Skitzocow Kindness / Alyssa Jo Frauens / @KindKinkster / AJ Frauens / Stella Lawrence / Zion Stellar and Paul Mendoza / Bonnie Nelson / @BonnieMakes - LF BPD munchie furry dogsitter to pee in bathtub and eat all my food, inquire inside, hourly rates

[KiwiFuzz]

Powerlevel but I am mildly physically disabled in a para-spoonie sense. Autoimmune bullshit. It factors into the activities I do in that I consider whether or not I will be holding up the group in a given situation. Walk around the park? Great! Climbing Whitney? Have a good time and tell me about it when you get back!

One of the things I enjoy about Kiwis is the numerous object lessons in How Not To Be That Person.

It's hilarious and astonishing that a blind, wheelchair-bound, epileptic, multiple, etc etc etc could have gone to the tranch thinking that she was going to be an asset to the community.

Don't you see, she was helping Penny become a self-actualized person, because helping Penny be more self-actualized is far more important to tranch life than being able to fork hay out for the animals!

Reminds me of an old personal cow who once described his ideal post-apocalyptic intentional community and he put one person in charge of vegetable and fruit farming, one person in charge of livestock, one person in charge of cooking, one person in charge of cleaning, one person in charge of construction, one person in charge of renewable electricity and engine repairs, one person in charge of making clothing, and one person in charge of IT, and it was clear from the way he laid it out that he thought he was going to be the Dennis Nedry of the whole outfit.

Alyssa's willing to give the sweat off her brow to allow other people to occasionally hold up their 1/8th of the conversation, and she's going to charge you for the privilege. Hell, she might even let you pay to nut in her later. She's giving like that.

 

[Temperance]

Look at what you cruel KF stalkers have done! Poor Kindness is so scared of you that she's terrified of going home! She'll have to stay in the hospital forever and ever!
Nice try, Kindness. Very smooth.
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Tw // emotionally unstable , brief mention of stalking , kf etc fear of further doxing
Met with the social worker totally broke down crying explaining how scared I am to go back to my house. How inaccessible my house is. How scared I am that I'm not doing well with Paperwork

I'm so scared that I won't have a safe place to come home to and I don't understand what's going on
And I'm not okay

She's also wasting Bonnie's time & energy when he could be putting that towards dealing with the Tranch disaster. She's unwilling to quit her histrionic Munchie behavior for even a short while.
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☆ my carer at home is trying so hard but the stress of waking up to try to care for me before and after work and worrying about me not meeting basic care needs on my own after what I assume we're seizure cluster/ panic attacks was Severe enough to say Nuerological inpatient time

 

[Molly White's Breast Milk]

Keep talking about your paranoid delusions to the hospital staff, Alyssa. Maybe you should do it in the form of a plushie puppet show! I'm sure they'll keep you longer at the hospital and even give you your own room!

 

[HackerX]

Look at what you cruel KF stalkers have done! Poor Kindness is so scared of you that she's terrified of going home! She'll have to stay in the hospital forever and ever!
Nice try, Kindness. Very smooth.
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She's also wasting Bonnie's time & energy when he could be putting that towards dealing with the Tranch disaster. She's unwilling to quit her histrionic Munchie behavior for even a short while.
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Paul, is the pussy that good? I'll give him credit for not murdering Kindness. No idea how, outside of sex.

How long would a normal person be able to tolerate her without getting angry? After the 2nd sentence spoken? Just imagining how fast I'd go from calm -> angry -> violent. It just seems that process would be accelerated to a schizophrenic speed.

 

[stupid frog]

Remember when she was a super maid, aside from the pissing in tub parts? I do.
Clean up your piss, Alyssa.

I'd be more scared of Penny than us, personally. It's not the people posting you need to worry about dear.

 

[Say What Now?]

She told the social worker about kiwifarms?
Hello Jane Doe, MSW,
I hope you are reading while on the clock, because this should all be vital info to include in your notes and to bring up with the whole team. My no longer practicing professional diagnosis would have to go back to DSM-IV because she's got something in all 4 axes and her GAF is at BEST 30.
No one here wants to come to her house or hospital. Our rules here are to not pozload my neghole. Something I believe would be literal in Alyssa's world.

Edit:Aw man, I didn't know "contacting the shit" got auto replaced. My point stands contact with Alyssa would probably literally involve poop.

 

[CoolFool]

Look at what you cruel KF stalkers have done! Poor Kindness is so scared of you that she's terrified of going home! She'll have to stay in the hospital forever and ever!
Nice try, Kindness. Very smooth.
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Kindless, you aren't fooling anyone. Hospital case managers/social workers are not idiots, they know what a munchie is, and you're the worst kind. Some munchies can trick people for a little bit if they're more subtle about it, but the overly dramatic ones such as yourself? That social worker knew you were a munchie right away. I'm sure the social worker was very polite and appeared sympathetic, but rest assured she is inwardly rolling her eyes and bitching about you to her co-workers, and right now they are trying to figure out how to get rid of you as quickly as possible.

