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Correction, he doesn't seem to react at all. At his current state I cannot see this ending well. He's a wreck.
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however we have heard about how horrifically Nick can treat his mom. I would guess that he acts like a complete cunt to her if she challenges him so she might not even try anymore.The people I'm personally talking about don't have such a fear where it's a violent reaction. It would be more similar to a panic attack but not actually lashing out or actively trying to flee.
Nick has stated his reaction to being in a hospital here:
He doesn't violently react.
What can Nick actually do? He seems to be dysfunctional at many facets of daily life.
He can't:
What can he actually do well that doesn't leave him a wreck? At this point, I would actually assume that when he's streaming, he's also quite anxious because there's many moments where it seems like he's constantly trying to be liked by chat.
- Go to a store
- Sleep properly
- Prepare meals
- Maintain healthy relationships
- Eat and keep food down
- Complete errands
Well actually the funny part about Hitler was that he became increasingly mentally ill during the end of the war. His hand would shake and he would go into ragefits etc. He went fully mad. So in this way I do think that he is like Hitler except for he doesn't realize that he's losingThese podcast nationalist moobsment grifter types are always the most pathetic. This dude has compared himself to Jesus Christ and Adolf Hitler but can't walk into a store? Christ, who spent a significant amount of his adult life directly in open opposition to his enemies to the point where he was kicked out of his tribe and was ultimately crucified for his claims. Hitler, who not only was a decorated war veteran but also ran an organization that came to power on street fighting with organized communist s and attempted an armed uprising BEFORE coming to power and leading his country through possibly the most cataclysmic war in all of human history, ultimately dieing for the cause. Meanwhile Nick the Spic is unable to do the things required to function in day to day life if you aren't a niche internet persona.
He does realize that he is losing and that's why he is going mad. His pain comes from the lies he tells himself and his audience.Well actually the funny part about Hitler was that he became increasingly mentally ill during the end of the war. His hand would shake and he would go into ragefits etc. He went fully mad. So in this way I do think that he is like Hitler except for he doesn't realize that he's losing
Well, to be fair to Hitler he'd lived a hell of a life up until the point that he started cracking up. Nick hasn't.Well actually the funny part about Hitler was that he became increasingly mentally ill during the end of the war. His hand would shake and he would go into ragefits etc. He went fully mad. So in this way I do think that he is like Hitler except for he doesn't realize that he's losing
Lots more on Nick's anxiety and constant throwing up in last night's stream (important parts start around 7mins):
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No, it's not fine. When you start bargaining with yourself over what foods are acceptable vs unacceptable to throw up, it's over. The eating disorder has taken over your brain. Normal people do not think this way.Throw up a large cheese pizza, fine. Throw up a McDouble with extra ketchup, chocolate shake, fine.
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No, it's not fine. When you start bargaining with yourself over what foods are acceptable vs unacceptable to throw up, it's over. The eating disorder has taken over your brain. Normal people do not think this way.
agree, currently he is reminding me of following Cum Town when Nick Mullen (also bipolar) had a dysphoric manic episode and was posting about his mental health on social media and talking about his bizarre thought processes on the podcast. eventually it resulted in him walking around Philadelphia screaming about wanting to kill himself, hallucinating that restaurant menus were sending him messages, driving recklessly while fantasizing about killing himself and Adam (co-host) in a crash, then took a bunch of benzos on the podcast to calm him down. then he finally went to a psychiatrist and got put on mood stabilizers. Mullen's co-hosts weren't much help, but at least he did have people around him who weren't as much sycophants as the people around Fuentes. Mullen also had similar symptoms like a suspected semi-eating disorder. and has similar stories about his childhood to Nick. and he was molested.brazen blurting out every aspect of his extreme mental illness, including his thought process and making fun of his own issues, complete social isolation and delusions, Nick is exhibiting every sign of someone approaching a mental breakdown.
People who try to, or succeed in killing themselves often do it very quietly, which shocks the people closest to them. But many people, especially with mania, openly spiral, especially now (and since the mid-2000s, frankly) people use social media as their platform for vomiting up (heh) their insecurities.
agree, currently he is reminding me of following Cum Town when Nick Mullen (also bipolar) had a dysphoric manic episode and was posting about his mental health on social media and talking about his bizarre thought processes on the podcast. eventually it resulted in him walking around Philadelphia screaming about wanting to kill himself, hallucinating that restaurant menus were sending him messages, driving recklessly while fantasizing about killing himself and Adam (co-host) in a crash, then took a bunch of benzos on the podcast to calm him down. then he finally went to a psychiatrist and got put on mood stabilizers. Mullen's co-hosts weren't much help, but at least he did have people around him who weren't as much sycophants as the people around Fuentes. Mullen also had similar symptoms like a suspected semi-eating disorder. and has similar stories about his childhood to Nick. and he was molested.
so, my prediction is that Nick's movie screening (a crowded place with people talking to him, his favorite) will produce much milk unless he is able to get it together a bit by next week.
