Conrad Aaron Collins / Diginée / Digibro / Digibrony / Otaku Gonzo Journalism & the Pro Crastinators Podcast - Pedophile, Two-Faced Weeaboo Ponyfag Youtube Analyst Who Wants to be a Loli + Drama, Friends & Enemies

One of the weirdest things about watching Digi's downfall over the last few years has been the realization that there's just not much to him.
I'd say that there was never much to him, but over the past few years he has actively stripped away those minor parts of himself that were more substantial (self awareness, genuine love of art, meaningful relationships that are not about drugs, desire to have a family, etc.). This seemed to mostly happen after Amanda broke up with him. It's like she gave his soul a terminal illness.
 
When one goes full consoom:
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This so far excellent documentary (with a part 2 to come) on Digibro came out a week ago:
"Digibro - The Demon of Anime YouTube", DimeTree
1,816 views, 5 July 2022
It's a near-20 minute love note from a (ex?-)fan, who covers the pre-internet/"My Sword is Unbelievably Dull" blog early years (Digi showing off his budding creativity in home videos with his siblings Shade and Victor), Digibrony and particularly Digibro (up to "The Asterisk War Sucks" era), along with his early music career as a nerd rapper.

Fully recommend watching it.

Why don't Shounen youtubers (people covering, DBS, One Piece, One Punch Man, Jujutsu Kaisen, Black Clover and Chainsaw-man/Bleach TYBW soon) troon out? Right. Because those things are a male power fantasies. He watched a lot of moe stuff and was even hiding the fact from his brothers at first. Now "what is even is 'moe'". I don't know but I don't think it's healthy to keep watching these shows if you're above a certain age, at least watching them unironically. Digi's brain quite possibly imprinted the need for "cute" or "moe" things into his every day life.
The documentary also covers your point about Digi's obsession with moé, rather than typical Shonen fodder like Dragon Ball Z: with him "often felt threatened by masculinity at odds with their own sense of manhood and found solace in these types of shows [moé], bereft of the Y-chromosome". (4:44)
 
The documentary also covers your point about Digi's obsession with moé, rather than typical Shonen fodder like Dragon Ball Z: with him "often felt threatened by masculinity at odds with their own sense of manhood and found solace in these types of shows [moé], bereft of the Y-chromosome". (4:44)
To be fair, even though the mid section had one rant that had me skipping forward, this is exactly as I remember Digi. The guy who made this just plucked my mind; aside from calling Conrad "they" and "she". But that's YT for ya.

The sentence that stuck with me most was:
"As it turns out drastically altering one's output and abandoning the fandom that your subscribers belong to in favor of another niche media landscape is not the best way to retain those subscribers."
Yet he did it again when he trooned with no hindsight whatsoever.
 
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The documentary also covers your point about Digi's obsession with moé, rather than typical Shonen fodder like Dragon Ball Z: with him "often felt threatened by masculinity at odds with their own sense of manhood and found solace in these types of shows [moé], bereft of the Y-chromosome". (4:44)
How much of this disinterest in shonen in favor of moe because muh femininity do you suppose isn’t actually him retconning his own life to somehow prove he’s been trans all along?
 
How much of this disinterest in shonen in favor of moe because muh femininity do you suppose isn’t actually him retconning his own life to somehow prove he’s been trans all along?
I think it's a sincere description of his media tastes.

Shonen, like many (most?) stories about men, are stories of the male characters overcoming great and difficult struggles in an inspiring way. Traditionally, boys look to these stories for examples of resilience and moral character. But there are some boys/men who aren't inspired by great and difficult struggles, they are just anxious and intimidated by it. I think a lot of MTF trans people fall into this category. They avoid the intense media aimed at men in favor of the more comfortable, less challenging media aimed at women. Conrad has talked about how his father's hard-working adult life intimidated him, and that was his image of masculinity.
 
I think it's a sincere description of his media tastes.

Shonen, like many (most?) stories about men, are stories of the male characters overcoming great and difficult struggles in an inspiring way. Traditionally, boys look to these stories for examples of resilience and moral character. But there are some boys/men who aren't inspired by great and difficult struggles, they are just anxious and intimidated by it. I think a lot of MTF trans people fall into this category. They avoid the intense media aimed at men in favor of the more comfortable, less challenging media aimed at women. Conrad has talked about how his father's hard-working adult life intimidated him, and that was his image of masculinity.
Sword Art Online is about a brave and powerful warrior who saves the world, his friends and is a married man with a wife and a child who love him.

Is that the real reason DIgi hated the series?
 
Sword Art Online is about a brave and powerful warrior who saves the world, his friends and is a married man with a wife and a child who love him.

Is that the real reason DIgi hated the series?
Nah, the series is actually bad. Plotarmor, bad writing, boring exposition. That and the spurned women's club, aka 'I got a main ho but lemme drag all deez side bitches along just to cuck them".

Brave and powerful warrior? More like a someone who got writen into the role the writer wanted him to be without establishing anything except for 'he played the BETA', or having a child, not even a real child, just some AI loli that he saved by being HACKERMAN all of a sudden. The child is also deus ex machina in case we need it.

