Nick's anatomy, health, developmental problems, diseases. - Nick generally likes to comment on and attack other people on their physicality and physiognomy. Let's take this opportunity to turn the tables on him.

The people I'm personally talking about don't have such a fear where it's a violent reaction. It would be more similar to a panic attack but not actually lashing out or actively trying to flee.

Nick has stated his reaction to being in a hospital here:

He doesn't violently react.
however we have heard about how horrifically Nick can treat his mom. I would guess that he acts like a complete cunt to her if she challenges him so she might not even try anymore.

also, in the space with Veyta, Nick mentioned that his mom used to have similar issues when she was younger (my theory is still that it's panic attacks). so it could be that she is giving him advice, or could be that since she got over it she doesn't view it as too concerning
 
What can Nick actually do? He seems to be dysfunctional at many facets of daily life.
He can't:
  • Go to a store
  • Sleep properly
  • Prepare meals
  • Maintain healthy relationships
  • Eat and keep food down
  • Complete errands
What can he actually do well that doesn't leave him a wreck? At this point, I would actually assume that when he's streaming, he's also quite anxious because there's many moments where it seems like he's constantly trying to be liked by chat.

These podcast nationalist moobsment grifter types are always the most pathetic. This dude has compared himself to Jesus Christ and Adolf Hitler but can't walk into a store? Christ, who spent a significant amount of his adult life directly in open opposition to his enemies to the point where he was kicked out of his tribe and was ultimately crucified for his claims. Hitler, who not only was a decorated war veteran but also ran an organization that came to power on street fighting with organized communist s and attempted an armed uprising BEFORE coming to power and leading his country through possibly the most cataclysmic war in all of human history, ultimately dieing for the cause. Meanwhile Nick the Spic is unable to do the things required to function in day to day life if you aren't a niche internet persona.
 
These podcast nationalist moobsment grifter types are always the most pathetic. This dude has compared himself to Jesus Christ and Adolf Hitler but can't walk into a store? Christ, who spent a significant amount of his adult life directly in open opposition to his enemies to the point where he was kicked out of his tribe and was ultimately crucified for his claims. Hitler, who not only was a decorated war veteran but also ran an organization that came to power on street fighting with organized communist s and attempted an armed uprising BEFORE coming to power and leading his country through possibly the most cataclysmic war in all of human history, ultimately dieing for the cause. Meanwhile Nick the Spic is unable to do the things required to function in day to day life if you aren't a niche internet persona.
Well actually the funny part about Hitler was that he became increasingly mentally ill during the end of the war. His hand would shake and he would go into ragefits etc. He went fully mad. So in this way I do think that he is like Hitler except for he doesn't realize that he's losing
 
Well actually the funny part about Hitler was that he became increasingly mentally ill during the end of the war. His hand would shake and he would go into ragefits etc. He went fully mad. So in this way I do think that he is like Hitler except for he doesn't realize that he's losing
He does realize that he is losing and that's why he is going mad. His pain comes from the lies he tells himself and his audience.
 
Well actually the funny part about Hitler was that he became increasingly mentally ill during the end of the war. His hand would shake and he would go into ragefits etc. He went fully mad. So in this way I do think that he is like Hitler except for he doesn't realize that he's losing
Well, to be fair to Hitler he'd lived a hell of a life up until the point that he started cracking up. Nick hasn't.
 
Let’s think about all the mental illnesses Nick and others have armchair diagnosed, and see if anyone with all of these problems could ever function in society, shall we? :)

1. Bipolar Disorder-- Nick self-Dx
Symptoms: Long periods of mania or hypomania (Lack of sleep, irritability, flight-of-ideas AKA difficult to follow thought patterns, hyper energy, lack of focus, overeating, inflated ego) contrasted with depression (over sleeping, under eating, lack of energy or will to do anything, deflated ego), suicidal ideation
How Nick helps himself: Brags about it because it makes him just like Kanye, his "equal."

