vulnerable person.
Get the fuck away from the freaks Alyssa, Bonnie and his online ilk are going to hollow you and your pretend headmates out and then drop you from a thousand feet.

I know she's toxic, I know shes nasty and exceptional but I think at heart she's just a fucked up internet cow who didn't take the right turn.

Heal yourself kindness, it isn't too late.

But then what do I know? When I first dropped into this site I actually believed there was hope for Kevin.

What a wanker I turned out to be.
She's the kind of woman where you start feeling sorry for her she'll take advantage of you. Cunts like her deserve every horrible thing that happens to her.
 
She's the kind of woman where you start feeling sorry for her she'll take advantage of you. Cunts like her deserve every horrible thing that happens to her.
Also she abandoned animals that she supposedly rescued. In a way it kinda feels like she deserves it on that front alone, as she chose some literal crazy strange over them in the first place.

ETA- Bonner is still a greasier piece of shit tho. He deserves whatever comes crashing down with her brand of crazy.
 
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Is there any content from Alyssa when she was not insane? Lot of people defending her which is confusing to me. I don't think anyone is putting a gun to her head forcing her to post sexual trash online all day.
She seems vulnerable loser crazy, as opposed to Bonnie who seems angry loser crazy. It’s not necessarily defending her to see why a man with a seething hatred of women has latched onto an emotional sinkhole desperate for attention and approval.
 
Rate me a soft cunt but I'm just concerned for Kindness now.
Yeah she's a straight up fucking liar, nutter and grifter, and yes she's said some very suspect things and often acts like a manipulative arsehole but honestly I'm really seeing her as a victim lately.
Am I wrong? Is it the beer I've drunk tonight?

She larps rape accusations, pretends to be a witch, hates the people who care about her and orbits the sort of sickos the rest of us would run a mile from but I really think she's just lost herself in the last few years.
Meth, Adderall, dope, actual mental illness, whatever the fuck is behind all this shit this is clearly a very vulnerable person.
Get the fuck away from the freaks Alyssa, Bonnie and his online ilk are going to hollow you and your pretend headmates out and then drop you from a thousand feet.

I know she's toxic, I know shes nasty and exceptional but I think at heart she's just a fucked up internet cow who didn't take the right turn.

Heal yourself kindness, it isn't too late.

But then what do I know? When I first dropped into this site I actually believed there was hope for Kevin.

What a wanker I turned out to be.
I agree with your statement. I feel concerned and sorry for Alyssa but unfortunately I can do nothing to help her because I have been placed in the "stalker" group so now all I can do is watch and archive this slow trainwreck.

Like a lot of mentally ill people, she is vulnerable to being manipulated and abused. If you notice in her tweets, her behavior shows that she has some kind of trauma gained from other people doing stuff to her. The fact that Paul is the best relationship she has had says many things about her previous relationships. And this is the same person who uses her as personal sex toy and doesn't actually care about her wellbeing.

However it's also important to remember that's she's fucking demented and due to that she does all those things you said. She lies almost every time she breathes. She manipulates people to gain an ounce of attention.

I would like her to get help but like many lolcows, they don't. I want many of my favorite lolcows to get better but they don't. They just stagnant or get worse and we watch them from afar. They never learn. They never develop. They never get better. If she actually changes, I'll be happy for her but unfortunately I don't think she will because she's surrounded by manipulators and enablers. The only moment she'll have some realization is when Bonnie eventually dumps her and she's surrounded by people who actually tell her the truth.
 
I agree with your statement. I feel concerned and sorry for Alyssa but unfortunately I can do nothing to help her because I have been placed in the "stalker" group so now all I can do is watch and archive this slow trainwreck.

Like a lot of mentally ill people, she is vulnerable to being manipulated and abused. If you notice in her tweets, her behavior shows that she has some kind of trauma gained from other people doing stuff to her. The fact that Paul is the best relationship she has had says many things about her previous relationships. And this is the same person who uses her as personal sex toy and doesn't actually care about her wellbeing.

However it's also important to remember that's she's fucking demented and due to that she does all those things you said. She lies almost every time she breathes. She manipulates people to gain an ounce of attention.

I would like her to get help but like many lolcows, they don't. I want many of my favorite lolcows to get better but they don't. They just stagnant or get worse and we watch them from afar. They never learn. They never develop. They never get better. If she actually changes, I'll be happy for her but unfortunately I don't think she will because she's surrounded by manipulators and enablers. The only moment she'll have some realization is when Bonnie eventually dumps her and she's surrounded by people who actually tell her the truth.
Yes, sadly I think you're right. I was drunk and maudlin last night and thinking she may have a chance if she could break the cycle but she is too wilful and seems to revel in all this lunacy.
 
No, Paul didn’t massage a dislocated hand bone back into place after a YEAR.

He’s just getting fatter and his bones are buried a little further under the fat now. Gross. What an unfuckable swamp creature.

Also, recognizing that Alyssa is probably truly mentally ill and therefore more vulnerable to people like Paul isn’t simping. She’s slowly committing a rat mass murder, potentially tried to have her nanny kids FEED AT HER ROTTED BREAST (address this one Alyssa Frauens, I dare you), and claims to drive while seizing.

She’s not an innocent victim. But that doesn’t mean she isn’t in danger of becoming a victim all the same. And pointing that out shouldn’t be equated with thirst.

Go back to your psychiatrist, Alyssa. At least they wouldn’t try to talk you out of taking your medicine in order to make you easier to control and/or fuck. Paul’s dick isn’t an anti-psychotic.
 
I think it's important to keep in mind that while Paul Bulldozer MD is feeding into her delusions and freeloading at her place she is also fully aware of all the lies and performative bullshit she's pulling on him for sympathy. She's no doubt smugly thinking to herself how she just has to fake some illness or make stupid bird noises at him to get him to do what she wants. She's not a victim any more than he is and they deserve this bizarre and insincere house of lies they've built for each other.
 
Yes, sadly I think you're right. I was drunk and maudlin last night and thinking she may have a chance if she could break the cycle but she is too wilful and seems to revel in all this lunacy.
Nothing wrong with that, I feel pity for her too at times. But, she's too far down the hole to be reached.

As for your concern about her being a victim - well, she is. Unfortunately for her, her abuser is skilled, experienced, and knows every one of her buttons and fears and joys so she'll never break free.

No, I'm not talking about Pauncho Villa, I'm talking about the only headmate she actually has. Herself.
 
She's manipulative like most thots and BPD monsters are. She knows exactly how to curry favor out of people with her constant bullshit.

I don't feel pity. It would be one thing if she was a young adult and had actual trauma she freaked out about. Alyssa is 29, at least capable of getting and maintaining a job for some time, has tried getting on Medicaid and disability and has failed, and she has an excessive amount of ""abusive"" bullshit sob stories even compared to the insane Cluster B cunts I've dealt with over the years. And she's successfully e-begging while doing all this. Don't fall for her shit.
 
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