 

[lightswitchdoll]

Look at what you cruel KF stalkers have done! Poor Kindness is so scared of you that she's terrified of going home! She'll have to stay in the hospital forever and ever!
Nice try, Kindness. Very smooth.
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Huh interesting that she's now saying panic attacks OR seizures and adding 'what I assume'. I'm guessing they've ruled out super mega epilepsy so now she needs to subtly reframe everything.

This isn't news to us really, but it's fun watching someone have to simultaneously backtrack and continue the larp.

 

[BallBuster II]

Look at what you cruel KF stalkers have done! Poor Kindness is so scared of you that she's terrified of going home! She'll have to stay in the hospital forever and ever!
Nice try, Kindness. Very smooth.
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Smells like "Oh shit, all these tests are going to come back negative proving there is nothing wrong with me... I need to come up with something and quick so I can milk this LARP even longer!"

Also, should I just assume our tax money is paying for this pig's daily hospital bill? No way she has any kind of insurance.

 

[stupid frog]

It's not the hospital job to provide housing, sorry Alyssa. Back to the rat house with you!

 

[AssignedEva]

Kindless, you aren't fooling anyone. Hospital case managers/social workers are not idiots, they know what a munchie is, and you're the worst kind. Some munchies can trick people for a little bit if they're more subtle about it, but the overly dramatic ones such as yourself? That social worker knew you were a munchie right away. I'm sure the social worker was very polite and appeared sympathetic, but rest assured she is inwardly rolling her eyes and bitching about you to her co-workers, and right now they are trying to figure out how to get rid of you as quickly as possible.

Tbf if she showed a normie social worker some selected highlights of us saying mean things about her, and linked to our Wikipedia page that says we're evil Nazi murderers, it might get the social worker more on side ("oh wow, she's this nuts because there's a website of people dedicated to stalking her and trying to find her irl").

It'd only be if the social worker read a few pages and clocked we're merely documenting all the stuff Kindness herself posts, and see the forum culture is all about not contacting the subjects of threads (merely observing) that things would level out. But our preponderance for slurs might scare that investigation off.

You tend to sound nuts if you explain what Kiwifarms is, which is what a lot of the cows rely on.

 

[CoolFool]

It's not the hospital job to provide housing, sorry Alyssa. Back to the rat house with you!

They aren't responsible when it comes to providing housing, but they aren't supposed to discharge a vulnerable adult back home if they know there are risks at home that could put the patient in danger. Example: Elderly patient comes to the hospital and is severely underweight and clearly not getting care at home, and is unable to take care of themselves. If the hospital knows this, then they can't discharge her back home until they know it's safe to do so (Example: they make contact with a family member that tells them they will take care of the patient once they get back home) or they find an alternative solution (Example: they find a nursing home that will take the patient).

I'm sure Kindless knows this and is blaming KF in an attempt to stay in the hospital longer or get some home health services in place.

However, the key word in all of this is 'vulnerable'. Kindless is not a vulnerable adult, she's just a BDP idiot. If all the testing comes back negative, then the hospital is going to try to get her out of there as fast as possible. The most Kindless can hope for is a referral to some inpatient mental facility or a recommendation to follow up with her primary care provider. Maybe she'll get some new medicine. But they aren't going to keep her in the hospital longer than they have to.

I hope the hospital doesn't actually provide her home health services. There is already a bad shortage of home health nurses. But sadly, we have an example of a lolcow (Wedge) obtaining home health despite not actually needing it.

 

[Karen™]

The fact she's had to meet with psych and a social worker when she was just supposed to be having a gorrillion monitored seizures suggests that the staff clocked her as a munchie, right? I'm fortunate to know very little about hospitals, but that seems kinda unusual for an epilepsy unit.

Also, for fuckssake, Alyssa. The unhinged, heavily armed troons who have been to your home and recently put a bullet through your boyfriend's car might be a much stronger argument for "need new housing!" than a thread full of people who DGAF where you live and literally get excited when we see that you're having a fun time. We're more invested in your batshit happiness than your Twitter mutuals!

Still no seizures and likely a looming discharge, but she's already dreaming big about returning:

Also planting seeds about "food insecurity," so maybe the fine taxpayers of Colorado will at least give her a pay raise:

 

[Stupid Sexy Flanders]

While she's in absolute munchie heaven, she's also put herself in a situation she can't win - she's supposed to be having multiple seizures per day, yet mysteriously haven't had any while in the hospital. If she has a "seizure" she'll be 100% clocked as a faker on the other hand. I agree with the user that said that she might've overplayed her hand on this one - she was already getting medication and shit that she wasn't supposed to have so she must've found a doctor that at least semi-believed her (or was willing to play along). Now they're onto her - I assume she might end up trying to convince Boner that they need to flee the area so she can start over with new doctors.

