"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

[Feignedgoat]

Best stream just under the shoeonhead stream

 

[Temperance]

Good rant from 2:19:40 to 2:22:48, Josh

Yeah, I liked it too.

On troons being the ideal consoomer and the end product of late-stage capitalism:

 

[Hongourable Madisha]

The FinDom audio was peak uncomfortable, never would have heard them if not for MATI.

He sounded like Shmorky. And he was a groomer and all.

 

[Mister Qwerty]

Love the outro song.

 

[Pomniman]

Because they are never honest about who they are.

I've found that all fucking leaves are just as obnoxious and shitty as those geese from their shithole country underneath the flimsy veneer of "politeness" they try to affect.

 

[Weeb Slinger]

I was initially thrown by the way that Keffals described his incessant ratioing of the reptilian social media elite, as if it were some near unachievable feat that would require input from the finest minds of the millennial generation. He set it on a par with those Impossible Engineering shows that turn up on niche digital channels at 3am, where the actually rather mundane and laborious task of rotating a suspension bridge 180 degrees (because it was accidentally built the wrong way round) is stretched thin over a full hour, with dramatic music and Teletubbies-tier repetition:

"Jack is uncertain that Twitter's core superstructure can support the fifty thousand replies that will be necessary to achieve the ratio. However Keffals thinks that he may have come up with a solution..."

At the time Keffals' unassailable self-belief in the power of the ratio had me questioning whether I truly understood its impact. Was it something greater than ephemeral pwnage of the mildest kind? Had the inversion of this stunning and brave individual's penis allowed him an insight into a parallel dimension that was hidden from my eyes?

Apparently not. It's a school playground victory, on the same level as telling another kid "I know I am but what are you?" In this case it also probably serves as a biographical landmark indicating the age when Keffals was first molested.

I don't know much about dominatrixes. I have never had to pay a woman to call me trash. They seem happy to do it for free and have even been known to take time out of their busy routines to fully labour the point. It strikes though that a Dom should be attempting to maintain a balance of sexual tension where they give their Sub just enough to be aroused, while withholding what the Sub claims they want, but doesn't really - full consummation critically weakens the Sub/Dom relationship. It's like the 'will they? won't they?' relationship between Mulder and Scully in The X Files, only with ball gags and tiny leather cat o' nine tails.

Bearing all that in mind, opening a Dom stream by unsheathing a machete, and telling your paypig that you are about to murder them, is the kind of bold, all chips pushed to the centre of the felt, strategy that the fabulous, four-breasted, man-pig chimera, Ethan Ralph, would appreciate. Again, I can get the same service for free, from a man in a dress, by travelling to an outlying quarter of Yemen and making unsavoury remarks regarding the Prophet.

There was a moment early in the stream where Null said words to the effect of "I've seen a woman's feet" and years of Pavlovian conditioning and Internet edgelord grooming compelled me to utter the rejoinder: "Later, virgins."

 

[Homer Simpson]

Can't be lowtax, could of sworn he said he would do a stream on here later this year in like October, Judging by the groomer wojak as the thumbnail and the timing I'm pretty sure it's keffals

You were right. God came in with a clutch play and pride ended with a keffals ban while July started with the keffals stream.

 

[SilkyJohnson]

Just finished the show and it was pretty good. I imagine the people streams are a pain in the ass to prep for, but always good when they come around so thanks Null.

Also, Alt Country and bluegrass is the real shit.

 

[Moths]

Jersh doing keffals was one of the greatest upsets in streaming herstory

 

[CivilianOfTheFandomWars]

Josh brought up the bathtub HRT, and I've wrote about that in the past, but when he said 'they sell it to kids' something clicked. How much would these freaks make by grooming and selling drugs to kids?
For the sake of this, we will assume I am a kid in the US, I need to hide it from my parents, and I'm afraid of needles. So, let's see how much of a bill I can run up.

MTF
Step 1: We find our source. I go to hrt.cafe and find the lowest price for estradiol pills.

SkinHouse is down, so we go to GoodStuff. I'm in this for the long haul, but I want to hide it from dad, so I'll go with the 3 boxes of Estrofem 2mg for $85.

