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If you must kill yourself, at least do it in a funny way.

I've always thought floating up over disneyland on a bunch of weather balloons, then setting off the fireworks I've wrapped myself in, would be memorable.
 
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Chief, I'm already considered a traitor to my country and my culture, failed to live up to an insane standard of manhood that has more errata than Warhammer 40k
What do you mean by that? I thought tradition is dead.

I've apparently helped ruined multiple hobbies and subcultures I've loved
You don't sound like one of the people that usually ruin them. Besides, they are going to die anyway.

and most importantly, the world only exists to agitate and troll, genuine personalities and statements are mocked.
So you want to die, because of trolling on the internet or something? Because as far as I know, IRL nobody gives a shit.

I mean, I am not in a position or state to try to change your mind right now, but maybe there are other options. God, I wish there were other options.
 
If you must kill yourself, at least do it in a funny way.

I've always thought floating up over disneyland on a bunch of weather balloons, then setting off the fireworks I've wrapped myself in, would be memorable.
Well, what I got in mind is to do it while watching the ocean while on a balcony or on the beach. I'm not adverse to one last joke, but what to do with that setting....
So you want to die, because of trolling on the internet or something? Because as far as I know, IRL nobody gives a shit.
Not exactly. Trolling has always existed since man has language (Diomedes). It's just that now it's the rule rather than the exception, and is now the rewarded way. When I heard the leader of the free world brag about doing it, that's when the clock started for me. Everything is done to pwn someone else. Everything is done just so someone can point and go "Triggered!" or "UMAD?" This is a world I don't want, and since I"m not selfish enough to demand the world change for me, I'm going to just step off the stage and let it do it's thing. Besides, as mentioned above, me being gone is going to be a positive anyway.

 
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As how the left is completely retarded, I doubt the left would’ve been cancelled by you did an hero. So the only solution is to live out of pure spite. Like Eugenia Cooney and other ana-chans.
@Frank West

As for me, I’m going to a party at a friends place now (phoneposting now)
Hopefully I’m going to become shitfaced tonight:biggrin:
 
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Last week has been iffy, but it went 180 the last 24 hours (it seems despite delays/software issues, I can still science gud and my boss was over the moon with my Friday report). Ryle Kittenhouse results also helped. :) Clear gameplan moving forward and I reached out to frens/fam (trying to organize a San Diego road trip in the next few weeks — nice to visit people and my birthplace again). Being back in my birthstate of California again is odd, but meeting way more salt-of-the-earth types in the ancestral homeland (major whitepill).

Thinking about dating again, but clown world (especially in CA) is intimidating. Approaching with caution and care.

I've always thought floating up over disneyland on a bunch of weather balloons, then setting off the fireworks I've wrapped myself in, would be memorable.
Definitely memorable, but you’d have to die in California, which I’ve been told is hellish for proud Texans like yourself. Doesn’t matter — I’m just glad my state and people (at least the “good ones”) can squeeze the last bit of tourist money out y’all. :smug:
 
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Last week has been iffy, but it went 180 the last 24 hours (it seems despite delays/software issues, I can still science gud and my boss was over the moon with my Friday report). Ryle Kittenhouse results also helped. :) Clear gameplan moving forward and I reached out to frens/fam (trying to organize a San Diego road trip in the next few weeks — nice to visit people and my birthplace again). Being back in my birthstate of California again is odd, but meeting way more salt-of-the-earth types in the ancestral homeland (major white-pill).

Thinking about dating again, but clown world (especially in CA) is intimidating. Approaching with caution and care.


Definitely memorable, but you’d have to die in California, which I’ve been told is hellish for proud Texans like yourself. Doesn’t matter — I’m just glad my state and people (the “good ones”) can squeeze the last bit of tourist money out y’all. :smug:

I thought Disneyland was in Florida. Boy would the pieces of my face be red.

Dating is gay.
 
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My friend has invited a fucking sandnigger. This evening is going to be awful, even more reason to get shitfaced:|
 
I thought Disneyland was in Florida. Boy would the pieces of my face be red.

Dating is gay.
You be thinking of Disneyworld — granted is dying in Florida better for a proud Texan compared to dying in California? Tough choices.

I’d imagine going out in fireworks at Six Flags Over Texas is more your thing?
 
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So you want to die, because of trolling on the internet or something? Because as far as I know, IRL nobody gives a shit.
My advice is lose your mind, and realize it was worth way less than your life, and spend your remaining life having fun.
Nothing really rocks and nothing really rolls and nothing's ever worth the cost.
So maybe you can't smile any more. Welcome to the club. There are a lot of us in this club.

You can still always laugh. Just open your mouth and belt out one. Now you are in our club of those who can laugh but smile no more, along with Baudelaire.
 
Actually doing okay all things considered, couple blackpill-esque things here or there but I doubt this is the place to vent and look like a fag.
 
I’ve started playing guitar again for the first time since my keyboardist died in June. He definitely would have been disappointed I let things slip like that. Been trying to get jam sessions with my drummer going again, but work-life hasn’t exactly synced up for us.
Took my dog to my mom’s to see how he handles being around her dog, which makes me a lot more confident that I won’t have to deal with a bad situation at a dog park.
 
Mad as all hell. A crime was committed against me - one that may cost me thousands in the coming days - and I know exactly who did it, but have nothing but previous experiences to prove it. Knowing that this skank will get off scot free makes me seethe. Police are shit. It is 2 AM and I'm in planning mode and can't sleep.
 
Bit anxious about getting as much work done as possible before Christmas (mostly so I can enjoy it stress-free with family), but other than that it's just same shit, different day.
 
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My BPD spinster aunt won't let me see my granny this Thanksgiving because I'm unvaccinated and my mom isn't much of a help either since she's been trying to push the jab on me since April. Gran's 91 and got a foot in the grave so this Thanksgiving may be her last, but the fact that I can't even show up to her condo wearing a neck gaiter makes no sense.

I did break even with my freelancing this month though, so that's nice. Got one more job lined up before the long weekend on Monday.

Edit: Fam had a change of heart and allowed me to show up for TG dinner.
 
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