She's getting the same brownish circles around her eyes as Juliana. She has been for at least two or three years, but they're really noticeable here.
By the way, the video is a bore-fest, she just breaks down some Amazon carboard boxes (mUh CaPiTaLiSm) while sitting on the doorsteps, visibly panting from the effort, has to forcefully grip the doorsteps barristers to hoist herself up, puts said boxes in the garden, covers them with leaves and hay, then talks about how 10% of the traffic to her videos comes from a "fat hating website". Truly riveting content. Do not - I repeat DO NOT - watch these 11 minutes as they're a total waste of time.
There's been a meme-saying floating around in SJW circles for years, now—"Act with all the confidence of a mediocre white man" (implying that the women who say it are any more smart, skilled and self-disciplined than the men they feel free to deride). Corissa, to me, has always embodied that, puffing herself up as smarter and more competent than she is, while repeating unoriginal self-help slogans and political ideas she's lifted from others.
The joke is on her, because she's never been any better than mediocre herself, and even her days of mediocrity are past her. She's in a real decline, both physically and mentally, and this video makes it obvious. On top of that, her audience is shrinking, given her retreat behind a paywall, and as she gets visibly older, sicker, less mobile, and more limited in the scope of her life, she's going to have a very hard time attracting new followers.
Fat Heffalump once went on a rant about being marginalized within the FA community for being too old and ugly. She may have been crazy, but in that case, she wasn't wrong. Corissa gained her audience in the days when she was still young and fairly active and stylish—when she could still put a reasonably good face on being a fatty. Lots of sad fatgirls saw her and wanted to be like her. But just look at her now; can you imagine any desperate, self-loathing chubette seeing Corissa in her current state and saying, "Oh! She seems really cool, and I want to be just like her!"? You can't. I know you can't. Because they don't. And capturing the young ones, who are still too dumb to know better, is how you keep expanding your audience when you're selling these kinds of shitty ideas.
That a full 10% of her views come from Kiwi Farms really should tell her something—but it's not about us.
Admit it guys. We're just really insecure.
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I do think Corissa IS inspirational. She insipires hundreds of people to NOT be like her, because she is a sad, filthy, almost immobile blob.
Fuckin' PL: I'm an Old—just old enough to be her mother. But like most reasonably self-aware adult humans of any age, I wrestle with occasional self-doubt that I'm adequately taking care of shit in the present, and not fucking up my future (or anyone else's).
Honestly, there are bad days, but when I look at Corissa on those days, reality snaps back into its proper shape and I can say, "Eh, fuck it; I'm doing okay." I should probably pay her for this valuable mental health service she's providing, but that would be capitalism, and therefore bad, so I'll spare her the moral struggle over it.