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I'm finally getting on top of the anxiety but struggling for any form of motivation. Can't even force myself to watch anything - it feels pointless.
I was extremely apathetic for about 4 months after getting on the anti-anxiety meds. They upped the dose after the last visit and about a month later,, all the motivation in the world. Hang in there!
 
I think i'm getting tetanus, going to an urgent care tomorrow for a shot. Might have to ask my parents to cover it though. Thankfully Tetanus is pretty cheap as far as vaccines go. Even if i Don't have tetanus and I think the "symptoms" are hypochondriac anxiety I'm long overdue for it anyways.

(If I do have it it might have been from a pin I got stuck with)
 
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Had a bit of a rough day yesterday, hopeful that tomorrow will be better. I help tend to my grandma during the day (she has Alzheimer's), she's nearing the end of her life, so I try to make every second I can spend with her count. Planning on cooking some burgers for me and her for lunch, and we'll watch some MacGyver afterwards.

The highlight of my day now is feeding the cats. My cat had four kittens back in March, they were shy around us at first, but after a while they warmed up to us and they're fun to play with. Also working on my art skills. Hoping to post some of my works in one of the art threads soon.
 
So. As to be expected I did get sunburnt on the trip. But it's looking like my shoulder might actually scar from it. And that's really lame.
haha this nigga actually gets sunburnt in the sun
i don't know how to take care of sunburns i wish i had advice to give you. when in doubt slather vaseline on that shit
 
Still in withdrawal. Feeling very clear headed and have been the entire time, which is unusual. Withdrawal from psychiatric medication generally leaves the head in varying degrees of disarray, but I've had no symptoms of that and I clearly remember every day from the past couple of weeks, so there's not even problems with my memory. Winner.

Physically, it's a little different. I had one day of classic physical withdrawal symptoms, and then I went and slept for nineteen hours straight, so that took the edge off there. My digestive tract has taken the brunt of the damage. It's getting better. I can eat, but it's uncomfortable. It feels like giardiasis, lots of upset and dramatic retching, but nothing actually comes up.

Watching the weight very intently; I'm hoping very hard I can come out of this with no more than two or three extra kilos.

I miss chocolate, but for some reason sweet foods make everything worse.
 
I accidentally sat on an anthill yesterday. Realized it when I felt a slight burning sensation on my leg, and then it got 10x worse.
Otherwise I'm doing great.
 
My wedding is today. I worked hard on my vows, and I'm looking foreword to the first dance.
Sincere congratulations, friend.

I accidentally sat on an anthill yesterday. Realized it when I felt a slight burning sensation on my leg, and then it got 10x worse.
Otherwise I'm doing great.
Fresh aloe vera, or else paw paw ointment.
 
Whelp, that illness that has almost taken me out? I've been given some mega new antibiotic or whatever. Look up the side effects... and oh for fudge's sake. This is the strongest thing I have ever had to take, and it might tear me up just a lot. Great. (sic)

Also yesterday people took me to one of those high end rich people's malls. It felt like a modern version of califaggotland circa 1990. I actually saw blond women who were natural blonds. Haven't seen that in ages. No dark roots showing at all.
And why do women who have some sort of significant rank, but are still a little chubby insist on wearing tube tops?
The great thing I didn't allow myself to say in mixed company is notice how many wives of rich guys can have multiple kids with them and not be fat or obese. Twas wonderful to see. If you never left an area like that mall, it would feel like the obesity rates of around 1985 and not today. ... I've honestly been debating that once you entered the parking garage if you entered a time portal or something but I can't prove anything.

And the nasty thing was locally walgreens is already putting out the Halloween candy. Great.
 
The great thing I didn't allow myself to say in mixed company is notice how many wives of rich guys can have multiple kids with them and not be fat or obese. Twas wonderful to see. If you never left an area like that mall, it would feel like the obesity rates of around 1985 and not today. ...
Unfortunately, most women have to go back to work ASAP after having children, or they won't have anywhere to live. They also don't have access to au pairs or nannies. Rich women can hand their babies off to the nanny and fuck around the gym all day. Also, higher income bracket generally means a better diet. Middle income and lower income women's lives basically consist of working, and trying to scrape together enough time to raise a family in between working.

Healthiness for women with children has become a luxury in this day and age.
 
Unfortunately, most women have to go back to work ASAP after having children, or they won't have anywhere to live. They also don't have access to au pairs or nannies. Rich women can hand their babies off to the nanny and fuck around the gym all day. Also, higher income bracket generally means a better diet. Middle income and lower income women's lives basically consist of working, and trying to scrape together enough time to raise a family in between working.

Healthiness for women with children has become a luxury in this day and age.
Henlo. I am Wraithmagekun. I am new to dis country. I travel from Romania to being telling you I am being seeing the Asian women who being the poor and they not being the fat meatball pasta disaster-chans I seeing elsewhere.
If you need poop loads of cash from a rich husband to push yourself away from a cheesecake or whatever, that's a paddlin'. Women should look at food the same way they see a sub-6 foot 1 inch guy and doesn't make over 100K a year and say, "no means no." Cause food also serves as a time portal to marrying a wil wheaton type.

EDIT: - I remember something from years past. One of the things noted about self control is if you got a chick and she ballooned up while being in a relationship with you, and she suddenly starts going to the gym and such, but she's not using that refurbished bod to lay your pipe, she's getting ready to dump you while using your resources to prepare for a better guy.
Don't give anybody, especially women excuses.
 
Well, fucked up both my feet this summer, so hiking and biking aren't happening.
Started working out again with the stuff I've got at home just to stay in some sort of activity, and just did 15 pull ups for the first time in a while.
Would much prefer to climb a mountain, but it is what it is.
 
Had a near-pefect weekend but was highly stressed today for no reason. I'd almost take the constant depression of my youth.
Updoot: stress was caused by needing to do a project I thought was a week out this week. It was completed by Wednesday and that ball of near-vomit was gone. Sometimes your body reminds you, I guess.
Looking forward to a warm weekend, dinner with a friend, and lots of gaming online or in person with my buddies.
 
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