"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

Josh brought up the bathtub HRT, and I've wrote about that in the past, but when he said 'they sell it to kids' something clicked. How much would these freaks make by grooming and selling drugs to kids?
Does HRT induce some kind of euphoric high? I am struggling to understand how teenagers can get hooked on the stuff.
 
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Does HRT induce some kind of euphoric high? I am struggling to understand how teenagers can get hooked on the stuff.
Part of it is fetish, part of it is mental illness, and there’s some things that estrogen does that might make you euphoric in a sense. I know Dbol is known for that because of its methylestrodiol.
 
Good Keffals coverage.
Josh's final rant reminded me of Kurt Vonnegut's "A Man without a Country" and "Slapstick" during his depressive phase, might be why I appreciate his perspectives. Both are narrators of people who can't stand society but have no actionable solutions and are functionally hopeless for people yet hope for better. I feel both those guys
 
I'm sure it's been said before but thank god you gave up on Lain, Null, because it is seriously the most overrated shlock ever made.

The fact it's about some socially inept schizophrenic who ends up becoming an hero (in the PS1 game) makes it a troon magnet. It's a perfect reflection of the lives they lead themselves into and it isn't even entertaining.
 
Josh brought up the bathtub HRT, and I've wrote about that in the past, but when he said 'they sell it to kids' something clicked. How much would these freaks make by grooming and selling drugs to kids?
For the sake of this, we will assume I am a kid in the US, I need to hide it from my parents, and I'm afraid of needles. So, let's see how much of a bill I can run up.

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Step 1: We find our source. I go to hrt.cafe and find the lowest price for estradiol pills.
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SkinHouse is down, so we go to GoodStuff. I'm in this for the long haul, but I want to hide it from dad, so I'll go with the 3 boxes of Estrofem 2mg for $85.
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I also need Spiro, so 2 boxes of Hyles 100 for $82.
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Nothing I can't hide in my closet or whatever, but not to little that I have like a week's worth of pills.

Step 2: I need to decide my dose. From what I can tell, 6mg Estradiol and 100mg Spiro a day is typical doses. I have enough Spiro for 100 days and enough Estrofem for 28 days. I would need to restock every month or so on this protocol for the Estrofem, but it's doable. If we want to do this all year, it would be 2 orders of '2 boxes Hyles 100' and 14 'Estrofem 2mg (3 boxes)', with would leave us with a yearly bill of $1,354 plus shipping. Just one poor kid is over $1,000, I don't know the profit margins but it can be very high for this stuff. I could get an even higher bill if I ran a puberty blocker, but from what I can tell the DIY crowd usually doesn't run them as they are teens, not complete children.

So, if someone ran a HRT mill where they just flip pills from China or even brew and press their own from raws, assuming they have a good connect for the materials, and have a perpetual motion machine of grooming minors, they could make some fucking bank from this shit. I don't think Keffals runs a UGL, but he is very proud of sending kids to these labs, ensuring they make just an absurd amount of money from this shit.
It should be no surprise to anyone by this point why big pharma is so happy to make it rain on all of the old LGB orgs that were hollowed out and converted to being exclusively about the T.

I always recommend reading Inauthentic Selves: The modern LGBTQ+ Movement Is Run By Philanthropic Astroturf And Based On Junk Science (which is a lot harder to find than it used to be after they tried scrubbing it from the web) for anyone trying to look more into how this crap suddenly burst out into the public consciousness like wildfire.
 
Eh, unpopular opinion, but pretty mid stream @Null, ngl.

Not to say the delivery or presentation was bad; I actually thought it was quite entertaining, but Keffals is just not a particularly interesting person. A vile peice of faggotry and shit no doubt, but really not much else to see.

There isn't any real lore or any cool backstory, he didn't do anything that notable, he's not really funny or has many funny anecdotes about him, and and now that he's been kicked off the platform he was known for best, he likely won't do anything else of note until his inevitable 41%. You can honestly fit his life story in one page. Hell, probably even a paragraph. The stream was basically the OP of his thread.

Awesome outro song though, I also liked the fact you did it before superchats.
the most interesting thing about keffals is that he is the picture perfect real life incarnation of the gay pedo tranny groomer archetype. it's like someone collected all the horror stories about internet trannies for 2 years straight and merged them all together, and keffals is the result of that.
 
