Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[All Star Taffy Tugger]

This thread always makes me think of the Brainbug from Starship Troopers.

 

[Brenda Tits]

This one almost died from the sounds of it. u/disastrous_yucca
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Looks like she had RFF phallo 3 days ago.

Spoiler: Phallus (NSFW)

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As of an hour ago, her skin graft has failed again.

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"I feel like my body doesn't want a penis" Well. Yes. Why would it?

 

[batteredpancakes]

As of an hour ago, her skin graft has failed again.

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"I feel like my body doesn't want a penis" Well. Yes. Why would it?

They might end up removing it.
If that happens she can be 'Stumpdick the 2nd'. or Stumpdick2.

 

[Gar For Archer]

With an amhole, if the result is in the top 5 percentile and you look at it from the front with legs closed and a bush and the photo is taken close up enough to hide the obvious male bone structure on the rest of the body, it can at least get it looking passable. Once it’s opened up though, it’s not fooling anyone, unless the only vaginas they’ve seen are in poorly drawn hentai.

Rotdogs on the other hand? I think I’ve seen maybe one result in this thread that even approaches passing, and even that’s only with a carefully-shot and angled still photo.

I just made an account on Trans Bucket with a burner email because I found out what "mete" was in this thread and wanted to see pictures and hoooooly shit. I was expecting to find at least one or two convincing "bottom surgeries". Both the neovags and neopeens all looked atrocious although after healing the neovags all looked ever so slightly more convincing than the neopeens. And of course the "top surgeries" all looked bad but we all know what zippertits are and there's only so much variation. Is this what all of the trans celebrities have and just don't admit it's horrific to look at? Then the virtue signaler "straight" males who sleep with these things all claim they "couldn't tell a difference".

 

[KiwiFuzz]

Gaaah bro spoiler that shit I'm scrolling down eating a slice of toast and I just spat it at my screen I don't want to randomly be assaulted by the sight of a fucking amhole with no warning.
The spoilers give me chance to brace myself and stop chewing anything I'm eating/stop drinking/consider do I really want to see that shit...

You're the one who decided to click on this thread while eating.

Any psychological or physical damage is 100% self-inflicted. QED.

 

[Lisa Frank’s Abortion]

As of an hour ago, her skin graft has failed again.

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"I feel like my body doesn't want a penis" Well. Yes. Why would it?

Leave it to dooleys to drop in. She’ll be thinking about her alright — and ready to take that surgery regret post down as soon as it comes up.

Editing to bitch about Dooleys. She sees her brothers-in-armscars struggling with their choices and their complications. All she does is feign support and then make posts about how great she’s doing. It must be a slap in the face to look for support with your leaky, nasty arm scar or numb neo-noodle, and the moderator of the sub is acting like Stewart from MadTV. “Look what I can do!” — with a little feminine <3

 

[Crunchy Leaf]

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Wait.. looking at this chicks page I recognize her. I've posted some stuff about her top surgery.
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Another Asher. she posted a link to her gofundme telling us her former name is Alaura Niedosmialek.
She seems like another interesting mini-cow for this thread. It'll be both sad and intriguing to see her cope with complications.
She was quite nice looking before
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Now she looks like Jacksepticeye on meth.

We can all intuitively understand why a super naturally butch woman would troon out. This is not one of them. Let's do a reddit profile deep dive to see what kind of BPD we can find.

1. Smoked cigarettes until earlier this year and quit entirely to qualify for top surgery (which is respectable, but it's interesting to me that some surgeons are holding firm to standard pre-op general surgery requirements and some will operate on megafatties).
2. Describes as 'genderfluid trans male'. And as 'A human who's super masc and likes he him pronouns.'

Okay, hm, every single submitted post is in a troon subreddit. Let's look at the replies to other people's threads.
Ah, there we go, first page, from 10 days ago in r/AnorexiaNervosa: "I think my ED is coming back/ has been back and I didn't even realize it. It's scary and I don't like it. Eating feels horrible some days"

Here on r/genderfluid: "I needed a safe place where I could talk about my genderfluid experiences here and not feel so alone. I'm really struggling with my genderfluid identity. Whenever I feel like a girl and want to express it as such, I feel like I'm going to like detransition even tho I love being on T and all the changes it brought me... Unless I feel like a girl. It's difficult and I'm just tired."