The episodes featuring bonding between Asuna and Kirito were the only good episodes in the show and even Digi noticed that.

Now that I think about it, didn't Digi watch a lot of manly and gorey anime before he covered MLP? I remember his cousin "Boyd" being an influence.
 
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Nah, the series is actually bad. Plotarmor, bad writing, boring exposition. That and the spurned women's club, aka 'I got a main ho but lemme drag all deez side bitches along just to cuck them".

The episodes featuring bonding between Asuna and Kirito were the only good episodes in the show and even Digi noticed that.
I remember liking the start of the show where Kirito was still in his loner phase a lot, but you are right about him being overpowered and it making the writing suffer. But yeah, everything else is after the surprise boss fight on the upper floor sucks ass, and season two didn't help despite having a great setting reset. Digi's largely right about the series, but I do remember the first half of it being a bit of a guilty pleasure. I've heard that the latest seasons are a lot better, but I'm not willing to make that plunge into cringe territory unless I get nostalgic about the series again for some reason.
 
I remember liking the start of the show where Kirito was still in his loner phase a lot, but you are right about him being overpowered and it making the writing suffer.
Fully agree, I was having a good time until this point.

I've seen uptill the shooter MMO part and even though I liked the aesthetic, the story and worldbuilding is just as bad as after above mentioned part. Way too many side hos afterwards, back to the fantasy look and more tentacle jokes.
 
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Nah, the series is actually bad. Plotarmor, bad writing, boring exposition. That and the spurned women's club, aka 'I got a main ho but lemme drag all deez side bitches along just to cuck them".

Brave and powerful warrior? More like a someone who got writen into the role the writer wanted him to be without establishing anything except for 'he played the BETA', or having a child, not even a real child, just some AI loli that he saved by being HACKERMAN all of a sudden. The child is also deus ex machina in case we need it.

The episodes featuring bonding between Asuna and Kirito were the only good episodes in the show and even Digi noticed that.

Now that I think about it, didn't Digi watch a lot of manly and gorey anime before he covered MLP? I remember his cousin "Boyd" being an influence.
I didn't say the characters were well written. But that's the kind of character Kirito is supposed to be.
 
I think it's a sincere description of his media tastes.

Shonen, like many (most?) stories about men, are stories of the male characters overcoming great and difficult struggles in an inspiring way. Traditionally, boys look to these stories for examples of resilience and moral character. But there are some boys/men who aren't inspired by great and difficult struggles, they are just anxious and intimidated by it. I think a lot of MTF trans people fall into this category. They avoid the intense media aimed at men in favor of the more comfortable, less challenging media aimed at women. Conrad has talked about how his father's hard-working adult life intimidated him, and that was his image of masculinity.
Are there really people who are intimidated by cartoons because they show someone struggling? That just sounds impossible to me, that someone would look at what's basically a cartoon or even a movie and find it unsettling because it has a story of conquest and adventure.

If anything most of that stuff like Dragon Ball Z/Super just gets boring because it's the same formula over and over.
 
I think part of the reason why I honestly enjoyed Digi was because yes, he was super fucking weird, but he could also explain his thought process enough that you could get a good feel for his particular brand of weirdness. Combined with being extremely prolific, it was fun to watch.
Though, one thing I still find funny is when he had a jihad against Dark Souls 2, and then was going to have Shade play it while Digi shit on it, and it didn't pan out because Shade was actually really good at the game and Digi couldn't keep up with him. Like, Shade legit was doing shit Digi didn't know about, going to secret areas, using the mechanics to their fullest extent, and Digi had absolutely no idea what to say because he is so bad at DS2 that it shattered his worldview.
We used to have fun...
 
How much of this disinterest in shonen in favor of moe because muh femininity do you suppose isn’t actually him retconning his own life to somehow prove he’s been trans all along?
I think in his Old-ass Anime Cast on Moe he talks about how he refused to watch anything girly for a long time (because it reminded him of getting called a girl) then became obsessed with cute girls shows immediately once he gave in and tried one.
 
Are there really people who are intimidated by cartoons because they show someone struggling? That just sounds impossible to me, that someone would look at what's basically a cartoon or even a movie and find it unsettling because it has a story of conquest and adventure.

If anything most of that stuff like Dragon Ball Z/Super just gets boring because it's the same formula over and over.
I'd argue that TV series or films don't really match up to novels in the detailed story they tell, but there are many heroic epics or even folk tales that are about a hero struggling against something, be it the gods, society, nature and/or himself.

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So apparently an archive of the said video is no longer valid. Maybe Digi - sorry - "Trixie" can try that in court when the IRS catch up to him.
 
Conrad is in his 30's now, and still obsessed with his teenage experiences. Conrad's problems--social awkwardness, loneliness, sexual frustration, feeling overwhelmed by having to make decisions about his future, and so on--are all completely normal things for teenagers to experience. Contrary to all the elaborate excuses and psychoanalysis he has attempted to do, Conrad's story is not special at all.
He used to say that he made videos for his "unfulfilled desire to be understood". As if he's so unique no one can understand his true self, like with the "Digibro is a character" defense. Probably almost everyone has known a guy like Digi and he hasn't changed at all other than that hes now wearing lipstick and a dress.
 
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