Personally, I think he feels NOTHING down there, neither pain or pleasure.
The following is something I'm toying around with expanding on in terms of ideas contained within etc for a more serious piece rather than something written here down the line that explores each of these issues more fully. I'm interested in how adults keep wanting to improve things for kids and get it so damn wrong, how too often both political parties are riled up about the same thing and yet have been unable to have constructive meaningful dialogues due to the environment of fear and censorship that seems to be everywhere but a supposed hate site that's run by an individual with a heart of gold who genuinely seems to care about human suffering and wants to make a difference by ensuring that we have this space to continue to archive information,discuss ideas and essentially offer up hope that things get better and Sweet Reason returns. I've placed links throughout to a few academic articles, newspaper articles, and a magazine article all either applying to de transing, what kids are being taught in schools -the kid in my link reads the passage aloud and makes the school board squirm -and the financial backing behind this movement. Also, I highly recommend
Affirmation Generation as there's now obvious attempts by both the right and left in the USA cultural terms at least to cover the Trans issue.
I know for me as a natal woman in my thirties who needs to remember to approach this situation without getting enraged at what is being done to kids, thanking my lucky stars I was born in the 20th century that if the first things anyone knew about me was that I had a micropenis and had never had an orgasm and probably never would rather than anything else that defines me as a person, I would feel 'nothing' too. But the nothing might be a different nothing, it might not be nothing physically, but there are other ways to manifest feeling that constantly :
Feeling Nothing but regret because I hadn't taken the time to learn to truly love myself so such a
dehumanizing movement funded by technocrats and transhumanists couldn't ensnare me.
Nothing but heartache because I would be stuck in the situation Jaron was, doing an internship with the nip yeeter herself as part of my conditions for returning to Harvard, having to saccharinely comment and praise Sibhe's ghoulish work as she discards another nipple in her trashcan,sips another champagne at an orchestrated trooning out debutante party of sorts where there's plenty of ways to network with TLC as long as they don't actually zoom in on the jagged radical double mastectomy scar or fake nips and keep it very sanitary,showing something that is clean and healing when you remove the gauze,etc. So what if you look like a caricature of a human, you're a synthetic sexual identity unknowingly contributing to a movement that ultimately doesn't want to continue with humans as they are,opting instead to evolve them into something far different.
Nothing but confusion especially if I was one of the non binary people who later went on to transition medically after thinking I was trans, only to put myself onto the binary that I claimed that I wasn't on to begin with (make that make sense) only to detransition if I am lucky enough to get to the point where I regret it and have the resilience to work through my pain and grapple with both my own part and the role others played, my unaddressed homosexuality according to
Littmann's 2021 study of 100 detransitioners nearly 25% stopped because they realized that they were gay and were finally able to come to terms with it while over 50% stopped because of becoming more comfortable with their natal sex. I wonder how much higher the former figure would have been if she had followed them over a longer period of time? I'm lucky if I get to detrans and don't wind up committing suicide in the 8-11 years after my surgery when the regret and inner pain can be at their worst and the risk for suicide is at its highest.
Also my confusion if I was a gay child,young adult,whoever grappling with my sexuality and my place in the world would be greatly increased if I was simultaneously being given a message that my gayness wasn't OK,but my permanent mutilation was while those around me got to experience what I had been led to believe would be the literal death of me because I would be the kind of Troon like Bruce Jenner,etc.: puberty. All the while in school I'm exposed to
sexually explicit LG texts and graphic novels framed as coming of age ones to trick the woke into thinking that they're being inclusive by including them in curriculuae rather than exposing kids to sexually explicit materials too early as such a thing would have been considered when people not much younger than me were kids etc. But here's the thing, based on what I discussed above and how inherently homophobic the Trans agenda and movement is, is it any wonder that a gay child would be confused in a world where well meaning leftists trying to right wrongs of the past by thinking that the real problem is that there is not enough representative literature in libraries and curricula but failing to critically consider how a movement like the Trans one fundamentally discourages them being who they are due to what they must undergo in order to belong?. The lack of critical thinking among these smug arrogant leftists who can't slow down and gradually implement changes and work with those who are reluctant until they reach a middle ground as compromise is an art that has been lost and desperately needs brought back as that's the only way to have truly progressive progress as a civilization rather than a regressive progress that winds up reinforcing what you claim to loathe : a fucking binary which you found you couldn't live without so you returned to....
If I were someone at this juncture in my life, and I had gotten this far as a trans person, I think that when I said the word nothing, it wouldn't just come to mean an absence of sensation like you're talking about, it would come to be one of the most loaded words in my arsenal because it will ultimately come to signify the entire experience as my everything. I gave up everything I had for nothing presenting as everything and didn't clock it because the information was faulty.
Feeling nothing is a constant fight or would be I think, to stay completely numb to it all and not being able to because sometimes you can feel your intense thoughts flinging themselves about your brain.
Could all of this be what goes through Jarons mind on a daily basis,leading to the,"It just doesn't stop" comments? If you're an advocate and experiencing regret, I would imagine you cannot admit it and have things stay the same, it upends everything according to most detrans accounts. So perhaps you resort to statements like you spend too much time in your head, negative emotion clearing etc. All vague and nonspecific distractions and nonadmissions about whats really going on.
But as the OG host of Family Squares would say, Survey Says....
Officially Nothing. Zilch. Nada.
Thanks for allowing me to share my thoughts, I enjoy the discussions here
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