I am very tired, my diet is shit and I believe it really got bad since last year. I think what is fucking me up is reality mixing with movies, its all so tiresome. I find myself going around town and seeing all the masked people, after 2 years of this scam really fucks me up. I go around some times whispering and some times saying in a high voice "you bunch of retards, you fucking zombies". Yesterday I saw a very young girl, must have been a teenager or early 20s in the open with a fucking mask and I started laughing.
I know the government is lying, it seems they dont want to stop, the only reason they dont stop its all the retards around using a useless mask. Im tired, my stomach hurts, I really wish I was old so I could say I have little left to live in this goddamn clownworld full of excptional clowns.