2. Anxiety-- Nick self-Dx
Symptoms: Panic attacks, paranoia, difficulty accomplishing basic daily tasks, extreme discomfort in social situations, e.g. any situation with a woman, vomiting, suicidal ideation
How Nick helps himself: Thinks it makes him sound cute, brags about it like he's a quirky emo on LiveJournal/MySpace circa 2003 (immature people truly never change)

3. Narcissism-- Nick self Dx as well as the general public
Cluster B-- Cluster B disorders are the most obnoxious and hardest to treat, to the point where many therapists will outright reject someone Dx-d with one
Symptoms: Extreme inflated ego punctuated by self loathing (self-admitted), minimal to complete lack of empathy (denied by himself but obvious to anyone else), surrounding himself with people who feed this ego and shunning anyone who disagrees, inflated sense of importance (denied by himself/delusional), targeting specific people if ego is threatened by them
How Nick helps himself: With no DBT therapy or even anyone to call him out in his life, completely delusional and likely will never evolve from his obvious personality disorder.

4. Childhood Sexual Assault Survivor/C-PTSD-- Speculated by general public
Symptoms: Flashbacks of sexual trauma (unproven yet in Nick), long periods of dissociation to cope (2 hour showers, sus), suicidal ideation, extreme aversion to sex and/or sexual degeneracy, often hand in hand, extreme negativity towards specific gender(s) ("All women are pedophiles,") inability to form normal relationships, including friendships
How Nick helps himself: If true, then completely in denial and does nothing to integrate into general society and better his quality of life.

5. Bulimia-- Speculated by general public, but symptoms acknowledged by Nick
Symptoms: Bingeing on often fatty/unhealthy foods and then purging to maintain a weight or look due to body dysmorphia, as well as a feeling of control over restrictive food intake, often including taking laxatives (unproven to apply to Nick/improbable imo), suicidal ideation
NOTE: mostly affects women but also effects gay/bisexual men at a higher rate than heterosexual man, also affects sexual assault survivors at a higher rate; Nick has no physical signs yet of bulimia like busted fingers or a gritty looking throat, but this comes with longterm bulimia more than under a year; people with Bulimia are often overweight or normal weight but puffy due to failing at keeping their calories low despite vomiting
How Nick helps himself: Thinks barfing makes him look "cute" and brags about it, which is a very typical bulimia symptom, as well as a cry for help. If a physical issue and not psychological, then it could be a kidney issue, as a poster mentioned above.

6. Anti-Social Personality Disorder/Sociopathy/Psychopathy-- Speculated by the general public
Cluster B
NOTE-- Sociopathy and Psychopathy are the same diagnosis, the differences aren't agreed upon so identifying one as violent and one as non-violent is just splitting hairs; actual diagnosis is Anti-Social Personality Disorder
Symptoms:
Complete lack of empathy to very limited, either born without the ability to properly empathize or become unempathetic through trauma, controls every social situation and intentionally collects information on those they're around to use embarrassing facts against them later, including turning others in their shared circle against them, targeting specific people for the joy of making others miserable and controlling them, inability to sustain normal relationships, thrill-seeking, constant emptiness, depression; every symptom fits Nick perfectly.
How Nick helps himself: Sociopaths are unable to fully integrate into society in a benevolent way, even with extensive therapy.

7. Pedophilia-- Speculated by general public
NOTE: Using pedophilia here as an umbrella for people attracted to underaged people in general, no autistic screeching about ephebophilia VS pedophilia and the r.etarded "but what if they're 17 and 364 days and muh sexual development by 13," please?
Symptoms:
Sexual attraction to children, predation on them, including grooming, threatening, sadism, and generally believing they're in love with the child, depending on the type of pedophilia; often victims of CSA end up becoming pedophiles themselves
How Nick helps himself: Actively supports pedophiles in his movement, sexually compliments underaged boys, grooms them into his movement, and normalizes deviant sexuality and homosexuality within a group extolling the virtues of a traditional Catholic lifestyle. Then again, Catholicism and pedophilia go together like bread and butter. And, obviously, pedophiles are unable to fully integrate into society in a benevolent way, even with extensive therapy.