Commented on a post of an AGP saying they're autosexual that she is also autosexual, e.g., primarily sexually attracted to herself.

Standard feminine and childish FTM posting: "I mean, I've never liked my chest? But I feel like I don't deserve it because I want to be feminine after. Tho this is a great idea! That way I could just, put them on, but take them off when I wanted. (Tho, I've never really liked the chesticals. On rare occasion, it was because others liked them? And I liked how that gave me attention? But I didn't like THEM themselves, if that makes sense?)"

Is there anything more feminine than ending sentences in question marks like this? Troons will do things that don't require effort on their part other than whining to a doctor, but they don't make an effort to actually change things that only they control.

 

[Procrastinhater]

You're the one who decided to click on this thread while eating.

Probably not the wisest choice to be honest, although somehow still only the third or fourth worst decision Ive made since Turkey Day.

 

[Constellationzero]

how many of you men actually refer to your penis as "phallus"?

Let's all be glad the Ayydenzz don't say Priapus.

 

[batteredpancakes]

Alright since u/disastrous_yucca is being interesting with her graft failure I'll do a full write-up on her. Archive

First post is her talking about how she's exited for her phalloplasty next week.
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For context, I am 27, married, generally stable, and very sure about my decision to have surgery. I am having stage one of RFF phalloplasty with Dr. Bluebond-Langner next Wednesday. I've had my date for over two years and have been so looking forward to going in and getting started with this process, but for the last few days I have been insufferable to be around because I am just so anxious. I'm anxious about anesthesia, I'm anxious about complications, anxious about being away from home for so long, anxious about leaving my animals in someone else's care, and anxious about getting COVID. It is worth noting that I am a 9/11 survivor and have PTSD, so anxiety is VERY familiar to me, but this is at a whole other level. I can't sleep, I don't want to go to work, I don't want to leave the house at all. I'm terrified of getting COVID or something going wrong and preventing me from having surgery, but at the same time I'm terrified of the moment I have to go in for surgery. I finally got some relief today after a really good session with my therapist, but then my mom (who I have had contact with, with a mask) tells me she has a cold. She has tested negative so far but it's just sent my anxiety into overdrive.
I used to have both Reddit and Facebook and frequented this subreddit as well as a Facebook support page specific to people having surgery with my surgeon, but I decided social media was really negatively impacting my life and got rid of everything over a year ago. This has been great for my mental health, but I realized I closed myself off to a huge community of support and I feel very alone. I decided to make this new account so I can reach out, but I'm not even sure what I need. I feel very vulnerable and I'm just wanting to be on the other side so I don't have to worry about it anymore. I feel like I know a lot about what happens after; I have a good understanding of complications and what recovery looks like. I'm not nervous about that. But I don't think I expected to feel like this prior to my surgery. I thought I would just be ridiculously excited and go into as calmly as I could. But I'm having a miserable time and I don't know how to get through it. I can't stop thinking that something bad will happen or I'll get COVID and my surgery will have to be delayed for god knows how long.
I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else had a similar experience and how they dealt with it. How do you put aside all of the things you can't control and just go with the flow? I want to feel ok but I'm not sure that I will until I'm in the recovery room.

We learn a few things about her here.

• 27 years old
• Married to a woman
• RFF phalloplasty with Dr. Bluebond-Langner (New York)
• claims to be a 9/11 survivor (she was about 6 at the time)
• PTSD, anxiety, terrified of COVID

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2nd post is just after her phalloplasty. Dec 08 2022

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I made a post about how anxious I was a week or so ago. I'm feeling much better now, thank you for all the support. Everything went as planned and I'm all checked in and waiting to be called back! So excited and a little nervous. Will definitely update when I'm conscious again.Update here!

Anxiety gone, if only she knew what was about to go wrong...

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3rd post on the same day but 5 hours later, with a picture.