Late but following the Heatwave stream, I never understood why VTubers don't get their own subforum. The thread dealing with us 6K pages long and tons of interesting info and drama are lost there because it's get overwritten by thirstposting. For example, there was a case of a (female) VTuber fucking another (male) VTuber with endless amount of salt from both sides, and is now impossible to find unless you go by the date it happened and cross reference with that thread.
 
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Late but following the Heatwave stream, I never understood why VTubers don't get their own subforum. The thread dealing with us 6K pages long and tons of interesting info and drama are lost there because it's get overwritten by thirstposting. For example, there was a case of a (female) VTuber fucking another (male) VTuber with endless amount of salt from both sides, and is now impossible to find unless you go by the date it happened and cross reference with that thread.
Probably for the same reason there's no IP2 board. Josh just doesn't want to bring more Vtuber fans here.
Personally, I would enjoy threads solely about Vtuber fan salt, and that's why the /vt/ general thread exists, but it just isn't used as much as it should.
 
Probably for the same reason there's no IP2 board. Josh just doesn't want to bring more Vtuber fans here.
Personally, I would enjoy threads solely about Vtuber fan salt, and that's why the /vt/ general thread exists, but it just isn't used as much as it should.
With such a massive thread I think it's too late. Plus I doubt there is that big of an intersection between VTuber fans and people who'll actually post here (this being tranny satan domain). In the end as long as prohibit thirst posting it should be alright
 
Been watching some of the latest MATIs and I get the impression that Nerl has acquired a gf who's either pushing him left on various things, or for whose sake he is pushing himself left on various things

He'll get oddly butthurt at jokes if they have an anti-woman slash to them. Eg, the clip of some Fuentes-associated cow starting a tribal "Rape! Rape! Rape!" chant in a video game's voice chat when a cheerful-sounding girl makes a positive comment. Or the joke about repealing the 19th amendment. He sounds so half-hearted about it too, like, "ugh, I'd really like to be a flagrant chudde here, but my high cheekboned Eastern European trad gf would be insulted...."

Null, you must recognize that nothing makes women more attracted to a man than when he's a bold-faced CHUD. Sing your heart's misogyny loud and far! The only thing that would make your girlfriend love you more is if you were a serial killer.
 
With such a massive thread I think it's too late. Plus I doubt there is that big of an intersection between VTuber fans and people who'll actually post here (this being tranny satan domain). In the end as long as prohibit thirst posting it should be alright.
You'd be shocked how ignorant some Vtubers and their fans can be. Pippa is not the only Vtuber who brought up the Farms as a big part of their off-site viewership.
But, still, you also have to consider that the secret discord server had 200 members, a number much bigger than the amount of people who generally use that thread. It's entirely possible that the creation of a Multimedia sub-board about Vtubers could bring lurkers to make accounts just for that board.
And, finally, remember that Josh has a specific vision of this site, and so.ething like that may not fit within his image of the Farms. Not to mention, I don't think Josh wants this site to be known for also being a haven for Vtuber fans. He probably would consider it very embarrasing, lol
In the end, this is what I believe to be the reasons why this would be a bad idea. If you're set on your idea being good, why not send a e-mail his way about it? Maybe you'll get the response you're looking for.
 
Been watching some of the latest MATIs and I get the impression that Nerl has acquired a gf who's either pushing him left on various things, or for whose sake he is pushing himself left on various things

He'll get oddly butthurt at jokes if they have an anti-woman slash to them. Eg, the clip of some Fuentes-associated cow starting a tribal "Rape! Rape! Rape!" chant in a video game's voice chat when a cheerful-sounding girl makes a positive comment. Or the joke about repealing the 19th amendment. He sounds so half-hearted about it too, like, "ugh, I'd really like to be a flagrant chudde here, but my high cheekboned Eastern European trad gf would be insulted...."
of all the possible examples you could have chosen, you picked the sociopath groypers acting like complete psychos to some random girl, probably the most indefensible one of them all
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of all the possible examples you could have chosen, you picked the sociopath groypers acting like complete psychos to some random girl, probably the most indefensible one of them all
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The contrast of her cheerful optimism against the unwarranted caveman rape chant was funny. Null must take off his Chudleash and become a free feral Chud again.
 
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