8. Borderline Personality Disorder-- Speculated by general public
Cluster B
Symptoms
: Obsessive over a "favorite person," clingy, going from "love bombing" them to feeling a betrayal of sorts, then casting them away, gaslighting them, extreme fear of abandonment, accusing the other person of abuse, demanding where they are at all times, often including stalking, then threatening suicide or retaliation if the other person leaves, going through many short, intense relationships throughout their life that inevitably blow up, suicidal ideation fulfilling their own prophecy, often caused by neglect, abuse, or CSA in their childhood
How Nick helps himself: If his reaction to Jaden is any indication, absolutely nothing at all. People with BPD are (usually) unable to fully integrate into society in a benevolent way, even with extensive therapy.

Nick has mused that he has Autism, but that's so far-fetched and inaccurate I won't go into detail here. People on the farms are very familiar with Autism, I don't need to explain this further.

Nick Fuentes is a mentally ill nightmare; most people with one type of mental illness, have many. It's impossible for every diagnosis here to apply to Nick due to their contradictory nature, but if I were to guess, Nick absolutely fits between 4-6 disorders listed here. He needs to be taken out back like Old Yeller for the sake of the rest of us.

Or, honestly, he'll probably an hero in under half a decade.
 
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Throw up a large cheese pizza, fine. Throw up a McDouble with extra ketchup, chocolate shake, fine.
No, it's not fine. When you start bargaining with yourself over what foods are acceptable vs unacceptable to throw up, it's over. The eating disorder has taken over your brain. Normal people do not think this way.
 
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No, it's not fine. When you start bargaining with yourself over what foods are acceptable vs unacceptable to throw up, it's over. The eating disorder has taken over your brain. Normal people do not think this way.

Not trying to be too 🌈 here, but from literally admitting he’s gay and repressing it, to the increasingly absurd accusations against Jaden, the frequency and unhinged nature of his Twitter spaces, brazen blurting out every aspect of his extreme mental illness, including his thought process and making fun of his own issues, complete social isolation and delusions, Nick is exhibiting every sign of someone approaching a mental breakdown.

People who try to, or succeed in killing themselves often do it very quietly, which shocks the people closest to them. But many people, especially with mania, openly spiral, especially now (and since the mid-2000s, frankly) people use social media as their platform for vomiting up (heh) their insecurities.

Nick, you openly read everything about yourself, so just a heads-up: you’re r.etarded and deserve everything happening to you, but if you don’t want to die, check yourself into a mental hospital. You’re gonna 41% yourself, my dude, and you know it.
 
brazen blurting out every aspect of his extreme mental illness, including his thought process and making fun of his own issues, complete social isolation and delusions, Nick is exhibiting every sign of someone approaching a mental breakdown.

People who try to, or succeed in killing themselves often do it very quietly, which shocks the people closest to them. But many people, especially with mania, openly spiral, especially now (and since the mid-2000s, frankly) people use social media as their platform for vomiting up (heh) their insecurities.
agree, currently he is reminding me of following Cum Town when Nick Mullen (also bipolar) had a dysphoric manic episode and was posting about his mental health on social media and talking about his bizarre thought processes on the podcast. eventually it resulted in him walking around Philadelphia screaming about wanting to kill himself, hallucinating that restaurant menus were sending him messages, driving recklessly while fantasizing about killing himself and Adam (co-host) in a crash, then took a bunch of benzos on the podcast to calm him down. then he finally went to a psychiatrist and got put on mood stabilizers. Mullen's co-hosts weren't much help, but at least he did have people around him who weren't as much sycophants as the people around Fuentes. Mullen also had similar symptoms like a suspected semi-eating disorder. and has similar stories about his childhood to Nick. and he was molested.

so, my prediction is that Nick's movie screening (a crowded place with people talking to him, his favorite) will produce much milk unless he is able to get it together a bit by next week.
 