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I fucking did it I'm so happy. Everything went perfectly. Struggled with 9/10 pain like 30 minutes post-op but got some meds and it's been totally manageable since then. Dysphoria instantly gone. I love my penis.

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4th post is where everything starts to go wrong Original KF post (my post)
Dec 9th 2022

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So yesterday morning the plastic surgery team came in to look at my phallus, and long story short, blood was going in but not coming out. They decided to bring me back into the OR to fix it. Everything happened really fast and it was honestly really scary. I'm really lucky to have such a good team but even with all that reassurance it was terrifying. They took additional skin from my leg to fix my phallus and just let me drain blood for a while. They almost gave me blood because I lost so much, but they ended up not needing to. Things seem to be going ok now, the swelling is gone and the Doppler checks are good. I'm just exhausted and really overwhelmed. I haven't eaten since Tuesday and I'm still in a good amount of pain. I'm just ready to get out of here but this all has pushed my release date. I'm lucky to have a supportive team and my amazing wife, but even with all of that I'm just feeling so down.

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And today's 5th post 10th December. The graft failure. Original KF post - courtesy of @Brenda Tits

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I just had my second emergency surgery last night and my third surgery since Wednesday. My graft went from alive to dead in the span of an hour. This has never happened to my surgeon before. I don't feel hopeful. I barely feel anything. I feel like my body doesn't want a penis and it's just ruining everything for me. I don't want to go through all of this for nothing. I imagined myself returning home with huge grafts taken off of me and nothing to show for it. I'm dying inside, I feel like I'm living a nightmare.

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Notable comments (all before her phalloplasty)

 

[neverendingmidi]

Let's all be glad the Ayydenzz don't say Priapus.

Or a herm

God knows they’re so obsessed they might as well be a head with a dick.

 

[AfghanBlue]

Compiled a list of the hits from the last several pages. One thing we aren't short on is descriptors.






















And, of course...

Excuse me but where the fuck is rotsock

@neverendingmidi the concept of the full-body phalloplasty has already been explored by the Poonerartist.

This is the only one I could find, this is two T4T tifs in an exchange

 

[batteredpancakes]

d00leys has posted a review on sitting vs. standing to pee.

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Standing vs sitting to pee post-UL: a review on comfort
As some of you may know, I've been going through hell & back to get my UL working. My last repair was a succes and I've finally made it: fingers crossed that it stays like this!
Contradictory as it may sound, one of the things I was worried about was if it would still be comfortable to SIT to pee after UL. I definitely wanted to pee out of my penis, but aside from practicality I didn't think I felt very strongly about STP. Like I wanted to be ABLE to do it, not necessarily actually always DO it. Hope that makes sense lol.
Anyway, I discovered 2 things:

1. Sitting to pee is definitely still comfortable and doable. If I want to sit and scroll on my phone a bit, I can still do so.
2. I love standing so much more than I ever thought I would. I'm literally excited when I have to pee because it's fun to do now. I'm sure SOME of the novelty will wear off. But I might prefer standing to sitting after all!

Physically, I might even say that standing is slightly more comfortable. It just feels more natural I guess, and I find it more practical with the whole milking thing. Which is btw a lot easier & quicker than I thought. Just a quick squeeze and shake and I'm good to go.
I'm also gonna save a fortune on toilet paper. Kidding, but also not kidding. Like I always thought it was gross people wouldn't wipe after using the urinal, but honestly after that squeeze & shake there's just not really anything left to wipe. I'm wearing light grey underwear, so staining would be very obvious, but that hasn't been an issue either!
Overall, personally, for me UL isn't really ''euphoric'' or ''affirming''. I just don't feel that way. I feel like my body finally functions the way it was supposed to from the beginning. Just like how I am not jumping up and down with joy daily about how great it is to have 2 elbows. It just feels normal.
I actually don't appreciate when people imply gendered things about how I pee. Thankfully the people around me don't make comments like that, but sometimes nurses etc do. Like how I am finally peeing ''like a man''. I wasn't before and I am not now lol, but thanks. I just feel like a person with a penis, who does penis-stuff. And now my body reflects that, which is neat.
I'm sure I'll talk a lot more about my UL journey as I continue to experience life with this newfound ability. I'm still scared of the idea of developing a stricture because who knows. But for now I am just trying to take my wins as I get them, and enjoy the moments as I'm in them.
To be continued!
TL;DR: sitting and standing both feel fine, but I prefer standing.