I also need Spiro, so 2 boxes of Hyles 100 for $82.

Nothing I can't hide in my closet or whatever, but not to little that I have like a week's worth of pills.

Step 2: I need to decide my dose. From what I can tell, 6mg Estradiol and 100mg Spiro a day is typical doses. I have enough Spiro for 100 days and enough Estrofem for 28 days. I would need to restock every month or so on this protocol for the Estrofem, but it's doable. If we want to do this all year, it would be 2 orders of '2 boxes Hyles 100' and 14 'Estrofem 2mg (3 boxes)', with would leave us with a yearly bill of $1,354 plus shipping. Just one poor kid is over $1,000, I don't know the profit margins but it can be very high for this stuff. I could get an even higher bill if I ran a puberty blocker, but from what I can tell the DIY crowd usually doesn't run them as they are teens, not complete children.

So, if someone ran a HRT mill where they just flip pills from China or even brew and press their own from raws, assuming they have a good connect for the materials, and have a perpetual motion machine of grooming minors, they could make some fucking bank from this shit. I don't think Keffals runs a UGL, but he is very proud of sending kids to these labs, ensuring they make just an absurd amount of money from this shit.

 

[Kendall Motor Oil]

Josh brought up the bathtub HRT, and I've wrote about that in the past, but when he said 'they sell it to kids' something clicked. How much would these freaks make by grooming and selling drugs to kids?
For the sake of this, we will assume I am a kid in the US, I need to hide it from my parents, and I'm afraid of needles. So, let's see how much of a bill I can run up.

MTF
Step 1: We find our source. I go to hrt.cafe and find the lowest price for estradiol pills.
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SkinHouse is down, so we go to GoodStuff. I'm in this for the long haul, but I want to hide it from dad, so I'll go with the 3 boxes of Estrofem 2mg for $85.
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I also need Spiro, so 2 boxes of Hyles 100 for $82.
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Nothing I can't hide in my closet or whatever, but not to little that I have like a week's worth of pills.

Step 2: I need to decide my dose. From what I can tell, 6mg Estradiol and 100mg Spiro a day is typical doses. I have enough Spiro for 100 days and enough Estrofem for 28 days. I would need to restock every month or so on this protocol for the Estrofem, but it's doable. If we want to do this all year, it would be 2 orders of '2 boxes Hyles 100' and 14 'Estrofem 2mg (3 boxes)', with would leave us with a yearly bill of $1,354 plus shipping. Just one poor kid is over $1,000, I don't know the profit margins but it can be very high for this stuff. I could get an even higher bill if I ran a puberty blocker, but from what I can tell the DIY crowd usually doesn't run them as they are teens, not complete children.

Can you send me info you have about DIY bathtub estrogen if you have any? I've been archiving the sites I knew about since the early 2010s but havent found people actually synthesizing estrogens aside from the MIT grocery bag troon.

So, if someone ran a HRT mill where they just flip pills from China or even brew and press their own from raws, assuming they have a good connect for the materials, and have a perpetual motion machine of grooming minors, they could make some fucking bank from this shit. I don't think Keffals runs a UGL, but he is very proud of sending kids to these labs, ensuring they make just an absurd amount of money from this shit.

The one who made buying estrogen on the black market popular was a brazilian 4channer who had a source from a doctor in brazil.

 

[CivilianOfTheFandomWars]

Can you send me info you have about DIY bathtub estrogen if you have any? I've been archiving the sites I knew about since the early 2010s but havent found people actually synthesizing estrogens aside from the MIT grocery bag troon.

The one who made buying estrogen on the black market popular was a brazilian 4channer who had a source from a doctor in brazil.

I’m not sure how it works exactly for trannies, but if it’s anything like bodybuilders and their steroids it’s either pharma grade, like the ones above, or underground labs, UGL. The reason bodybuilders use UGL gear is because some of the compounds aren’t produced anymore for legit prescriptions, or it’s just cheaper, or it’s a very specific research chemical.
For example, if you wanted to brew your own testosterone you would buy a big bag of raw powder and brew it with all the other materials needed, and then use or sell that. Same for estrogen.
As far as I can tell, trannies don’t get very complicated with their drug use, or know anything about what does what.