agree, currently he is reminding me of following Cum Town when Nick Mullen (also bipolar) had a dysphoric manic episode and was posting about his mental health on social media and talking about his bizarre thought processes on the podcast. eventually it resulted in him walking around Philadelphia screaming about wanting to kill himself, hallucinating that restaurant menus were sending him messages, driving recklessly while fantasizing about killing himself and Adam (co-host) in a crash, then took a bunch of benzos on the podcast to calm him down. then he finally went to a psychiatrist and got put on mood stabilizers. Mullen's co-hosts weren't much help, but at least he did have people around him who weren't as much sycophants as the people around Fuentes. Mullen also had similar symptoms like a suspected semi-eating disorder. and has similar stories about his childhood to Nick. and he was molested.

so, my prediction is that Nick's movie screening (a crowded place with people talking to him, his favorite) will produce much milk unless he is able to get it together a bit by next week.

If only Nick had a chain mail arc like Nick Mullen. Also a big fan of him d.oxxing himself through posting an aesthetic shot of his Lithium script. Both Nicks are funny in different ways.
 
If only Nick had a chain mail arc like Nick Mullen.
I think he needs to have his coke arc first...
Also a big fan of him d.oxxing himself through posting an aesthetic shot of his Lithium script. Both Nicks are funny in different ways.
Lol that was amazing to witness. if I remember right he had moved out by then so probably doxed some random family who I'm sure got plenty of packages of dick pills and other shit from fans. and the post is still up.

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i see these type of posts in Nick's future :optimistic:
 
I will also add to @supremeautismo 's post that even though a good routine is very important for mentally ill people, especially with people who have severe mental illness, Nick doesn't want to have such a thing because it apparently makes him lose creativity.
  • “I feel like the sort of manic-depressive cycle, the irregular sleep schedule, the self-imposed problems — I feel like through this pain I am able to create a show, something innovative, that I wouldn’t be able to do on a rigorous routine.” “When I get in a robust routine, I feel uninspired, I don’t have these bursts of creation, I feel medicated.” "sometimes that’s the life of a genius, internal torment.” :lunacy: pretty common bipolar attitude tbh, deluding themselves that they rely on mania for creativity to justify not doing basic things to take care of themselves and improve their life.!
 
Lots more on Nick's anxiety and constant throwing up in last night's stream (important parts start around 7mins):
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  • Nick hates being out in public and says he's kind of agoraphobic. he goes into stores and feels like everyone is watching him, worries that people are going to come up behind him or start looking at the same item as him, worries about navigating the aisles. he says he forgets how to walk in the store.
  • "I have to work myself up to even get in the store." and almost psyched himself out of going to Hot Topic. he "briskly walks in confidently," but it's a struggle.
  • he proudly showed off his Robert Pattinson Batman shirt (he says he might wear it in Vegas) and Star Wars shirt which he said he wore around the house until doing his show in just the shirt and his underwear
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  • he needs to buy clothes but he couldn't bear to go into H&M after the amount of effort it took to get through Hot Topic. he hates clothes shopping because he feels embarrassed and insecure. he's worried to buy non-ironic outfits because people could think the outfits aren't good. well Nick if you picked them they probably aren’t :)
  • Nick’s day was: he couldn’t sleep at all last night, but got up because he’s trying to fix his sleep schedule, in the morning he had a steak and egg breakfast and then went to the mall to look for minions merch, instead bought 2 shirts from Hot Topic and couldn't finish the rest of his errands due to anxiety, went home and worked on paperwork until he couldn't stay awake another second, woke up sick to his stomach and laid on the bathroom floor until he fell asleep again, woke up without puking, "...so this is a great day! now that I'm saying it out loud, I think there's some things to work on here."
  • (keep in mind as he's clutching his stomach on the bathroom floor he's wearing his brand new Star Wars graphic tee and no pants)
  • Nick says his day was productive, because he considers going to the mall to look for minions merch to be part of his job.
  • chat calls him bulimic
  • "I don't know what went wrong in the test tube."
  • "I got a lot of problems..."
  • “I feel like the sort of manic-depressive cycle, the irregular sleep schedule, the self-imposed problems — I feel like through this pain I am able to create a show, something innovative, that I wouldn’t be able to do on a rigorous routine.” “When I get in a robust routine, I feel uninspired, I don’t have these bursts of creation, I feel medicated.” "sometimes that’s the life of a genius, internal torment.” :lunacy: pretty common bipolar attitude tbh, deluding themselves that they rely on mania for creativity to justify not doing basic things to take care of themselves and improve their life.
  • "one of these days I'm going to become like you guys." you'll become straight too!
prayers up for Nicky, he's having a rough time. I agree, your pain does make the show better!
What is up with zoomers not being able to handle being in public and break down if someone goes near them? They’re all the same “I’m boss and kick ass” on social media but have an emotional break down trying to order food over the phone.