 

[KiwiFuzz]

So when Disastrous Yucca says her graft failed, does she mean her fake dick or her arm? I am not picturing what is happening here.

I'm going to go out to the Wienerschnitzel and grab some lunch, BRB.

 

[batteredpancakes]

So when Disastrous Yucca says her graft failed, does she mean her fake dick or her arm? I am not picturing what is happening here.

I'm going to go out to the Wienerschnitzel and grab some lunch, BRB.

She means her phallus. They took a graft and put it on her phallus so it could help supply blood.
It failing means the blood supply issue has not resolved. It could also mean the graft itself is dying.

The emergency graft is from her leg not her arm thankfully.

 

[BBChannel]

So when Disastrous Yucca says her graft failed, does she mean her fake dick or her arm? I am not picturing what is happening here.

I'm going to go out to the Wienerschnitzel and grab some lunch, BRB.

Her issue was severe clotting and lamenting that her body doesn't want a penis. I'm going to guess the rotdog is being rejected or was starved yesterday from the clotting.

 

[batteredpancakes]

Her phallus was pulling blood fine but wasn't pushing it out so they had to make an incision and drain it out. Since this means she's losing blood it's likely they will remove it so they don't have to constantly infuse her with blood. I can't imagine they will do too many attempts to fix the issue before giving in and loping it off.

The fact that she said it's her second emergency surgery implies this was the second attempt at saving the phallus.
EDIT: The title she used for her last post was "Graft died. Again." so it was the second graft attempt.

 

[cinnamon doggie]

These are by far the fugliest things I've ever seen in my life... NSFL, it's pictures of neovags.

MTF Vaginoplasty Results Gallery - Keelee MacPhee, M.D.

Dr. Keelee MacPhee's gallery of MTF vaginoplasty before and after photos. Review transgender vaginoplasty results.

keeleemacpheemd.com

"It's just like a cisgender vagina! You can't tell the difference!"

 

[Xanax and Wine]

These are by far the fugliest things I've ever seen in my life... NSFL, it's pictures of neovags.

MTF Vaginoplasty Results Gallery - Keelee MacPhee, M.D.

Dr. Keelee MacPhee's gallery of MTF vaginoplasty before and after photos. Review transgender vaginoplasty results.

keeleemacpheemd.com

"It's just like a cisgender vagina! You can't tell the difference!"

If these are the best ones they have to show off imagine the ones they decided not to share. That must be a very special horror show.

Side note, always makes me kinda wonder how many troons are cool with posting their genitals on the Internet. Like even anonymously I wouldn't be cool showing my snatch off online but they just post their junk without worries, often just to show it off. Makes me wonder if they don't really see their genitals as... well, their genitals anymore after they got mangled so they don't have that inhibition towards having it plastered across Reddit or some surgeons website. Just truck me as a bit odd how open all these people are about this where most normal people wouldn't consider posting their privates just to sorta show everyone how it looks

 

[Tard Whisperer]

from Dr Shneed thread, "Rylan" shows off her scars

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She is surprised that she ended up with stretch marks, lol.

Here is a TIF from TikTok coping about phalloplasty recovery
- Advises other TIFs to just get phallo, don't even think about the complications! (she still has a catheter in at this point.)

- Shows the lack of mobility in the graph arm 5 weeks out, jokes about not scheduling her PT

- Nearly cries thinking about how good his phallo looks, as they all seem to do, before discussing complications (3 fistulas)

- Tries to pee, sprays his entire hotel bathroom

- Tells other TIFs to go to r/phallo to see how realistic and amazing all the phallos look....... the delusion

- Talks about how uncomfortable it is to have a phallo

Gonna be honest ma'am it kinda seems like you hate your phallo.