I think he needs to have his coke arc first...If only Nick had a chain mail arc like Nick Mullen.
Lol that was amazing to witness. if I remember right he had moved out by then so probably doxed some random family who I'm sure got plenty of packages of dick pills and other shit from fans. and the post is still up.Also a big fan of him d.oxxing himself through posting an aesthetic shot of his Lithium script. Both Nicks are funny in different ways.
- “I feel like the sort of manic-depressive cycle, the irregular sleep schedule, the self-imposed problems — I feel like through this pain I am able to create a show, something innovative, that I wouldn’t be able to do on a rigorous routine.” “When I get in a robust routine, I feel uninspired, I don’t have these bursts of creation, I feel medicated.” "sometimes that’s the life of a genius, internal torment.”
pretty common bipolar attitude tbh, deluding themselves that they rely on mania for creativity to justify not doing basic things to take care of themselves and improve their life.!
What is up with zoomers not being able to handle being in public and break down if someone goes near them? They’re all the same “I’m boss and kick ass” on social media but have an emotional break down trying to order food over the phone.Lots more on Nick's anxiety and constant throwing up in last night's stream (important parts start around 7mins):
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prayers up for Nicky, he's having a rough time. I agree, your pain does make the show better!
- Nick hates being out in public and says he's kind of agoraphobic. he goes into stores and feels like everyone is watching him, worries that people are going to come up behind him or start looking at the same item as him, worries about navigating the aisles. he says he forgets how to walk in the store.
- "I have to work myself up to even get in the store." and almost psyched himself out of going to Hot Topic. he "briskly walks in confidently," but it's a struggle.
- he proudly showed off his Robert Pattinson Batman shirt (he says he might wear it in Vegas) and Star Wars shirt which he said he wore around the house until doing his show in just the shirt and his underwear
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- he needs to buy clothes but he couldn't bear to go into H&M after the amount of effort it took to get through Hot Topic. he hates clothes shopping because he feels embarrassed and insecure. he's worried to buy non-ironic outfits because people could think the outfits aren't good. well Nick if you picked them they probably aren’t
- Nick’s day was: he couldn’t sleep at all last night, but got up because he’s trying to fix his sleep schedule, in the morning he had a steak and egg breakfast and then went to the mall to look for minions merch, instead bought 2 shirts from Hot Topic and couldn't finish the rest of his errands due to anxiety, went home and worked on paperwork until he couldn't stay awake another second, woke up sick to his stomach and laid on the bathroom floor until he fell asleep again, woke up without puking, "...so this is a great day! now that I'm saying it out loud, I think there's some things to work on here."
- (keep in mind as he's clutching his stomach on the bathroom floor he's wearing his brand new Star Wars graphic tee and no pants)
- Nick says his day was productive, because he considers going to the mall to look for minions merch to be part of his job.
- chat calls him bulimic
- "I don't know what went wrong in the test tube."
- "I got a lot of problems..."
- “I feel like the sort of manic-depressive cycle, the irregular sleep schedule, the self-imposed problems — I feel like through this pain I am able to create a show, something innovative, that I wouldn’t be able to do on a rigorous routine.” “When I get in a robust routine, I feel uninspired, I don’t have these bursts of creation, I feel medicated.” "sometimes that’s the life of a genius, internal torment.”
pretty common bipolar attitude tbh, deluding themselves that they rely on mania for creativity to justify not doing basic things to take care of themselves and improve their life.
- "one of these days I'm going to become like you guys." you'll become straight too!
Because they missed the critical window for learning engagement skills by being online instead?What is up with zoomers not being able to handle being in public and break down if someone goes near them? They’re all the same “I’m boss and kick ass” on social media but have an emotional break down trying to order food over the phone.
Nick needs to follow BAP’s advice and workout, maybe go for a run or walk in the park.
the clip played on the casino last night pretty much confirmed nick is bulimic.
he describes throwing up after eating as something he does uncontrollably, but the way he talked about it last night said otherwise. if you ever get food poisoning or feel sick after eating do you try to control it by convincing yourself that throwing up would not be “worth it”?
rate me late i know this has been a topic of discussion for months but there’s no way he can deny it anymore
So if he wasn't illiterate he'd add David Foster Wallace to the list of people who he's totally just like? It would be amusing if he killed himself in the same melodramatic fashion.I will also add to @supremeautismo 's post that even though a good routine is very important for mentally ill people, especially with people who have severe mental illness, Nick doesn't want to have such a thing because it apparently makes him lose creativity.
the clip played on the casino last night pretty much confirmed nick is bulimic.
he describes throwing up after eating as something he does uncontrollably, but the way he talked about it last night said otherwise. if you ever get food poisoning or feel sick after eating do you try to control it by convincing yourself that throwing up would not be “worth it”?
rate me late i know this has been a topic of discussion for months but there’s no way he can deny it anymore