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- Jun 21, 2022
"My name is Shae and I used to post here all the time. I spent 11 years practicing saline inflation and I wrote the PDF guide that many of you found around the internet."
I found this PDF and attached it here. WARNING
Here's his FFS with no visible change for the low price of $54k
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If people do not think you need much work, and you don't mind spending the extra money (totally worth it by the way for their facilities and aftercare and proprietary hardware), I say go with Facial Team.
A lot of people online say that facial team does not do enough to make you look female, but I don't really agree with that sentiment, and it didn't really matter to me because I just wanted them to delete everything masculine about me, not buff up anything that is feminine already or that isn't there. so when I had my console I told them that exactly, that I just wanted everything that testosterone has done to my bones to go away. That said this is what I had done
Starting from the bottom I had a trachea shave. I also got chin and jaw contouring, and I asked them to focus on lifting my chin more than feminizing the back of my jaw, as I have had a very tall jawline that wasn't very masculine. At first I was going to get a second hair transplant while I was there to fill in what I had done a couple years earlier, but after considering that they would need to shave a lot of my hair, I decided I was happy with my 33-year-old hair that is slightly thinner, it keeps coming back everyday even 1.5 years into transitioning and I think it was wise to spend my money elsewhere, so I had them do a lift lift instead. that was my one bit of vanity that I say I wouldn't have needed otherwise but I love the way it came out and it's much more feminine. I got a rhinoplasty since I had a big bump on my nose and they also fixed some of my deviated septum. This is what takes forever to heal and I still have hard nodules to the left and right of my nose but it looks pretty natural at this point. The end result however will be much thinner. I also had brow reconstruction, where they burrow back the brow bone and put a metal plate in and overall get rid of that male profile when you look from the side. That is when I noticed things the most from a profile view, however now that it is the end of February (I had my FFS done on October 23rd), all the swelling is gone even the residual stuff and my muscle and tissue are starting to reapply themselves where it needs to happen. The pic above at this point isn't even a good example of what I look like.
Since this is about my face and the results I don't mind sharing my Instagram here, feel free to check it out.
www.instagram.com/shae.meful
It cost me in total for the procedures about $54,000 USD.
Flying from the United States West coast, including some first class and business class on the way back was about four grand. Paying for things in Marbella is expensive as there isn't anything like fast food, it's a tourist town for old expensive white people. Plan on eating steak and nice food, unless you stay elsewhere.
that said I highly recommend if you can afford it paying to use hotel Marbella, which is closely entwined with facial team. I had a nurse visit me everyday.
Hope this answers your questions, feel free to ask me more.
A lot of people online say that facial team does not do enough to make you look female, but I don't really agree with that sentiment, and it didn't really matter to me because I just wanted them to delete everything masculine about me, not buff up anything that is feminine already or that isn't there. so when I had my console I told them that exactly, that I just wanted everything that testosterone has done to my bones to go away. That said this is what I had done
Starting from the bottom I had a trachea shave. I also got chin and jaw contouring, and I asked them to focus on lifting my chin more than feminizing the back of my jaw, as I have had a very tall jawline that wasn't very masculine. At first I was going to get a second hair transplant while I was there to fill in what I had done a couple years earlier, but after considering that they would need to shave a lot of my hair, I decided I was happy with my 33-year-old hair that is slightly thinner, it keeps coming back everyday even 1.5 years into transitioning and I think it was wise to spend my money elsewhere, so I had them do a lift lift instead. that was my one bit of vanity that I say I wouldn't have needed otherwise but I love the way it came out and it's much more feminine. I got a rhinoplasty since I had a big bump on my nose and they also fixed some of my deviated septum. This is what takes forever to heal and I still have hard nodules to the left and right of my nose but it looks pretty natural at this point. The end result however will be much thinner. I also had brow reconstruction, where they burrow back the brow bone and put a metal plate in and overall get rid of that male profile when you look from the side. That is when I noticed things the most from a profile view, however now that it is the end of February (I had my FFS done on October 23rd), all the swelling is gone even the residual stuff and my muscle and tissue are starting to reapply themselves where it needs to happen. The pic above at this point isn't even a good example of what I look like.
Since this is about my face and the results I don't mind sharing my Instagram here, feel free to check it out.
www.instagram.com/shae.meful
It cost me in total for the procedures about $54,000 USD.
Flying from the United States West coast, including some first class and business class on the way back was about four grand. Paying for things in Marbella is expensive as there isn't anything like fast food, it's a tourist town for old expensive white people. Plan on eating steak and nice food, unless you stay elsewhere.
that said I highly recommend if you can afford it paying to use hotel Marbella, which is closely entwined with facial team. I had a nurse visit me everyday.
Hope this answers your questions, feel free to ask me more.
Found his 5 month post-op follow up:
"My nightmare scrotectomy / orchiectomy 5 month post-op results. Thankful and extremely pleased (NSFW)."
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Ask me anything! Now that I'm out of the traumatizing experience I went through, healed up and happy I wanted to share my results. This is how it should have been 5 months ago. My fiancee is very pleased with the aesthetic, and I am too. I do not need to tuck for pretty much all outfits, and if I do need to it's just for a few cute panties or very tight leggings. Even then, it is pain-free, comfortable, and easy. I'm trying to think of it downside and I can't really think of anything except for the fact that the new fold in my skin gave me some annoying ingrown hairs along the scar, however plucking them religiously is slowly causing them to stay away and alleviate the problem.
