Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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I currently do not have skin on my arm because they chose to wait 2 weeks after surgery to do my skin graft. I don’t have a wound VAC on my arm because they did not submit it to my insurance in time. Currently they are making me and my friend change my dressings twice a day for an advanced wound care situation..

Trying (and failing) to convince myself I must be reading this wrong. This person is saying that their ENTIRE FOREARM is ... one open wound? Never mind infection, wouldn't the pain alone drive you insane? I can't even imagine ...

Pretty sure it’s not THE ENTIRE arm, but merely a good part of it that they grabbed skin/tissue from to construct the rotdog.

The problem here is that instead of putting a vacuum dressing (wound VAC) on it and let it heal, (Hey! Those things aren’t cheap!) They’re having the troon and friend change the dressing twice a day.

Needless to say, wound care really should be left to the professionals. Preferably a nurse that specializes in it.

Hopefully this troon is one of the crazies who sees a mutilated arm as a badge of honor… Because it might heal, but it sure as heck won’t heal nicely, and will be visible from far away.
 
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She had a follow up with the surgeon from urethraplasty. He gave her the okay to swim and skydive. so she plans to go skydiving this summer. She is disappointed that her mouth will probably not go back to normal, so she probably won't ever be able to "bite an apple or bite into any extremely solid food." but don't worry, it's okay with her!
Her next surgery is less than a month before her wedding, so if anything goes wrong she will probably need a catheter on her wedding.
What a selfish, sick person she is to put her fiance through this just because she's too delusional to grasp she will never have a dick.

I love to imagine her rotdog flying apart in the wind while she skydives...
Uhhh depending how bad her mouth is, it could still be salvageable. She can do deep massages on the incisions after they've healed and stopped bleeding - 2 weeks out min. It breaks up the scar tissue that causes tightness and pain. I had a relative that had knee surgery and the doctor insisted it was necessary for a good recovery. The difference is you can have a hard lump of scar tissue thats 'glued' together at the surgery site or soft and pliable tissue that moves like it normally should.
I doubt it because it seems like the butchers cut the nerve that makes people able to pucker their lips.
If they damaged or cut nerves shes fucked. By the time part A heals and tried to connect with part B, part B is already dead. Nerves take a stupid amount of time to heal. Im not familiar with mucosal grafts so idk what the final outcome could be. Edited to avoid double posting.
 
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NEW STINKDITCH!

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As shitty of a result as this is, at least the placement is… Somewhat in the right direction.

Somewhat.

Just too bad that he decided to just skip the labias.

Lemme guess… “SOME CIS VAGINAS DONT HAVE LABIA EITHER!!”
 
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Uhh medikiwis is this normal? Why would the patient have to change her own dressings? And is a wound vac necessary, if so then why would a hospital withhold it?
VAC pumps are "durable medical equipment" like walkers and wheelchairs, so in the US, the hospital is usually not the supplier. They'll have the lunchbox-sized VAC units for your inpatient stay, but on day of discharge the equipment company is supposed to drop off your home pump so they can switch the tubing over. Plenty of the FtMs in this thread just had regular dressings, but yeah, VAC is great and almost always helpful in wound healing.

Sounds like the insurance company needed prior authorization for DME and the paperwork fell through the cracks,. Anyone with a chronic condition will tell you this happens all the time when you're trying to get a receptionist to get a doctor to write a letter to a care coordinator at the insurance company so they can tell the equipment company it's OK to deliver--unless you want to pay out of pocket. That's what phalloplasty seems to be: electing to have a chronic medical condition and jumping right into the deep end.

Glad she has a friend to help with dressing changes. If she didn't, her insurance would probably have her commute in to a wound clinic twice a day (in-home visits are more expensive, and this is an ambulatory young person). Other than the size of it, this is a pretty easy site to dress. A forearm is just a cylinder to wrap, no packing into tunnels, no irrigation, and you can do it on a nice, well-lit table. Probably just Xeroform or Adaptic, abdominal pad, rolled gauze. A friend helping with wound care is the least dubious part of this whole situation (admittedly a low bar).
 
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As shitty of a result as this is, at least the placement is… Somewhat in the right direction.

Somewhat.

Just too bad that he decided to just skip the labias.

Lemme guess… “SOME CIS VAGINAS DONT HAVE LABIA EITHER!!”
Why is the opening hole so so close to the ass hole?
 
Has anyone else had really bad experiences with Dr. Brassard?
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"I will never be able to have sex again and I’m still trying to figure out how to live with the trauma of my surgery. He refuses to help the local medical team who are tying to figure out what’s wrong with me and his literal response to them was, “My patients don’t get complications. Send her to a clinic”.

