I disagree. I've seen no signs that Lucas ever thinks what he's doing is wrong. Pushback doesn't make him think he's done something bad - it's a sign that the person pushing back is a bad person for not letting him do it.
To be fair, a lot of the money Lucas has might have been meant for troon charity but kept by him. He embezzled from the Canadian Communists, after all, why would we assume his vaunted 24 hour charity stream wasn't just, 'I'm raising money to support trans people, I'm trans people, more money for me!' ?
Funnily enough, the one charitable thing we have evidence he actually supports is the worst and most illegal 'charity' possible, and even that can fairly be described as Lucas giving money to a friend to help groom vulnerable teenaged boys.