I look back at the nightmare post and cringe. in retrospect I wish I had sued someone for negligence, but in all honesty once I knew I was in the clear I just wanted to be completely separated from the people that put me through the horror. at the end of the day I will say it was all worth it and I would do it again to reach this place I am at now.
My dysphoria has been eliminated completely. I am back to being myself. I go to the nude beach almost weekly and feel extremely confident. I often feel hot. Now that this is out of the way, I feel like nothing could stop me from achieving my goals. As of last week I hit 2 years on hormones as a cherry on top.
And to add a fun additional comment, I am currently recovering from a breast augmentation and think I'm going to be extremely pleased with that as well. It's only been a few days post-op and I haven't even gotten to see the twins yet. I got a minor lift to fix some asymmetry and so far I only have more sensitivity.
. Really looking forward to next summer...
Cheers everyone, I could cry right now. This was a really long road.
I look back at the nightmare post and cringe. in retrospect I wish I had sued someone for negligence, but in all honesty once I knew I was in the clear I just wanted to be completely separated from the people that put me through the horror. at the end of the day I will say it was all worth it and I would do it again to reach this place I am at now.
My dysphoria has been eliminated completely. I am back to being myself. I go to the nude beach almost weekly and feel extremely confident. I often feel hot. Now that this is out of the way, I feel like nothing could stop me from achieving my goals. As of last week I hit 2 years on hormones as a cherry on top.
And to add a fun additional comment, I am currently recovering from a breast augmentation and think I'm going to be extremely pleased with that as well. It's only been a few days post-op and I haven't even gotten to see the twins yet. I got a minor lift to fix some asymmetry and so far I only have more sensitivity.
. Really looking forward to next summer...Cheers everyone, I could cry right now. This was a really long road.
Comment from another post about his mental/physical health conditions
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Hi. 
Broken person here. You are not wrong (nor does it bother me because that's how I view myself).
I'm going to start off by saying I don't think anyone can deem us broken or not except for ourselves, the people who are suffering from whatever ailment we're considering.
I am almost 35 years old, and in my years I have learned that we are all the center of our own universe. Many people with mental defects don't even know there's anything wrong with them. So their modality works just fine IMO. Now, socially and medically of course we are going to have baselines such as, can you hold a job, and can you get along with other people without losing your temper etc etc, can you remember what day of the week it is? Can you walk? So on...
I have something called Polymicrogyria. Essentially, I have a portion of my brain that has many more gyri than usual and they're very small (thus the name. Poly-micro-gyri). Mutant brain yo. When this covers a larger portion of a person's brain than my case (one side), they often get a Downs diagnosis.
At 27 I started having seizures which thankfully medication has put an end to very quicky, and I haven't had a 'fit' (for me that's a grand mal) since 2011. It's been there since I was in utero.
Even though the seizures are controlled, I have to take medicine twice a day to make sure it stays that way. On top of that I have wild mood issues and suffer from Bipolar. I digress.
I have an extremely hard time holding a job and mania has led me to make many mistakes repeatedly over the years. You don't fix it, you manage it.
So yes, broken fits sometimes. The things I don't like about myself I cannot fix and I have tried for many years; it's better just to get on with it.
That said I am creative, artistic, and most of all empathetic among other traits. I consider these traits to be tied to my disability, so in some ways I feel like an upgraded human.
TLDR: You're only broken if you feel you are
Broken person here. You are not wrong (nor does it bother me because that's how I view myself).
I'm going to start off by saying I don't think anyone can deem us broken or not except for ourselves, the people who are suffering from whatever ailment we're considering.
I am almost 35 years old, and in my years I have learned that we are all the center of our own universe. Many people with mental defects don't even know there's anything wrong with them. So their modality works just fine IMO. Now, socially and medically of course we are going to have baselines such as, can you hold a job, and can you get along with other people without losing your temper etc etc, can you remember what day of the week it is? Can you walk? So on...
I have something called Polymicrogyria. Essentially, I have a portion of my brain that has many more gyri than usual and they're very small (thus the name. Poly-micro-gyri). Mutant brain yo. When this covers a larger portion of a person's brain than my case (one side), they often get a Downs diagnosis.
At 27 I started having seizures which thankfully medication has put an end to very quicky, and I haven't had a 'fit' (for me that's a grand mal) since 2011. It's been there since I was in utero.
Even though the seizures are controlled, I have to take medicine twice a day to make sure it stays that way. On top of that I have wild mood issues and suffer from Bipolar. I digress.
I have an extremely hard time holding a job and mania has led me to make many mistakes repeatedly over the years. You don't fix it, you manage it.
So yes, broken fits sometimes. The things I don't like about myself I cannot fix and I have tried for many years; it's better just to get on with it.
That said I am creative, artistic, and most of all empathetic among other traits. I consider these traits to be tied to my disability, so in some ways I feel like an upgraded human.
TLDR: You're only broken if you feel you are
Breast augmentation
38A to 36DD, Breast Augmentation with Dr Orlando, Portland OR, 2 Months Post-op.
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Breast Augmentation 4 Month Post-op comparison (NSFW)
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Also found some images of his sex dungeon
1. link/archive/image archive "This is what happens when two trans girls get hitched!"
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