Nick needs to follow BAP’s advice and workout, maybe go for a run or walk in the park.
 
What is up with zoomers not being able to handle being in public and break down if someone goes near them? They’re all the same “I’m boss and kick ass” on social media but have an emotional break down trying to order food over the phone.

Nick needs to follow BAP’s advice and workout, maybe go for a run or walk in the park.
Because they missed the critical window for learning engagement skills by being online instead?
 
the clip played on the casino last night pretty much confirmed nick is bulimic.

he describes throwing up after eating as something he does uncontrollably, but the way he talked about it last night said otherwise. if you ever get food poisoning or feel sick after eating do you try to control it by convincing yourself that throwing up would not be “worth it”?

rate me late i know this has been a topic of discussion for months but there’s no way he can deny it anymore
 
the clip played on the casino last night pretty much confirmed nick is bulimic.

he describes throwing up after eating as something he does uncontrollably, but the way he talked about it last night said otherwise. if you ever get food poisoning or feel sick after eating do you try to control it by convincing yourself that throwing up would not be “worth it”?

rate me late i know this has been a topic of discussion for months but there’s no way he can deny it anymore

The thing about bulimics is the fun doesn’t stop, even when you want it to. Once vomiting after eating becomes a habit, it becomes harder to not vomit after eating. Bulimics who go into recovery often have a very long period where they still can’t eat normally even when trying, because they’ve wrecked their esophagus and stomach lining so thoroughly with acid. So even if Nick tried to stop, he likely would vomit anyway.
 
I will also add to @supremeautismo 's post that even though a good routine is very important for mentally ill people, especially with people who have severe mental illness, Nick doesn't want to have such a thing because it apparently makes him lose creativity.
So if he wasn't illiterate he'd add David Foster Wallace to the list of people who he's totally just like? It would be amusing if he killed himself in the same melodramatic fashion.
 
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the clip played on the casino last night pretty much confirmed nick is bulimic.

he describes throwing up after eating as something he does uncontrollably, but the way he talked about it last night said otherwise. if you ever get food poisoning or feel sick after eating do you try to control it by convincing yourself that throwing up would not be “worth it”?

rate me late i know this has been a topic of discussion for months but there’s no way he can deny it anymore

Nah that's not late that's good info. I got backlash when I first introduced this theory because my main tip off was his puffy face in comparison to his old pics despite him being somewhat normie weight/slightly chub but still eating like shit and a bunch of it.

I'm not saying for fact EDs are more common in homos but all the manorexics or bullemans ive ever known were homos or later trooned out. All the male anachan propoganda is geared towards gay dudes.
 
had to go back and clip some stuff I'd listened to after this psychosis in the past week:



  • Nick says he's gotten so "good at throwing up" he doesn't need to gag himself or anything to do it, he just makes himself think about gross food. "it's a mental game"
  • I don't buy that its just the fact that he's eating junk food causing this issue but it doesn't help.
AF 6/23/22