 

[rusty shackleford 1]

I wonder if she’s trying to talk mom into renting a new place since their current one is supposedly trashed and smells like piss. “The hospital agreed I’m not safe to return home!” type situation. Despite the energy you’d expect from an upper addiction, after a while the “productive” part is replaced by the “drag literally everything out to reorganize, get overwhelmed, do more meth, and piddle through the mess” part. Apathy takes over and you end up with this.

lol imagining hulking Paul recounting to the nurses about how his property was absolutely trashed by crazy armed trannies and then explaining how the REAL, scary problem is the people online who can’t look away from the free public shitshow they’re all graciously providing. I can just picture kindness nodding along with her teddy bears and randomly interjecting, “but I’m trying my best I promise” when Paul doesn’t steer the conversation back to her.

 

[AssignedEva]

While she's in absolute munchie heaven, she's also put herself in a situation she can't win - she's supposed to be having multiple seizures per day, yet mysteriously haven't had any while in the hospital. If she has a "seizure" she'll be 100% clocked as a faker on the other hand. I agree with the user that said that she might've overplayed her hand on this one - she was already getting medication and shit that she wasn't supposed to have so she must've found a doctor that at least semi-believed her (or was willing to play along). Now they're onto her - I assume she might end up trying to convince Boner that they need to flee the area so she can start over with new doctors.

Her main problem is Elevenerife syndrome ("I went to Tenerife on holiday." "Oh yeah? Well I went to Elevenerife").

Spoiler: Sperging

She can't just have severe epilepsy. No, she has to be allergic to every type of epilepsy medication and "discover" that her sketches and drawings look shaky because she was continually having seizures while drawing (without any absence) and never realised until now

She can't just have brain fog and memory issues. She has to type like a teenager who's pretending to be drunk and substituting words in an incredibly fake way to show she's "forgetting" parts of language, or come out with batshit claims like "I'm terrified of rats and spiders, but I've just learned I used to run a rodent rescue and I own a tarantula. I wonder if I was doing aversion therapy on myself?".

She can't even settle with the ludicrous claim that she has Disassociative Identity Disorder. She has to claim one of her alters is blind and then have transitory blindness bouts when it's fronting, or that another alter is a robot baby that's only able to communicate because another two alters are a parrot and a raven and they can read the robot baby's mind and squawk out its thoughts (apparently not always squawking, though, since her housemate didn't know the baby was fronting when he banged her and therefore raped her).

She's also just too impulsive to properly plan with any cunning. She wasn't blind until Skye starting being hostile to her, and then her blind alter kept fronting. She had no seizures at the Tranch until she got kicked out, at which point she had non stop seizures and live tweeted how she was once again able to pull over safely and piss on the road but was terrified the next seizure she'd have in about two minutes would cause her to crash. She had mobility issues that required use of a wheelchair until she realised she could pilfer food and drugs by being a dog sitter. She had an inability to remember people she'd spoken to a day earlier and couldn't look at screens due to photosensitivity, but was able to type up a 15 page forensically detailed document on the Tranch, including dates.

At least proper munchies properly research diseases that might be hard to detect and learn how to ape their symptoms. Kindness just invents stuff on the spot and doesn't attempt to make anything seem believable.

Anyway sadly my burner twitter account has been nuked so I've had to go through nitter, but the summary is:

• They've been subjecting Kindness to "photo stimulation" (intermittent photic stimulation) as part of her EEG. Strangely, despite claiming she couldn't light her menorah for Hanukkah because the flickering candles would make her have a "siezure", the EEG showed absolutely no epileptogenic sensitivity whatsoever - although Kindness faked having migranes to throw them off they found out that photic stimulation triggers her migranes (which I don't think she mentioned having before).
• They are taking her off levetiracetam (keppra) and are putting her on lacosamide (vimpat) for "focal epilepsy". This suggests to me (I'm not a doctor) they're seeing no evidence of generalised seizures and are following a treatment pathway for focal onset seizures (aka partial onset seizures), which are sometimes so mild that people never realise they have epilepsy with them. Lacosamide is also used off label for bipolar disorder, mania, schizophrenia etc which leads onto...
• If she has no negative reactions to the lacosamide she's getting discharged tomorrow. Her neurologist said it was hard to understand what symptoms were caused by what conditions - Kindness claims getting back on testosterone has "levelled me out". The neurologist is satisfied that the most of her symptoms can be managed by her psychiatrist
• The same neurologist also suggested her current medication was causing more harm than good, and that she could get maybe botox injections in her arm to help with cramping and other treatments to prevent her ankle from rolling. Edit - they're apparently suggesting she has dystonia, which might be a case of "you keep saying you have spasms, but we haven't seen them, so maybe it's some neurological muscle issue since it's not seizures".
• This was apparently a very short conversation because he abruptly finished and then asked her if she just wanted to chat and started asking her about her opinions on various socioeconomic systems. I can only assume this was to laugh about her with colleagues later.
• Kindness has described this as "one of the best days of my life". She also concedes that if she's able to manage her migranes she can start video game streaming again.
• She still hasn't taken off her scalp electrodes despite the fact she's not going to be having another EEG. The nurses have said she can sleep if she wants, despite there being no apparent reason why she wouldn't be able to sleep, given the most severe diagnosis would be she has migranes, mild epilepsy and is batshit.
• Despite zero mention of any sort of terminal condition, Kindness is referring to her new medication as "palliative care".