I’m nine months post-op and I’ve had to stop dilating completely, I’ve been on and off antibiotics for the past 5 months, and most of my clitoris necrotized and fell off in the early recovery period (something that was confirmed by my gynaecologist but of course denied by Brassard).

While I was at the recovery centre they made an error with my medications and refused to take me seriously. They did nothing when I went catatonic, they did nothing when I woke up drowning in vomit, they refused to give me IV nutrients even though I hadn’t eaten or slept in 5 days and was in excruciating pain because of it, and it was only after I begged for assisted suicide a second time that they even started to look into the issue."

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"I think it's becoming the rule. I know two people that had surgery after me that almost bled to death. Both needed to be rushed to their emergency rooms, more stitches, blood transfusions - after going home.

When I was there one girl had been there for a month because of bleeding."

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"Years ago, someone posted here saying she went to Brassard and her labia were squared off and chunky with no detailing. They looked completely unrealistic. Other people who had been to Brassard replied and said that's how his labia usually look. I saw this post before I solidly decided I was non-op, so I remember saying to myself that I'll never go to Brassard because of this.
Brassard makes his patients sign contracts that they'll never post pictures of their genitalia on the Internet, just to prevent people from seeing realistic samples of his work. It's especially immoral that he does this while accepting government money. It should be illegal to make anyone sign am NDA in order to receive a government-funded service. It's an issue of government transparency."

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"Dr Menard did much better work, Dr Brassards work is sub par to anyone infact Id go so far as to call him the Montreal Butcher.

I do not recommend Dr Brassard to anyone he acts like hes not a doctor but has movie star status, hes rude, hes arrogant and he does not care about his patients.

I have been left disfigured with a lop sided outer vulva thats over two inches deep and no inner vulva to speak of if I bare down to use the washroom I bleed from the vaginal opening, Ive seen 3 gyno's all of them dont even want to touch his work and hell if Im going to let that doctor hack at me again. My only saving grace to this point is I seem to maybe have enough depth for intercourse."

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"Before this guy I heard his predecessor, Mernard, referred to as the Butcher of Montreal. This guy has taken it to the next level it seems. My condolences to all."

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"The guy belongs in prison for the rest of his life."

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"I just threw up after reading this thread and more reviews on other websites. Dysphoria is so horribly affecting my life, I hate my parts down there terribly.. I would give anything to have a vagina but not if I'm going to be butchered and left to struggle with the results. I would rather die than have a fucking man mutilate me and tell me 'thats how it looks tho' and refuse to acknowledge any issues."
me when I had to get my pussy from a surgeon and it’s having issues losing depth and closing up :( don’t you hate it girls when you go to the obgyn and 3 of them refuse even to look directly at your bits and no one would poke it with a ten feet pole:( oh damn that evil evil misogyny amirite
 
Re: Dr. Morrison's fresh meat.

"We as transpeople deserve a lot from the medical system" -- Your Majesty, you deserve what you paid for. Here's another adulting tip free of charge: if you don't pay for a private room, you don't get one.

"Why didn't he tell me it was his first time?" -- Why didn't you ask? I thought even the dumbest troon has enough wits to ask for photos of previous patients?

"My friend, an experienced phalloplasty careguver...". So why didn't said friend recommend you a better butcher?

Uhh medikiwis is this normal? Why would the patient have to change her own dressings? And is a wound vac necessary, if so then why would a hospital withhold it?
She is either lying -- you can see from the rest of her post that she is a grade-A drama whore -- or misuderstands the situation.
 
TiF very carefully shows the integrity of a phallus
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One of the things i didn't know about before, but which fascinates me is the way the skin moves over the Penis. I expected it it be floppy and the same consistency all the way through. But similar to a natal penis, there is a very apparent difference between the outer skin layer and the constructed urethra inside. It has limits, but it allows the sensation of "skin sliding over skin" to some degree, if that makes sense. It's the 12th day post OP, so I have to careful, but I tried the "jacking-off" motion in the shower and it felt way more natural than I thought it would. It also pulls on the labia, which will later be the scrotum- that's incredible! Thought I would share this, since it made my day 🙏
Look at her very delicately handling her skin sock. :story:
They definitely couldn't "jack off" even close to the same vigor that men can. They would injure themselves.

This is u/Oemuff btw. The TiF with the full body shower video.
 
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Ive seen 3 gyno's all of them dont even want to touch his work and hell if Im going to let that doctor hack at me again. My only saving grace to this point is I seem to maybe have enough depth for intercourse."
A little late, I know, but I looooove how this dude is like “my surgery hole has major complications and spews blood but thank god someone can still fuck it”
These people have brains made of Easy Cheese.
 