 

[Kendall Motor Oil]

@Null FELTED

 

[Rain Team Pepe]

"Audio"? You mean you sat fine through his fat diabetic feet?

Luckily that was my que to dip out of the room to collect a drink, only heard about the Fred Flintstone feet.

 

[Banana Hammock]

Surprised nobody seems to have clipped the bit where Null knocked over whatever it was, yet.

 

[buying gf]

A new Null-ism was born this stream;

"a raison d'entente" - The underlying purpose behind an alliance.

 

[Moths]

Josh brought up the bathtub HRT, and I've wrote about that in the past, but when he said 'they sell it to kids' something clicked. How much would these freaks make by grooming and selling drugs to kids?
For the sake of this, we will assume I am a kid in the US, I need to hide it from my parents, and I'm afraid of needles. So, let's see how much of a bill I can run up.

MTF
Step 1: We find our source. I go to hrt.cafe and find the lowest price for estradiol pills.
View attachment 3447308
SkinHouse is down, so we go to GoodStuff. I'm in this for the long haul, but I want to hide it from dad, so I'll go with the 3 boxes of Estrofem 2mg for $85.
View attachment 3447310
I also need Spiro, so 2 boxes of Hyles 100 for $82.
View attachment 3447322
Nothing I can't hide in my closet or whatever, but not to little that I have like a week's worth of pills.

Step 2: I need to decide my dose. From what I can tell, 6mg Estradiol and 100mg Spiro a day is typical doses. I have enough Spiro for 100 days and enough Estrofem for 28 days. I would need to restock every month or so on this protocol for the Estrofem, but it's doable. If we want to do this all year, it would be 2 orders of '2 boxes Hyles 100' and 14 'Estrofem 2mg (3 boxes)', with would leave us with a yearly bill of $1,354 plus shipping. Just one poor kid is over $1,000, I don't know the profit margins but it can be very high for this stuff. I could get an even higher bill if I ran a puberty blocker, but from what I can tell the DIY crowd usually doesn't run them as they are teens, not complete children.

So, if someone ran a HRT mill where they just flip pills from China or even brew and press their own from raws, assuming they have a good connect for the materials, and have a perpetual motion machine of grooming minors, they could make some fucking bank from this shit. I don't think Keffals runs a UGL, but he is very proud of sending kids to these labs, ensuring they make just an absurd amount of money from this shit.

Holy shit now thats a fucking disgusting pipeline that should be looked into

All these trannies grooming kids to be on HRT so they can make money dealing drugs to these kids who have to be dependent on for their 'identity'

 

[Michael Janke]

YIELD

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All the archives are up already btw

lfggggg!! demon wiggler army

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why does keffals almost look like He has the female nazi cut?

 

[ddlloo]

Decent stream, thanks Null.

Glad to have all the lore on her spoon fed , shame that at the end of the day she's just a bit boring (more accurately it's just all so cliché now with these types). The dominatrix stuff was wild though and just solidifies in my head that she's a bit fucking dumb. You don't threaten to KILL your marks, you threaten to stamp on their balls, tell their family about what they pay you for, to sit on their face until they pass out. The kind of shit that elicits both the embarrassment and fear centres of their brain, usually with a healthy dose of sexual stuff attached while making it clear who serves who. "Bitch I want to fucking kill you, you piece of shit" is just bleh. The home made HRT and grooming stuff is too uncomfortable for me, which detracted a little, as I get a little upset when what is being done to kids is shoved in my face. Their story isn't over yet though, hopefully with their ratioing empire crumbling to dust we get a good meltdown moment or two as their income and ridiculously high self importance begins to nosedive.

Presentation and the order you introduced things was good though and I approve of the policies you had for superchats etc. Brave has been surprisingly good with ads recently so have another 20 BAT and enjoy some of the local cuisine. Keep up the good work

 

[Autismo Supreme]

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@Null FELTED

Yeah, those types of twitter bans normally are just "Manually delete these posts and we'll unban you"
Especially when you have a "protected class" (groomer)