 

[KiwiFuzz]

Listening to her talk about her alleged food insecurity is making me MATI.

"There was always lots of food in the house but it wasn't always pre-made shit I could throw in the microwave, woe is me."

Tell this to people living off of USAID dried lentils for five years. Tell this to the people in California right now who are snowbound and who have been rationing the contents of their cupboard for the past two weeks.

I think gratitude culture is generally kind of fake and gross but FFS lady, you are not food insecure.

 

[Oxyjen]

I'm sure Kindless knows this and is blaming KF in an attempt to stay in the hospital longer or get some home health services in place.

She knows it, and we know it. It’s all part of the grift, so.no hard feelings. Remember, a couple of pages ago she straight up asked for our collective informed opinion on what ails her.

Despite zero mention of any sort of terminal condition, Kindness is referring to her new medication as "palliative care".

Shouldn’t laugh but holy shit, that one got me.

 

[Meiwaku]

Kindness' twitter is an incomprehensible word vomit, but this one caught my eye in particular. It's a part of a long thread where she's updating her health. I'm not going to screencap the entire thread, but there's a few subtweets that caught my eye.

The Farms got a mention, in which she asks kiwis to analyse the writings of her mother.
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Here's the writings.
TL;DR: Her mother wrote a lot about Kindness - especially her observations - and does seem to be extremely concerned that Kindness has ADHD. Essentially the letters (third and fourth) seem to be a plea for help. I can't remember if she was finally diagnosed with it or not, but it does indicate that Kindness was a genuinely bright kid, if not troubled/disruptive. Check out the first paragraph of the fourth image - it's very apparent she hasn't changed.

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I'm not gonna lie, reading her mother's writings made me feel a fuckton of sympathy for Kindness. She was clearly just a kid who needed a lot of help and guidance. That is, until I read the next few tweets.

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Okay Psychfag incoming on her moms notes:

This doesn't read like ADHD to me entirely from the symptoms. Parts of it do. But it reads heavily like cluster B or an ADHD person with other co-morbidities (this is the most likely option)

Traits Similar to ADHD: talkative (how women express adhd), easily distracted, creative but confused thought processes, pressed speech (basically talking in a tone that's very intense at all times), interrupting others, your general bouncy energy levels.

Traits Not similar ADHD: ADHD people can handle not being the center of attention, not being catered to 24/7, not getting everything they want. ADHD fags don't need CONSTANT approval because these are all traits of someone whose very very insecure. BPD fags smother people with attention the way she does with her sister. ADHDs are also NOT easily upset.... But cluster B's are....


Alyssa,
Your mom clearly loves you. She comes from a good place even if you disagree. She didn't want to upset you because, as stated, you become upset easily (she is correct). You probably would benefit from ADHD meds and would be able to think more clearly because of how you sperg type and never finish your ideas. You'd be able to finish your creative projects better if you took these meds and your thoughts would be less fucked.

You likely have multiple things wrong with you mentally. ADHD is one of them. I would bet money you are also cluster b personality disordered

Regardless of what the farms says on your personal lifestyle, consider the following: If you are currently not achieving your personal goals for yourself emotionally then you need to change SOMETHING. I don't know if that something is a mindset, meds, behaviors etc. But SOMETHING needs to change because you're getting in your own way.

Come make an account.

 

[Stupid Sexy Flanders]

Regardless of what the farms says on your personal lifestyle, consider the following: If you are currently not achieving your personal goals for yourself emotionally then you need to change SOMETHING.

Except she *is* currently achieving her goals - I don't think I'm the only one in here that's never seen her as happy and excited as she's been for the past few days. Just because she doesn't have boring cis-heteronormative goals like have a career or start a family doesn't mean they're not there and that she isn't achieving them! It's only because of that dang Kiwifarms that her happiness will end, otherwise they'd keep her in the hospital and happy forever and ever and ever...