  • Nick claims to have gone 40 hours without eating and 3 days without sleeping. before that "I don't even remember the last time I ate"
  • I'm not convinced that it's bulimia, but bulimia doesn't always include purging, it can also be binging + fasting...
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  • Nick says he understands the mentality of young people suicidal during COVID because it's how he felt during college
  • he mostly stayed in his dorm and play Civ 5 and worried about bad things happening to himself and his family
  • he decided that the only logical way to avoid a life of suffering is to kill yourself, until he turned to God for meaning
  • he said in a previously posted clip that college is also when his frequent puking started
  • he doesn't see a difference between hedonism and deriving real meaningful joy and happiness from life. (very black and white thinking)
Twitter space 6/15/22

  • "life hurts, it literally hurts, all the time"
  • "you cannot cope with the suffering of life" and trying to do so makes you into a monster
  • "when you go to bed you will stare at the ceiling and think about how you're going to die" ... i don't. i think that's a personal problem, Nick.

  • "you will always feel bad" again, that's just you.
  • "the idea that things will make you feel better is actually self defeating. you're actually never going to feel better."
  • disregards the meaningfulness and joy that comes with having kids and raising a family.
  • brings up a veteran suffering from war trauma to say that the little things in that persons' life will never overcome the suffering from war. actually, Nick, people can go through horrible trauma and still appreciate life a million times more than you.
  • "none of the little things will outweigh the horror" of life. "there's no ice cream cone big enough to give yourself a reason to not kill yourself by the time you're like, 20."
  • In this space he also talks about DGG trannies and how their issue is that they pursue pleasure over God's laws. he says something like, "being trans does make some people feel good" (major doubt here and red flag for his future troon arc. it doesn't make them feel good, they just convince themselves it will, imo) but the issue is putting that good feeling in front of doing what's right. he also includes homosexuality, simping, drug addiction, etc. in this point
Twitter space 6/18/22

  • ever since he was a kid that he didn't even want to be happy (cope) and didn't understand the idea -- he's stated multiple times elsewhere that when he was in middle school he realized he would never be happy so he decided to be "significant" instead.
  • "eventually everything becomes monotonous and we are always restless. maybe it's just me. maybe it's because I'm so smart I'm just bored with everything."

  • more about how "no one can really relate to me" because he's "so perceptive and smart that everything irritates me, and that irritation is valid, but no one else can see it, so I'm sort of isolated and trapped"
  • "everything bothers me and that's why I don't like to go anywhere or do anything"
  • comparing himself to a James Bond in last James Bond movie: "I have to live on the island and get killed with missiles because anyone that gets close will be a victim of my abuse, my crabby demeanor"

  • insane clip of Nick trying to understand basic human interactions
  • "I can't act natural, I'm uncomfortable and make the people around me uncomfortable. that's why it's better if I just live underground alone until I die. I should just be kept in an underground dwelling forever" "
  • the anxiety of having to go to a family function ruins his whole day

  • nothing makes Nick happy and never has. not even food, it just tastes good. not even vacations. the only thing he likes is driving at night
I'd understand the basis of his perspective if he were talking about stoicism, or ACT (Acceptance and Commitment Therapy) which includes accepting/acknowledging your mental illness symptoms. these things both involve accepting suffering... but the point is to not dwell in suffering so it doesn't hold you back from experiencing life. Nick instead uses the fact that humans have to suffer to justify not doing anything or trying to improve himself, so his quality of life is trash and he's barely functional. from a religious basis, yes, we have to deal with earthly suffering but there is plenty of things to enjoy and be grateful for in life, plenty of amazing things to see and experience that God gave us, such as human relationships. it's spitting in his face imo to discard that. also, you're supposed to get fulfillment on earth by being close to God, which he is not, he can't even appreciate God's gifts.

I hate this perspective being justified with religion. it's pure arrogance and cope. you actually CAN feel better, Nick. you could make the smallest effort to be a good person which doesn't end with simply depriving yourself of gay sex. God doesn't want you to take our your issues on other people, which you admit you do all the time. stop fooling yourself. it's not your supposed intelligence (lol), you aren't the most special person on the planet. that is literally a cope, as is your justification for all the bad things you do, while you claim coping isn't possible. it's not even a unique or deep way to cope. just go to the doctor/psychiatrist, pray to God, stop being a bad person.
 
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