I have to just speak my truth on this.
Honestly, I feel like I've reached the upper limit of how much I am capable of tolerating from "the left." The way they've deliberately buried this story, willfully, and have actively repressed the fact that it was essentially a black racial terrorist attack, and that children were the victims, is so morally filthy and disgusting to me that I just can't in good faith say that I can consider the people doing these things to be human beings.
Maybe other people have more patience or goodwill than I do. I think the right wing has been very patient with the left through all of the heinous, disgusting, evil shit that they've done to us. We've tolerated a lot of their behavior without sinking to their level.
I'm not sure that makes us "good Christians" or if it just makes us spineless, disgusting faggots who aren't willing to condemn and punish the behavior of evil people through righteous anger and rage. I think it's the latter, at this point.
This seems like as good a moment as any to get off that train and say, "you know what, I think the time for goodwill has come to an end." These people are demonic. They're beyond saving. They are completely brainwashed and they are completely and utterly out for blood and to destroy their ideological opponents through any means necessary.
What they have done by actively repressing this evil act from their propaganda, while simultaneously demonizing a 17 year old as a mass murderer who was just trying to defend his own fucking life, is so disgusting, so unacceptable, so vile to me... that I am simply completely done with every fucking one of them. Personally, socially, financially, politically, culturally, everything. I want them as far away from me as possible, in another country, maybe another planet, removed from any position of influence over my and the people around me. I have absolutely nothing but coldness inside of me toward them. No feelings, no warmth. Just cold, silent hatred. No more "debating." No more phony goodwill and pretending I don't think they're evil trash. That's my truth. Maybe it's not yours. Am I becoming a monster, a hateful person? I feel like I am. But maybe it's called setting a boundary with worthless, evil, abusive filth that offers absolutely nothing to your existence. Maybe it's not "hatred" that I'm learning. Maybe it's self-love. Maybe it's developing enough of a collective self-esteem to care about yourself enough to remove the fucking demons from your life and throw away the key and never think about the motherfuckers again. It's about time more white people (and decent people) did, if you ask me.