Alright, feel free to rate me autistic but sometimes, especially these days, friendships on the internet are a lot like, if not deeper, than real life ones. Especially to younger people on the internet.
Just like what
@Large Rodent and
@Oshasha mentioned, those online dynamics can apply to people who are older than young teens, as silly as it sounds.
When someone you think you’re close to ends up manipulating and threatening you with threats of suicide to keep you with them no matter how toxic they are to you, that’s going to do a number on you, regardless of how it’s done. Emotional abuse is an actual thing, and Autumn does quite a lot of it like explained in previous posts.
You love Bomb someone and become closer to them so they trust you, then just either slowly introduce your more toxic traits, or explode those emotions at your “friends” to scare them, with only warnings of “btw I suffer from depression I hope u can still like me

” as the only indicator of it existing.
Maybe
@lexdoggy dykefuckerthing is blowing it out of the water because it gets notices, but it also wouldn’t be surprising if they’re actually suffering from what Puppy put them through, which in that case the best thing to do is realize that, while it’s hard to see everyone love your abuser and act like they do no wrong, sometimes you can’t do anything and you just need to let it be. Find some people who love and support you if you’re suffering and talk to them as it’s very unlikely your attempts to get Puppy gone will succeed, especially if you’ve made multiple at this point.