Had to share this result with my Kiwi frens!

Looks like the nipple l is desperately trying to avoid this crazy lady by running away.
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RUN LIL FELLA! RUN LIKE HELL!

Holy shit why do these retards keep going to gynos??? What do the expect the gyno to do? Its like a fucking furry going to vet.
But theyre real women and their stinkditch is toootally like a biological womans vagina, is the fucked up thinking behind their gynop visit.
Kinda off topic but funny none the less. This vid is 8 years old.I wonder how many parents, have a secret wish to toss their rainbow offspring in the river?
 
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In spite of the hellish nightmare my surgical experience has been, it hasn't been a total write off. I have a dick! I'm fairly pleased, though from the looks of things I didn't get the size I was told I would have and I don't like how the incisions were placed- I feel like it makes my stomach look weird. The left is pretty perfect but on the right the incision line is much lower and that makes it stick out a lot more. I kind of hate it but there's not anything I can really do at this point in time. I did also end up with some scars on my dick that I wasn't expecting so that's been kind of weird to adjust too as well.

My dick has a bit of a curve from the uneven incisions and having to pack straight up has made it worse, but as I'm able to spend some time not packing it's straightening itself out. It looks so much better than it did a week and a half ago.

I had some stitches split before I even came around after surgery. It started out as a 1"x.5" area of open skin and has been healing slowly. I had some minor wound separation and after three weeks that's ~98% closed.

Sensation is okay so far, fair in the bottom ~half. I had an ilioinguinal nerve hookup but it was never really explained to me what that means in terms of sensation so that's a fun little journey I'm on.

The thing I'm probably happiest about is how good I look in basketball shorts now.
They're so fucking ridiculous. Literally just a tube of meat rolled up and stitched to their crotch, looks nothing like a penis, let alone a human penis, I just cannot see the point in them, they're just so... stupid looking. Even the "best" looking ones are a fucking retarded joke, ones like this and the straight up necrotic looking ones or the bizarre wtf things like that one up thread thats all bloody with the extra flap... seriously can someone try to explain what the fuck the point is?
All the pain and risk of surgeries and infections for a rotting tube of meat, its fucking clown world.
 
TiF very carefully shows the integrity of a phallus
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One of the things i didn't know about before, but which fascinates me is the way the skin moves over the Penis. I expected it it be floppy and the same consistency all the way through. But similar to a natal penis, there is a very apparent difference between the outer skin layer and the constructed urethra inside. It has limits, but it allows the sensation of "skin sliding over skin" to some degree, if that makes sense. It's the 12th day post OP, so I have to careful, but I tried the "jacking-off" motion in the shower and it felt way more natural than I thought it would. It also pulls on the labia, which will later be the scrotum- that's incredible! Thought I would share this, since it made my day 🙏
Look at her very delicately handling her skin sock. :story:
They definitely couldn't "jack off" even close to the same vigor that men can. They would injure themselves.

This is u/Oemuff btw. The TiF with the full body shower video.
It literally has the consistency of jello and moves like one, too. Or a flesh-colored pannacotta.
 
Question for the medfags:

Other than the skin, what holds it on?

Like when you tug on a real dick, there's the feeling that it's rooted in the pelvis, like there are underlying structures holding the thing on there.

That chick's water weenie looks like it has the internal consistency of the bat flap on the upper arm of a wine aunt.

Thinking about it, is the area below the skin (ideally) just fatty tissue, and can fatty tissue internally bond to itself in a meaningful way or is it literally just held on by the skin?

Also, total lulz that the only sensation she gets tugging on it is a mild stimulation in the vulva, i.e. the yet-unmutilated remains of her clit.
 
Question for the medfags:

Other than the skin, what holds it on?

Like when you tug on a real dick, there's the feeling that it's rooted in the pelvis, like there are underlying structures holding the thing on there.

That chick's water weenie looks like it has the internal consistency of the bat flap on the upper arm of a wine aunt.

Thinking about it, is the area below the skin (ideally) just fatty tissue, and can fatty tissue internally bond to itself in a meaningful way or is it literally just held on by the skin?

Also, total lulz that the only sensation she gets tugging on it is a mild stimulation in the vulva, i.e. the yet-unmutilated remains of her clit.
Thats a good question actually. Theres no muscle or tendons, as far as I can see its literally just held on by skin, I don't think subcutaneous fat bonds together with any ability to hold structure, and there doesn't seem to be anything internal that would work that way, they look like they have the texture of putty.
I wonder what the breaking strain of a rot dog is, how much pressure before it just comes off?
 
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