Austim Spergler
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- Jul 30, 2021
i can be called a tranny i dont care but i feel a lot for the whole trans and gender thing, i understand the "feeling" of dysphoria and wanted to be opposite gender for one reason or another, me personaly ive had tons of issues and traumas more specific self image issues, many times ive had the desperate feeling to be "pretty", thats my simple reason so growing up around mid 2010's when troonism was rising it caught my attention a little, i faced many epic traps memes that were also rising in popularity at those times, femboys and tomboys stuff like that
i tried my best to keep a low profile but still check all the trans and "non binary" stuff and for a lil while wanted to give it a go but i was faced with many things starting with what would family think of me and i would look ridiculous and those simple things kept me away from it, i knew stories of trans people getting low "support" from their families or straight up rejected kicked out etc, so even if i had the idea i never actually gave it a go
the last 3 years where trans stuff is prob at its peak of popularity and more "accepted" it hit me, the feeling that it was a sort of coping for personal traumas because ive known plenty of artists that tell their horrible stories of actual sexual assault and would you look at that, they are trans or nb and such, they dont link the "identities" to those traumas but they vent and recognize they are messed up in their sexuality and intimacy
ive had messed up personal experiences growing up that damaged my intimacy for the rest of my life, i know the meme is like "haha troons groom kids into trooning out" but maybe many trans people developed those feelings from different traumatic experiences, or not even traumatic, maybe just how one develops a fetish growing up, like watching a cartoon character get inflated and so on
i guess i could sum up what im trying to say trans and gender identity is a sort of twisted fetish, and i know that if trans shills or whatever say this they would reply with studies of dysphoria being real, or trans suicides being a myth, show me proof of other genders, but honestly they would personally dont convince me, when i reflected upon myself i felt i would put clothes of the opposite gender and go outside it would be feeding my insecurities in a sort of stockholm syndromewith my trauma and image issues, ive felt no ammount of things would do to myself would make me feel valid and the "gender" i want, i cant even larp or trick myself into thinking im such a thing as non binary, i knew people would not see me as normal, and if they did they would just awkardly treat me like a disabled person you know like "poor thing just be nice to them"
this is just my personal take and experience on the whole trans thing, because everyone like "haha trannies kill themselves lmao", i am le epic centrist and i try to not be agaisnt anything but still feel yeah a lot of this whole thing seems centered around low mental health to some degree, there might be trans people like spherehunter and contrapoints that pass and are happy with their image, but thats another thing that sucks, imagine people that cant afford surgeries, hrt, dont have the looks, proper hormones or simply dont feel right about themselves, its the same issue with beauty in general but transgenderism is a higher wager than makeup because people put their entire body and genitals at risk, their identity, i find it more sad than anything really
big wall of text but i think i really needed to say it, this whole trans thing is getting out of control and you can all hate trannies all you want but still depressing how almost they feel like they want people to hate them, just wonder how much special treatment and victimizing the general public can keep up despite everything, it almost feels people treat it more touchy than jews or black people even, its a little bizarre to me
