Tammy need hobbies and a job. She has a fixation on her mental illness and that doesn’t help at all. The thing about Tammy that’s annoying as fuck is that she FEELS like she’s self aware. She thinks that being honest and essentially doing a good ol’ catholic confessional to YouTube every week then that means she’s making progress and doing her “best” but she’s wrong.
She’s using YouTube in a perverse way to alleviate the guilt she feels after a binge. But at the end of the day it’s another tool she’s using to fixate on her binge eating disorder. Documenting her binges, buying the binge food, consuming the binge food, talking about the binge food, sitting in the shame of the binge, confessing her binge to YouTube, it’s like she’s making porn about her own disorder filming it before and after the binge.
If Tammy really wanted to heal from her disorder she would move away from her disorder. She would get a job, hobbies, friends, a life outside the fixation of this disorder. She wouldn’t sit around her apartment masturbating herself to filming all the stages of her binge with big confessionals. She would actively work on building a life where binge eating isn’t the center of her whole fucking personality.
Except she doesn’t want that. She’s manipulative. She’s exactly where she’s wants to be. Right up the ass of her binge eating disorder.